When I first realized what I felt for you, the first thing I thought of was "you are never going to feel that way for me". So I set my expectations low, being contented with just even the light brush of fingers, or the short, feelingless conversations you had with me.

But, as time passed, you changed slightly. You started being more out going, laughing with me, talking with me, texting me. You may not know it but it raised my hopes up so high.

I thought that every time you defended me, you supported me, you encouraged me, it was all because you liked me too.

I thought that all those times I looked at you and saw you looking right back, it was because you couldn't take your eyes off me just like how I couldn't take my eyes off you.

I thought that every time we happened to walk to school together, that maybe you rushed here earlier just to get the chance to walk with me, that you were as excited as I was about walking to school with you.

But all those things I thought, were, just thoughts. I had hoped they were real, but they weren't.

I wasn't anything special in your heart, I wasn't of any significance. Instead, it was her you thought about, you cared about, you loved. Not me.

And that's when I knew. My biggest mistake wasn't falling for you. It was thinking that you had fallen for me too.

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