As I stand here watching you leave, I hope you know that our friendship meant more to me than anything else in the world. Even more than any guy I ever liked.

We met last year, speaking for the first time when we coincidentally sat beside each other. The first time we met, I thought you were noisy, talking way too much.

But as we spent the rest of the day together, I realized that I felt really comfortable in your noise. You made me open up, talk more, be happy. True, I got scolded a lot talking to you..but I didn't really mind, even though I looked and acted annoyed.

The year passed, and before we knew it, we were closer than ever. I could tell you anything, from the homework I never did, the girl I hated, to the guy I liked.

We went through hardships together. Once, I even watched you cry, while you tried to act like you weren't. Your cca girls all were up on stage getting a medal, while you couldn't because you didn't go for the competition, because you were fasting. To be honest my heart broke.

The next year came and I was super comfortable with you. You put up with my annoying habits and accepted me. I couldn't be happier.

We completed projects together, we worked together, we suffered with the same people together, we clicked together.

Throughout the whole year, I could tell you so many things, things I sometimes couldn't tell others. That's how close I was with you.

One day, I texted you, telling you how I was rejected in an interview. I told you what they told me, how they made me cry, and you don't know how happy I was when you said " They damn assholeee". Even though I didn't reply, I was glad you supported me.

Not too long after, you text me, telling me, that your leaving. Transferring to another school. I cried. A lot.

Yeah I may be annoying, stubborn, someone who wants to be right all the time, but I really did care for you. You are one of my closest friends, and I don't know what I would do without you.

Yeah, you might say that I have other friends, but, there can be no one else who would be able to disturb me yet make me smile, no one else who was capable of saying the truth yet not hurt me, even when the truth was bad, no one else like you.

Do you know that you made me become a more open person? Do you know that you made me more sociable? More willing to share with others what I thought? Do you know that you were one of the people that made me interested in Kpop? I regret not telling you this earlier. If you read this, I hope you know now.

As I stand here watching you leave, I think back on our two year friendship. Maybe we won't be able to meet anymore, but I hope you know, you were one of the best things that happened to me.

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Hey guys! Merry Christmas:) We know we know it's like a not so merry update but yeah one of us here are not feeling that happy:/

To the girl whom we're referring to, if you read this, we hope you know that I(your friend) care about you a lot and no matter where you go, you will forever be my friend.

I'm seriously hoping that you are joking though. And I'll be really happy(and pissed) if it is true. If it's not, I hope you know we will all miss you.

(Your friend talking)

You were and always will be an amazing friend! SARANGHAE(I love you!) Kyungsoo's🙆🏻🙆🏻

(Your friend talking)

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