Lying down in her bed, watching the ceiling and hearing her small adorable snores which she makes when she sleeps is like heaven on earth and being this close to her is everything that I have ever dreamed off and I can't believe it is happening to me. My little ballerina was terrified, I heard her voice when she called me. Something or someone spooked her in ways that a woman like her should never be. I will defend her from anything that tries to harm her, even when she doesn't wish to speak about. Though I will have to keep an extra eye out for her to make sure that she is safe.

There was so much fear that she was feeling when she called me but now I'm here for her. She was not afraid of me, never could she be afraid of me, but she was afraid of something and her roommate is sleeping on the couch and has no idea how frightened she actually is. I hate seeing her like this, so I ran to her and now I'm her guardian demon for I will destroy and kill anything or anyone that tries to hurt her or come at her in any shape or form.

She's too precious to me and I will always be there to make sure that she is safe. Even now staying awake the whole night if I need to. When the exhaustion wants nothing more than to tear me apart from the inside out I will not allow it to win. This is all for her, all for Lila. She is the reason for I breathe, and she is the oxygen that I need to be able to stay alive, she is the reason for I am breathing and alive right now and forever.

Lila had fallen asleep just an hour ago, and she is so beautiful when she sleeps, so calm and collected. Like when she dances, she is just an angel that has come to my life only to give me this gift of love and happiness which she continues to shower me in. The soft rise and fall of her chest is what makes me breathe a bit better because I know she is breathing herself, and she is alive and nothing has taken her while she is sleeping, though I would not allow anything to take her away from me.

"My sweet Lila" I whisper as I turn my head to look at her. She is facing upwards and lying on her back with the covers over her and I notice that she has the covers all the way over to her neck to seal that heat in. I make a mental note to buy her a blanket or two which she can have under the covers to make sure that she is warm enough at night or at any time she wants to be warm. I want so badly to feel her soft hair and stroke it but that would be inappropriate when she is asleep.

So I don't even when I want to so all I can do in the darkness is admiring her beauty. Lying down beside her is something that I've always dreamed of and while it would be better if were doing something else, I find that this is just perfect to me. However, my eyes are always going around her room and then I remember that she has complained that she doesn't have enough time to clean her room for she is always busy and it is my job to make sure that she is being taken care of.

As much as I don't want to I stand up from the bed, though as quietly as I possibly can and walk around her room and pick up all the clothes that are on the floor before I put them into the laundry bin, reminding myself that I will have to do the laundry later on for her, so she would not have to. Then I go into the kitchen and take some rags, a few of them I wet while the other ones I leave dry. Using the dry ones I gather all the dust before I clean the shelves and everyone with the wet ones and with soap.

Once I've cleaned her room and I have put the laundry into the washing myself I lie back down with her and by then an hour has passed as I had to remain quiet as I cleaned everything and even the floor. However, I was not able to vacuum as the noise would certainly wake her up. When I get into the bed and look at her to see that she has moved a bit in her sleep with is the most adorable thing in the world. She is the most adorable thing in the world.

She is now laying on her side so as I lie down I can't help but wrap my arms around her and pull her closer to me so that her head is resting against my chest and my body is protecting her. She is so small and beautiful. However, we do it perfectly like a perfect puzzle and I realize that we are meant to be, it is a match made in heaven. Though she is the angel that came from heaven and I'm the demon that was born on earth.

Still this demon will go to heaven and back just to make sure that she is with me and I would do whatever it takes to keep her safe. Even if that means doing the worst sin of all time. Murder would be easy if it is for her and perhaps one day I will have to prove myself to her and the rest of the world that she is mine, and she belongs to me. The little dancer is mine alone and soon she will love me the way that I love her, with her whole heart.