Okay so I decided to write a chapter in Jack's pov, so you know what his view on everything is. I decided to write the chapter from where he and Emma are in a motel. This chapter could be long asf, normal or short. Depends on how much happened when they were there. Enjoy!

Also I kind of have a test tomorrow so please appreciate me, uploading this. Thank youuu :)

This is Jack's POV from chapter 21/22 (when they were in the motel).

Jack's POV

I walk down the street to my house, when my phone rings.

My shift just ended and it was really boring without Emma. Damn. I really miss her. I hoped that she'll come to work even though she got suspended. Instead, she's with Luke.

God I hate that guy. He doesn't deserve Emma. It's not fair. I know she doesn't like me in any way, but I can't help myself. I can't help but notice, the way she laughs at my jokes and what a perfect smile she has. And I can't even talk about her eyes. They're just... perfect. Like she is. And her body is like out of a fucking magazine. Kylie Jenner could be jealous of her. Actually, Kylie Jenner has nothing on her. No girl has.

She's the nicest, funniest and best person I know. I'm happy I can at least call her my best friend. Or just be around her. Hell, I'm lucky that I even know her. Some people really dont know what they're missing out on, by not hanging out with her.

I check who's calling me and it's Emma. It's funny how I was just thinking about her. I mean, I do that a lot, but still.

"Hi-" "Jack, come over I'll text you the address," she interrupts me. It must be important, but she can't know how much I really care, so of course I have to cover it up with a joke.

"Wow, eager to see me huh?" I smirk.

I know she rolled her eyes right now. Smiling at myself, I think about how absolutely adorable she is, when she's annoyed. I pick up the pace, so I can get to my car as fast as possible and finally see her.

Of course I trip and almost fall during my walk to the car.

"Sure Jack. I'll text you. Thanks, love you," she chirps and hangs up.

Love you.

I know that's not what she meant, but it still makes my heart flutter everytime I hear it from her. Or when she kisses my cheek. I once got a boner. It was very awkward, trust me. She asked me if it's a boner but I covered it up with a joke, as always.

"Oh Emmy, looking at my big and juicy cock now huh?" I joke, exaggerating and she blushes, making me laugh.

I smile at the memory and a few seconds later, I receive a text, with the address. I Google it and see it's a motel.

Why would she be in a motel? Trouble in paradise? Yeah Emma, that's how it will be with Luke. You'll only get hurt. But hey, it's your life and your decisions. It doesn't matter how much I like her. I would never sabotage her relationship with Luke. I'm not that fucked up, but I can't help myself and get really jealous when I see her with Luke or if shes talking about him. Which happens a lot. I'm her best friend, which means she tells me everything they do. I get really angry and jealous sometimes and I feel bad, but I just can't help myself.

I turn on the radio, playing Devil Eyes. The song reminds me of her. I don't know why. Probably, because the first thing you'll notice on Emma are her eyes. Her grey, deep eyes. My favourite colour, ever since I first saw her.

About 20 minutes later, I arrive to the motel. I knock on the door, with the number on it that she texted me. She quickly opens it, jumping on me.

God I love it when she does that.

And apparently, so does my little, actually, big friend. If you know what I mean.

"I love it, how you like to hump me," I wink and she slaps me, laughing. Quickly, her face turns all sad when she stops laughing. She lets me in, since it's very cold outside. I get my jacket off, seating myself on her bed.

"What's wrong?" I ask her. She's not surprised that I asked her. She probably knew that it's gonna happen. It's really not hard to see what kind of mood she's in.

She tells me everything that happened with Luke and at the end I'm clenching my fists. I really wanna hit him. "He called you a hoe?" I say the last part with disgust in my voice. She grabs my shoulders, making me flinch a bit. It always happens when she touches me.

"Not really, but something like that," she shrugs, "calm down Jack, it's no big deal," she gives me the worst fake smile I've ever seen. I'm not buying it. He can't treat her like this. No one should be treated like this. This is sick.

"Hell no," I growl, "no one will talk to my best friend like that," I get up, with plans to kill Luke. I really wanna. He's not going to treat Emma like this. As I'm opening the door, she of course, stops me.

"Where are you going?"

"I'm going to teach your little boyfriend a lession," I turn around to look at her, making her whine. I hold back a smile. She's just too cute for me to handle man. It's not fair.

"Come onn Jack, let's just stay here and hang out, I'm okay, really," she suggests. I calm down a bit, since I wanna spend as much time with her as I can. "And we can tell eachother funny stories and laugh, we could have a pillow fight. That would make me feel a lot better," she gives me one of her real smiles and I smirk at the thought of me and Emma having a pillow fight.

"Did you just say... PILLOW FIGHT?" I yell, throwing her on the bed. She screams and laughs. Her laugh is like music to my ears. My favourite sound in the whole wide world. I'd do anything for that laugh. Even make a fool out of myself, which I usually do. Anything, just to hear that laugh. It's like a reward to me. Like a big was trophy that you've wished for so long.

As she keeps on screaming when I hit her with a pillow and tickle her, a loud knock is heard. I signal Emma to open the door and she does. I can't help but look at her beautiful body as she stands at the door.

"Miss is there anything wrong? I heard some screams and I thought I should check out, what's happening," an older man's voice is heard from the outside. Damn she's so loved that even a random person would check up on her, see if she's okay. I see her pace a bit. Her hair is a mess and mine isn't any better, to be honest. We look like we just had sex.

"Everything is great," she says in a nice, soft tone, "thanks for checking in," he nods, I suppose, "well I won't keep you lovebirds from having fun," he eyes me, winking and he leaves.

I told you. Sex hair.

It would be great, if it were true but it's not. I wouldn't want to have sex with her right away though. No matter how much she turns me on, I wouldn't want her regretting it. Ever. Whenever she'd be ready. That's when we'd do it.

Why am I thinking about this? It's not like it's ever gonna happen. Well, a guy can dream.

She quickly closes the door, running to the bathroom, probably realizing how her hair and my position on the bed must've looked like. She checks herself out in the mirror and realisation hits her. She blushes really hard and I pretend that I didn't hear the entire conversation.

"Why are you blushing? What did he say to you? Is he your secret sugar daddy?" I lift an eyebrow at her, smirking. She grimaces immediately.

"No! Ew! Well because our hair is so messed up he thought we were doing something," she laughs and so do I.

"Yeah, I wish," I murmur under my breath, quiet enough so she couldn't hear me. I see that she's thinking about what I could've said, so I change the subject.

"Let's watch some movies!" I suggest.

"I don't have any and I doubt the TV has Netflix on it," she sighs and is looking as if she's trying to find another option.

"I have a laptop with movies in my car," I jump and run to my car, grabbing the laptop, before she could ask any more questions.

I return quickly, grinning. I forget to close the door, so Emma does it. She looks around the lot at first, looking relieved now, and closing it.

"What should we watch?" I sit on the bed crossing my legs, waiting for an answer. She puts her index finger on her chin, pretending to think hard. I smile at the sight of her. I just can't get enough of her. Even if I tried, it's impossible. Not that I want to.

"The Lord of the Rings!" She says excitedly and jumps on the bed, seating herself next to me. I download the movie and we start watching it.

After the first three seconds, she presses pause.

"Popcorn," she looks at me with her adorable puppy eyes. How can I ever say no to this girl. I sigh, "you're lucky I'm happy to be spending time with you," I roll my eyes and she claps her hands, jumping out of the bed. We get into the car and drive to the store.

We goof around in the store. She gets in the cart - I don't know why we got a whole cart for some popcorn - and I push her around. She laughs again, making me smile. We get a few dirty looks from the workers, but we don't care.

We end up buying Coca-Cola, popcorn, some crisps and a lot more junk food.

About three hours later, we finish watching the movie. I can barely keep my eyes open. "I don't know about you, but I'm tired," I sigh, looking at the time.

"I guess I'll be going home now," I smile, taking the laptop into my arms and standing up. I can't help but feel sad that the day went by so quickly. I really want to spend more time with her.

She frowns and I stop walking. "What's wrong Emmy?" I put the laptop away, since it doesn't matter right now. All that matters is Emma. I get closer to her, smiling softly.

"Well I thought, you'd stay here, since I'm all alone. But it's fine, really. Go back to your dorm," she smiles and I get really excited. I almost show it, but thankfully, I push it away quickly, before she could notice. "Of course I'll stay here," I say and she hugs me, thanking me. I sometimes wish, we'd just stay like that forever. Having her in my arms. It would be great.

"Ahhh Jackie I love you so much," she squeezes me so hard, I start coughing from the lack of oxygen. She lets me go, smiling, "I love you too Emmy," I say, hugging her tighter than she hugged me.

I wish she'd know how I meant the 'I love you' thing. I think I actually do. I have never felt this way towards any girl before. It's weird, but I like it. I like her. A lot.

"Here, since you enjoy so much at choking me," I say, smirking, after letting her go. I didn't want to but it would have looked weird if I didn't release her.

"So you'll let me sleep, cuddled next to you right," I wink and she slaps me, pointing at the other bed, "you'll be sleeping there," she laughs and I sigh. Little did she know, the sigh wasn't fake.

"Can't blame a guy for trying," I smile, so it would look like I'm joking. I really wanna sleep next to her. Have her sleep on my chest, feeling the fast beating of my heart that happens every time she touches me even the slightest. It's so weird man.

She throws a pillow at my head and I quickly look at her, "you really want me to choke you with a pillow?" I smirk, dirty thoughts entering my mind. She shakes her head.

"I could choke you with something else though," I wink and snort, making her gasp. She blushes really hard and I laugh at her, "I'm joking Emmy, don't get ahead of yourself," I smirk, making her throw another pillow at me.

But she's not getting ahead of herself. I really wanna do things to her. Lots of things and they would all feel good. To me and to her.

She realizes she has no pillows left, for her to sleep on.

"Thank you for all the pillows," I say, hugging them all.

"Oh, you little bitch," she narrows her eyes at me, jumping on me. I ruin her plans as I hug her, turning her around, so I'm on top now.

Fuck.

I'm getting a little bit too excited.

Not now man.

Fuck she's hot.

She's laying completely still and I smirk, "what 'cha gon' do now?" She's looking at me, not knowing what to do or say. I do like it how I have such an effect on her right now. I really like this position and seeing that she isn't moving, she doesn't mind.

Her gaze is on my eyes. She gulps, staring at them. I feel proud and smirk. She doesn't notice it, since she's staring intensely into my eyes. I'm not saying that I'm not staring at hers back, but it's nice like this.

I can't help but imagine what would it be like if I would be able to just lean closer and kiss her soft lips, moving slowly at first and then faster and faster.

And then of course have bomb sex.

I wanna feel her with every inch of me and that urge was never as strong as it is now. And I really do want to kiss her.

Suddenly, she pushes me off, making me let out a very... manly scream. Way to ruin the moment.

She starts laughing at me, making me a bit angry, "Emmy, behave, or daddy will have to spank you," I wink at her, making her tackle me on the bed. She then takes a pillow, pushing it onto my face, "APOLOGIZE," she yells at me, making me laugh.

I then, get a brilliant idea. I start playing dead. Quickly, she realises I'm not laughing or moving, putting the pillow away, she starts freaking out. "Jack wake up!" She pokes me. I hold my breath, as she checks it. She suddenly starts moving her mouth closer to mine. I decide to tell her I'm not actually unconscious, since I'm not a dick.

Before our mouths touch, I scream, "BOO!" She jumps, falling on the floor.

"What the freak Jack?!" She rubs her head and I start laughing. Really hard. She scowls and I start rolling on the bed, holding my stomach.

Again, I can't help but notice how hot she is when she's angry. Angry sex with her must be great, honestly.

As she gets up, looking angry, I wipe my tears and look at her.

She slaps my stomach, "so not funny Jack!" She pouts. "Come on, Emmy. You were so funny! You should've seen yourself! Jack! Jack!" I start reenacting it, exaggerating, "wake up Jack!" It's like titanic. She could be my Rose. The only difference is, that I don't die.

"Shut up!" She smacks me with a pillow and we start play fighting.

After a while, she falls asleep and since I didn't want to wake her up, I stay in the same bed, only for that reason. I promise.

Ha.

Slight nudging wakes me up. I fire my head up, first thing I see is Emma. I smile and then see Luke behind her, turning my smile into a smirk, "how 'bout a good morning kiss?" I pout my lips, making her uncomfortable. Luke however is looking really red behind her. It makes me happy, kind of. He deserves it, for every girl he's ever hurt and for ever time he's hurt Emma.

"How about a good morning punch?" Luke growls and I get out of bed. Frowning a bit, I look at Emma. I thought we could spend the morning together, go buy her some breakfast. Of course, Luke has to ruin that. Like always.

"Me and Luke have to talk alone. Thank you so much for coming Jack, really. I appreciate it." She smiles and I hug her. I purposely stay like that with her for a longer period of time than usual. She doesn't seem to mind, so it's fine by me.

I then leave, not closing the door, so Luke had to.

My smile quickly disappears, when I sit into my car and look at the window from Emma's room. The sight makes me grab the steering wheel stronger, so my knuckles get white.

What do I see?

Well it's Luke on top of Emma, kissing her. It twists my stomach, seeing them like that. Makes me sick. I quickly turn my head away, not wanting to see the rest.

I drive away, feeling my heart break. I feel as if she just used me, because Luke wasn't there. Because she got into a fight with Luke, she ran right to me. Because she knows I will be waiting here for her like a goddamn fool I am.

What are you doing to me, Emma?

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So there you have it! All of his feelings are revealed.

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