Taking a deep breath as I enter the ballet studio and I exhale a breath of happiness, the smile on my face has not left it since the moment that I woke up this morning and by the time that I go to sleep I already know that it would still be present as ever on my face. I notice that one of the ballet teachers is teaching is class with children, I would say about seven or eight. They're adorable and it's strange to think that once I was just like them, so young and so interested in ballet.

It still is the one thing that has captured my attention but slowly but surly my heart is loaning towards Steel and yet ballet is always going to be the most important thing in my life. There is nothing like it. The teacher is a young woman that started to teach here I think about two years ago and from what I hear she's actually really good, but she broke her ankle in a jump from a bad landing and ever since that her career in ballet is ruined, but she can still teach it. That is always what happens to those who get injured.

I walk to the lockers and open mine but as soon as I open there is a note that falls down to the floor. Confused I pick it up from the ground and unfold it. 'Meet me behind the studio' is written on it in Steel's handwriting and I smile as I feel the blush rise to my cheeks. Each time I think about him, I start blushing and I can remember the way that his lips touch me and kiss me, making me want more, wanting more of him and just wanting more yet at the same time I want to wait.

I put my stuff into my locker as I head outside, he did not write the time, but he knew that I was coming here so perhaps he wanted me to find it. It's confusion but when it's Steel nothing else matters. I can't shake him out of my thoughts and I don't want to. Being in the hospital was horrible without him. And the guilt kept growing and I could not bear the thought of him hating me, but he doesn't, and we are together, really together and nothing can ruin it.

My life is shifting into the right direction and it's going to a place where there is only happiness, I can't wait to explore it and dance through it with Steel. At breakfast, he actually suggested that I would teach him some ballet moves and in exchange he would teach me how to defend myself. Steel also said that because I have a fit body and I'm flexible which will really help me when defending myself and what shocked me the most is how he said that I would be good in bed. That was what freaked me out and I really had no words for it, not even now.

"Señorita Lila, such a pleasure seeing you again" Alfredo, my couch speaks behind me and I turn around to look at him. I'm standing in front of the door that leads outside to the back of the studio when he had stopped me. I turn around to see him and there is a look of glee on his face but there is something else hidden in his eyes. "It's also nice to see you. How have you been?" I ask him as he hugs me, pulling my body close to him while doing.

"Muy bien, and you?" He asks me and I'm tempted to roll my eyes at the Spanish that he always manages to put into his sentences. "I'm doing well, considering" I tell him but still hinting that I don't really want to talk about it, and he gets the hint when he nods his head. "Come to my office, we have to go over your new steps before I start training you. And you will need lots and lots of practice. Don't pretend that just because you were in a hospital that you're off the hook. No, señorita Lila. We're going all out in this" He says and I giggle.

He truly isn't one for wasting time, so I put my thoughts of Steel aside and follow him to his office. It's located on the second floor. Alfredo has always been the one that is tough on me, but he's doing it for my own good and I know that. With him as my couch I'm actually doing much better since I'm training harder and I'm getting to the place that I need to be. Besides, I'm starting to become a star around here. Alfredo told me that soon people are going to stopping me in the streets and the paparazzi are going to be following me everywhere.

It will not take long until that happens. He closes the door to his office and sits down and I sit on the other side. "When is the next show?" I ask him and he chuckles. "In five months. And we have all new moves for you but do not worry yourself because you're going to learn them and you're going to master them" He tells me and I nod my head, though five months is not that much time to practice and master a whole new set of moves.

Sometimes it can take up to a year for someone to get a whole show correct but I know that in the future I will always have less time which is why I must practice whenever I have time, still not that I'm complaining about that since this is everything that I've ever wanted. Perhaps not the fame or fortune part but dancing. "I'm not worried" I tell him, and then he continues to tell me about all the moves. He has them drawn on a stack which is a lot and it makes me gulp but with a positive attitude I can do this. I hope.