Cayden drove more, taking us out of the city vicinity and out into a more residential part. I watched it all pass, realizing there was an entire world beyond New York and my campus. It sometimes felt like life existed in a bubble and I'd always be a messy twenty-one-year-old with the boyfriend who controlled her while she sat back and let him, all to keep up a facade. I forget that there are places to live, people who'd made it through college and settled down and created lives for themselves that made them genuinely happy.

I wondered briefly, if that was what me and Cayden had in store. What made a couple last? What made two people fall in love and then stay in love? I felt safe with her and I wanted to make it work, but was that enough? I didn't know.

"This is one of my favorites," Cayden said and pulled into what just seemed like a skinny road and a bunch of trees. She drove further in and we ended up at a lookout over the water. It was beautiful—I'd never seen anything like it in the city.

"I can't believe this is only a forty-five-minute drive from us," I said. "How did you find it?"

"I just needed to clear my head," Cayden said and shrugged. Turning to look at me. I took in her face, her willingness to make things work with me. I didn't know what life had in store for us, but I knew what I wanted—and that was to enjoy every moment I had with her.

I leaned over, taking her face in my hands, and kissed her, hoping she could understand what I was telling her.

Cayden pulled me closer to her, her hands digging gently into my skin. I wanted her with everything in me. I could feel it throughout my entire body, this surge of lust and need. She really was the most beautiful girl I'd ever met—and such a good kisser. I didn't know exactly what it was that made Cayden so magnetic, but she'd really gotten me. I never wanted to be apart from her again, it was like my body needed oxygen, food, water, and being with Cayden is what made me functional.

We unbuckled our seatbelts, deepening our kiss. Cayden's lips were impossibly soft against mine as she opened her mouth slightly. We leaned over the center console, our bodies forced apart and kept at a distance. But all I wanted was her next to me. I wanted to feel her skin, the way her body moved. I didn't know how to explain how intoxicating it all was, I couldn't make sense of it. No one has ever made me feel this way. Cayden had unearthed new levels of desire in me.

Cayden put her hands to my face, keeping us as close as possible. Her thumb gently caressed my cheek, the intensity of our desire meshing with the intimacy of us in close contact. She was always so gentle with me, it was amazing anyone could understand my needs and what I wanted from someone else that well. It made it easy to forget the hard moments. If anything, going through separate interpersonal struggles and having a difficult time was normal. What mattered was that we found each other at the end, and every time we were back together, it only felt like we'd gotten closer.

I moved my hands down to explore Cayden's body, taking in every inch. Her sweatshirt was loose and baggy on her frame, making me want to rip it off of her. I already knew what was underneath, but I wanted more—I wanted it again.

Her body was firm and muscular under my palms. My fingertips dug into her skin, caressing and massaging. All the while, I was practically gasping for air, the wetness growing between my legs with increasing speed. I was already close to begging Cayden to get me out of my clothes.

Cayden moved her hands down my body, pressing against my back and pulling me into her. She slipped under my shirt and the sensation of skin-on-skin made me gasp. She was so gentle, goosebumps blossoming everywhere that she touched. As she moved further up my chest, I felt need ache through my body. I knew I would've done anything to have had her touch me in that moment. I wanted it more than anything. We'd just had sex, but it felt like it'd been years. I felt completely deprived. The warmth between my legs only continued to spread, my hips rocking gently toward Cayden as if to say please take me now, I can't wait any longer.

Cayden's fingers brushed against the sensitive skin of my breasts, making me shiver. She gently worked her hands against them, rubbing her thumbs against my nipples as they got harder with every passing second. She moved down and kissed my neck, gently biting at it and licking the skin.

"Cay," I moaned softly.

She leaned away from me and then, suddenly, started climbing to the backseat. I watched her with an amused smile on my face. "Are you coming or what?" she asked as she settled into the backseat of her roomy SUV. Her G-Wagon allowed us to lay down comfortably in the back, especially with the seats pushed down.

I let out a small laugh. Fuck it, I thought, and climbed into the roomy backseat with her.

Cayden took me into her arms and kissed me like she'd already started to miss me in the few seconds we were apart.

As soon as we were comfortably in the back all bets were off. I pulled Cayden in for a deep kiss, our mouths open and ravaging. Our tongues danced around each other, tracing each other's lips and driving me absolutely wild.

Cayden pulled my shirt over my head and paused, looking at me. "You are so beautiful, Vi," she said, looking at every inch of skin I had. I would normally be embarrassed or shy to be so exposed, but I trusted Cayden. I believed her. When she said I was beautiful, I felt like the most beautiful girl in the world.

She kissed my neck and onto my collarbones, her mouth gentle and fluttering. With her arms around me, we were pressed chest-to-chest. I reached down and pulled Cayden's sweatshirt over her head, a rush of excitement coursing through me as I did it. It felt like Cayden and I had been through so much together in such a short amount of time, making our relationship feel so long, but there was still so much to know. There was still so much newness and excitement around being together and how it felt to have sex with her.

I traced my fingers over her skin, taking in her naked skin. We locked eyes and kissed again, this time with a slightly different tone. It was like this one was to say I'm so happy that we're together like this.

But the moment passed quickly as we pulled each other in to kiss more, growing deeper and deeper until neither of us could take it anymore. I wanted Cayden to do so much to me. I loved her softness, but I also wanted her to fuck me. I wanted to be screaming her name.

Cayden took my breast into her mouth, working her tongue against me in quick flicks. She sucked on my skin and used her teeth to nip against me. The moment was pure bliss. I pressed my palm to the back of her head holding her close to me.

"Fuck me," I said, gasping.

Cayden, obliging, moved me over, laying me down to get my pants off. When she had me in just my underwear in front of her, she looked down at my body with careful, affectionate eyes. It was like she wanted to memorize every detail.

She then leaned down and kissed down my stomach, teasing me as she skipped over my spot and instead focused on my thighs. She moved her mouth up toward my knees and then back down again until she was finally pressing her lips to my mound.

My body writhed with pleasure at the sensation. I knew I was soaking wet already and she'd barely even gotten past foreplay. Cayden pressed her lips against my spot, working through my underwear and driving me wild.

When she finally moved my panties to the side, I gripped whatever I could find near me as I let out a gasp. She worked her tongue against me with expert precision, knowing exactly what spots to hit. She moved rhythmically, switching speeds and pressure. I pressed my thighs to the sides of her face, feeling like I could already cum even though she just started.

Cayden pulled away and looked at me. "Don't finish until I tell you," she said, sending a small shiver through me. Fuck, she was so sexy.

Her eyes still on me, Cayden then slowly slipped her fingers inside of me, her motions slow and drawn out. She really let the feeling build inside of me until I was practically dripping her fingers moving without friction or hesitation.

I knew I was going to finish in record time If I wasn't careful. So I sat up and moved to Cayden's sweatpants, getting her out of the rest of her clothes.

Teasing her, I pressed my fingers against her spot. I was shocked by how turned on she already was, I could feel her wetness through her briefs.

"Wow," I said.

"It's sexy watching you get turned on," she said and I smiled at her. I continued to work my fingers against her, watching her expression change slightly as she got more and more turned on. I could feel it against my own fingertips, which turned me on even more. "I want you, Avina," Cayden said, sending wild shivers throughout my warm body. "Come here."

I followed her guidance and took my spot on her face, with my arms behind me as I rested one of my hands on her bare thighs, while the other continued to rub her clit in smooth circles. When Cayden gripped my thighs and worked her tongue against me again, I couldn't barely contain myself. The pleasure came hot and fast, tingles building within my hot core.

I couldn't help myself, I leaned back a little further and slid my fingers into Cayden's wetness. Her muscles tightened as her legs spread, letting me move my fingers into her with increasing speed. I couldn't believe how good she felt. I could honestly have sex with her forever and never get bored of her.

Cayden's mouth hit a spot that sent a hot wave through me, telling me I was close to the edge. "Can I cum?" I asked.

"Ask again," Cayden said.

"Please, can I cum?" I asked.

"Say my name," Cayden said as she pressed her mouth to me again, teasing me.

"Cayden," I moaned and she slipped her fingers inside me as she kept her tongue moving. I felt like I was going to blackout from pleasure. "Cay," I whimpered as my voice reached a louder volume.

"Cum for me," Cayden said and it was like a switch flipped, my orgasm building up and reaching a crescendo in seemingly seconds. Cayden gripped onto me as I let out a loud moan, my body trembling.

But I didn't let myself get too caught up in it, I still wanted the satisfaction of getting Cayden to finish.

I pressed my thumb to her clit as I moved in and out of her, listening to Cayden's moans grow increasingly louder. She held onto me as her breathing became more shallow and her body clenched under me.

"Oh my god," she said as I rubbed slow deep circles around her swollen clit. "Vina," she said and then let out a satisfied, orgasmic moan. Her wetness was everywhere, coating my fingers in the process.

We both took a second to breathe before I laid on Cayden's chest, both of us breathing heavily. After taking a second, Cayden grabbed her phone from the center console.

"Sorry let me check this," she said as she looked at the screen, clicking around a little bit, and then turning to me with an amused expression. "Do you... want to go to an event with me tonight?"