《*Gay Panic*/Billie Eilish x Reader》Coming Out Chapter 30
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"Yo! Does anyone know where the milk is?" Eli shouts throughout the whole house. "Probably up your ass with how much you drink it!" Billie shouts back at the redhead.
Did I mention she was over? Well she is. Don't get me wrong I like her and all, but I can't really trust her that easily like y/n did. I know y/n loves her and just wants to be happy, and I want them to be happy too! But I just hope that Billie doesn't hurt her. Did I also mention she came out? Well to me and Eli....and some people. But I kind of expected it. I at least knew Billie was attracted to y/n in some way.
I chuckled at Billies comment on Eli's milk addiction and kept scrolling through my phone. Nothing was interesting on Snapchat because people are dry as fuck. So I switched over to Instagram, and boy was there a lot of things about Billie. "Hey Bil?" I ask the short girl next to me, "Yeah Richard?"
I always hated that name but I just continued,
"Did you go on instagram today?" The blue eyed girl shot me a look with her piercing blues, "Am I suppose to today?" She laughs it off. "I just saw some post about you, didn't really go into em," I quickly explain. "More paparazzi photos I'm guessing," y/n giggles lightly, while her eyes still glued to her phone. Billie shot me down with concern, "I didn't see any paparazzi recently," Bil looks down at the floor, stuck in thought. "I'll check!" Y/n says happily as she takes my phone out of my hands. "Why can't you check your own phone!?" Y/n didn't answer and kept looking.
I was waiting quietly for my phone back when all of a sudden y/n's eyes widen. "What's wrong?" I ask. Nothing.
"Babe, what's wrong?" Billie now asked too. Nothing. I reached over Billie and grabbed my phone back.
I looked at the screen, scanning the words.
I was in shock. It was a screenshot of an article online. "What's going on guys? Y'all making me scared" Billie said. I shushed her and continued reading. "Read it out loud god damn it!" Billie shouted. "Okay!" I said before reading it to them,
"The famous teenager, Billie Eilish, was recently seen with a female friend on a sunny afternoon.
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The female Eilish was walking with was pop singer, y/n y/l/n. The girls had recently started hanging out again after not having contact for months, or so we think. The girls started a live stream coloring y/n's hair, and now we see them hanging out together almost everyday. Even some fans speculated it was a pr stunt, just to promote their albums. Since both of them are getting pretty famous now. The two ladies have been hanging out and about with friends and even by themselves. The people want to know if they're dating! And if it's real! Or if the friendship is real! We need some answers ladies, and we need them now."
"Oh my LORD!" Billie yelled, "they are so far up my ass that I can't even step outside without being questioned," Billie continued on before I shushed her again to read another article that was also screenshot.
"How?!" Y/n screamed out loud, "let me read!" I say.
"Two random citizens were walking by y/l/n's house when the two men caught a video and pictures of Billie Eilish saying goodbye to the other younger singer. As you may know Billie and y/n have been hanging out recently after not talking for a couple months.
They say they are just friends, but how can you be sure after you see the pictures of them together lately.
The video picked up someone quietly saying something. If you listen very very closely it kinda sounds like "bye babe," and y/n's voice. We get that you can call friends babe, but why whisper it when people are around?
The video wasn't showing the two girls faces until the end were the camera is picked up as one of the guys is walking past the 'couple'. You can see Billie looking at y/n, but quickly changes her face and looks right at the camera, then the man. And she's definitely giving him a death stare for filming them!"
"Jesus, I knew they would send that somewhere," Billie says to herself. "So that's what they were up to with the camera," y/n says in that moment of realization. "Who was it?" I ask. They both shrug their shoulders.
"I'll continue," "there's more!?" Billie says surprised. I nod my head.
"The men also shot some pictures. The first one is Billie and y/n farther away then the video, and the way they look at each other doesn't tell us they are "just friends" come on guys! In the second, it's the singers looking at the camera, not as happy like before. I guess the guys were ruining something there! *wink*"
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Billie faked gagged as I read that last part. "Whoever wrote this shit is fucked up. We are underage!" Billie says. "Isn't your birthday coming up soon?" I ask, "yeah but at the moment I'm still seventeen. Perverts,"
"And the last one is of Billie getting in her car, leaving her girlfriend- I mean friend.
They are for sure dating. But it's not confirmed by anyone, so I guess we will have to wait and see."
"Wow people are fucking spies," Eli says, making me jump. "When did you get there!" I say turning myself around on the couch to face him. "I walked over when you started reading," I nodded and looked back at the two girls who were frozen in place.
I look over to Billie. Her expression shows she's genuinely hurt by this. While I look over to y/n, I could read her in a second. And trust me, she was so hurt.
I look away, feeling a little hurt too. I feel so bad for them, I mean, they can't even be seen in the same room without someone saying they're together. Or even look at each other for that matter. It's true, they are dating, but people need to give others space. These two girls are human and need privacy and some respect. They have been through so much together that no one knows about. They struggled with the world on their shoulders and still made it look effortless, even though they were, and still are, scared.
I knew how heartbroken and damaged y/n was after Billie left her. Y/n would just stay up at night thinking about what she did wrong, and even started crying at random moments, because y/n thought she had let the one go. Y/n did so much to keep herself busy and tried so hard not to think about it, but at the end of the day when we would talk she would end up letting all the emotions free. Y/n and Billie are meant to be together, they are end game. It just sucks that people won't know what struggle it was for them to be together, so they won't shut the fuck up.
"These rumors are so much man." Eli said to us. "It's not really a rumor if it's true," y/n piped up, glancing at Eli.
"They don't know that," Eli shot back.
"Not yet,"
We all look over to Billie, who piped up out of the blue.
"What about management, fans, friends. What will they think?" Eli asked the girls. I stare at Eli. I had so many questions to ask him.
"Who cares anymore," Billie deadpanned.
"You can't be serious. How are you not worried?" Eli questioned again. I roll my eyes.
What's up with him lately?
"It's my life. If people don't want me working for them, or around them, or be an idol to them, I won't. Simple. Y/n is my girlfriend, and I love her." Billie grabs y/n's hand before continuing,
"I am bisexual, and I should she free to tell people my story and my life. If people hate then people hate."
I smile as the pride shines through this girl. Billie is so powerful and moving, no wonder why so many people love her.
Eli smiles too. And for a moment, I think everyone is smiling. We all had to keep this a secret from people who didn't know, and it feels good to know it will be shared soon. But I have one question.
"When will you tell them?"
Billie thinks for a second. "I have to get my management and y/n's management to agree, and I'm sure they will, hopefully. But, you know how my 18th birthday is coming up?" We all shake are heads yes.
"I will announce the news then. It's my mother. Fucking. Birthday, and I would love for people to know I have a girlfriend." Billie smiles as she looks at y/n.
"Good for you Billie. This is one huge step, and I admire your strength." I pat Billie on the head. She laughed and thanked me.
I'm happy for them. Genuinely.
Like I said. They have been through a lot, and worked their asses off when they could have just quit. But they didn't and are ready to share this news with others. And I'm sure people will be fine with it.
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