BILLIE RELEASED A SONG IM SCREAMING!!!

sorry for not uploading but school has been doing a lot of shit to make my life miserable and busy. I'll try and post as much as I can.

Also I cut my hair and it's so small and cute. But i can't put it in a bun anymore and I'm kinda sad.

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Waking up to Luke hugging me, is something I could get used to. I try to move without waking him up and thankfully, I succeed. I go and brush my teeth, so he doesn't have to smell my morning breath. I take a 5 minute shower and get dressed.

When I get out of the bathroom, Luke is still sleeping, so I get on top of him. "Wake up, Luke," I whisper, playing with his hair. He doesn't move, so I say it louder, still playing with his hair. Nothing.

Fine.

I start jumping on him, "LUKE WAKE THE FUCK UP," I yell and he slowly opens one eye. He lightly pushes me off and turns around, falling asleep again.

Is he for real right now?

Fine. He can sleep if he doesn't want to wake up.

I get out of the room and go eat some breakfast. V and Jack join me. They look sleepy. "What are you so happy about?" Jack scoffs.

"And what's gotten stuck up your ass?" I roll my eyes at him and continue eating my sandwich. It's not like him - being all stuck up and angry. I wonder what's gotten into him. He rolls his eyes back at me and picks at his egg with a fork.

"We'll leave you with your loverboy," Jack says and leaves without saying anything else. V gives me an apologetic look and follows Jack. He's really having a bad morning. I'll talk to him later.

"I was wondering where you went," Luke looks at me, a bit angry. He has no right to be angry at me. He was the one pushing me off and sleeping.

I roll my eyes, " Well if you haven't pushed me off, I'd stay in bed with you," I scoff. He takes a plate with a sandwich and sits in front of me. He takes a bite, his eyes not leaving mine.

Well this is uncomfortable.

He licks the sandwich, still looking at me and I laugh, "you're disgusting." He snorts and starts eating the sandwich like a normal person. Not that he is one, but still.

"We're skiing together today, right?" Luke asks me and I shake my head. "I think I won't be skiing today," I'm super tired and feeling very lazy today. I just wanna lay in bed and watch Pewdiepie. Or maybe draw.

(It used to say Shane Dawson, but we don't support racists in this house!)

It's too fast. I can't do it.

So no drawing.

"Well then I'm not skiing either," his voice is determined so I don't even bother trying to change his mind. He really is stubborn.

Slowly, he puts his phone on the table and continues eating. It starts lighting up like crazy again. I frown and look at my empty plate. Luke notices that and puts his hand on mine, "it hasn't stopped since we got here," he sighs and I nod.

"I can delete it, if you want me to?" He asks me and I shake my head. I won't be that controlling. I'm not that crazy. I do admit, it's making me jealous and uncomfortable, but still, I won't be telling him to delete it.

Of course, my jealousy and uneasiness is visible through my eyes, so he takes his phone and deletes it. "There," he smiles and I draw my eyebrows together. I do feel very relieved but I still don't understand.

"You didn't have to do that," I smile and he nods, "I know."

"Hey, where did you get the fireplace?" I suddenly ask him. No room has one and it's weird that only he has one.

"It came with the room. I guess Jared- I mean, my dad bought me the room," he stutters and I nod. I know I shouldn't ask any questions, so I won't.

"So what are we doing today?" He asks me and I shrug, "I just wanna sleep," I laugh and he shakes his head, chuckling.

"You're so lazy," he smiles and I shrug. Its true though. I am really lazy on some days. All I want to do is sleep and lay in bed. It'll be nice having some company this time.

We made out through the entire morning.

It was 2pm now and I decide that I want to ski, so we both get dressed and are now headed to the ski lift.

We were skiing for 3 hours and then decided to eat something. We stopped at the small restaurant and order some fries. We laugh and talk for about an hour.

When we're finished, Luke pays and we leave. He puts on his skis and goes to the ski lift. I go after him.

Suddenly, someone is crashing into Luke with the biggest speed and they both fall. The guy quickly stands up and skis away.

"Luke!" I yell and get my skis off, stumbling towards his body. I take his helmet and ski goggles off. His eyes are closed shut. He's unconscious. "Somebody help!" I yell hysterically. People start stopping next to us and just looking at him.

"DO SOMETHING FOR FUCK'S SAKE YOU FUCKERS, DON'T JUST STAND THERE!" I yell so loudly that everyone starts taking their phones out, calling the ambulance. I return my attention towards Luke again and grab his cheeks with both of my hands, "it's gonna be okay baby," I whisper, a tear rolling down my cheek.

After what seemed like forever, two guys ski to us, putting Luke on a stretcher and skiing away. I quickly follow them. They get him in an ambulance and I go with them. I hold his hand, whispering, "it will all be okay."

When we arrive to the ambulance I try and follow him but a nurse stops me, "family only," she says and I take a deep breath, "I'm his sister," I lie. She apologizes and lets me through.

I quickly run after him and they stop me in front of an operating room, "you'll have to wait here," the doctor tells me and I nod, "please help him," I say, a tear escaping my eye. "We will," he gives me an assuring smile and gets into the room. There's a glass window that I didn't look through, since I can't stand blood and gore.

After an hour the doctor finally comes out of the room and I quickly stand up, "how is he? Is he okay?" I bombard him with questions and he stops, looking at me. "Three of his ribs are fractured and he has a broken leg. Nothing too serious. He will be okay and you can go see him now," he smiles and I jump from joy, hugging the doctor. I quickly realise what I did and move away blushing, "I'm sorry," I apologize but he laughs and leaves.

I quickly go inside. Luke is still sleeping. I sit next to him and grab his hand, waiting for him to wake up. He's so peaceful right now. Not angry, not sad but peaceful. I love seeing him this way - careless. Even though he has some broken bones, it's still nice seeing him like this. I kiss him on his forehead and he chuckles lowly, "You like watching me sleep huh?" He says quietly and I blush. He chuckles at my response but quickly groans from pain.

"Should I get you some painkillers?" I quickly stand up from my chair but he stops me. "I'm fine Em, don't worry. It's not my first time breaking something," he smiles and grabs my hand reassuringly.

I sit down and we talk until the doctor comes back in, "ahh, you're awake I see," he smiles. "We'll have to keep you here for a few more days and then you'll be able to go," he says and Luke nods. The doctor gives him painkillers and leaves.

"It's 10pm Em, you have to leave and get some rest," Luke says but I insist on staying with him. He doesn't let me so I eventually give up and leave but not before kissing him.

I have already called the teacher, telling him about Luke's accident and he called me a cab.

When I get back, I go straight to my room. Well, Luke's room. I turn on the fire in the fireplace and go take a long hot shower.

I should buy some good food for Luke, since hospital food is shit.

After an hour, I finally get out of the shower and put on my underwear and Luke's shirt. I'll be wearing it, since he can't sleep here tonight. I take in his scent and go to bed, thinking about what should I bring him to the hospital tomorrow.

Suddenly, the door busts open and the duo is standing there - yes, it's V and Jack.

"Girl where were you? We were worried sick!" Jack says when he sees me in my bed.

I tell them everything that happened and soon enough, they're hugging me, as if I'm the one who's got broken bones.

I ask them to leave, since I'm super tired. V kisses my cheek and Jack kisses my forehead. They leave and I fall asleep immediately.

I set my alarm at 7am so I have time to get ready and be at the hospital until 9am.

I run to the store, buying some food and go to McDonald's, buying him a burger and come Coca-Cola.

"Hey, you're awake," I smile as I walk into his room. I put all the clothes and the food on the bed next to Luke's, which is empty.

"How could I sleep with all the pain I feel?" He groans and I panic, trying to get the doctor. Luke laughs and grabs my hand, "I'm joking Em. I'm fine. I just knew you'll be here early," he chuckles and huge relief washes over me.

"What did you get me?" Luke asks, excited as he sees the shopping bags I brought with me. I laugh.

"Vegetables," I say and he crunches his nose. "Thanks babe," he says, not really sure that he's thanking me.

I laugh at him, "I'm kidding. I got you some candy," his face immediately lights up. I laugh even more and give him all the chocolate and candy I bought him.

"Ahh thank you Em, you're the best!" He pouts his lips and I kiss him. He moves away, "okay enough kissing. I need to eat the candy," he smirks and starts eating it. I laugh at him and steal some of the candy from him. He gently hits my hand, letting me know not to steal his candy. I pout and he gives me a chocolate.

Later, during the day, Dylan comes in too, talking with us for about an hour. He then leaves and I stay with Luke.

"You've been here since 9. It's now 4pm. Did you even eat anything?" Luke asks me and I shake my head. I'm not really hungry anyways. I'd rather be here with him.

"You should go and eat something Em, I mean it," Luke says, concern visible in his voice.

"Yeah Emma, you should leave," I hear a familiar, obnoxious voice behind me.

Nicki.

"Why are you here Nicki?" Luke whines and she quickly turns her face all sad looking. What a snake. I can't express my hatred towards her in any way possible. I hate her so much. You have no idea.

"Can't I come and say hi to my Lukey?" She says in a fake sad voice, making me roll my eyes. Can she not call him Lukey? It's fucking annoying.

Luke grabs my hand, making me feel a little better. She looks at our intertwined fingers and a scowl paints on her face. She's just staring at our hands awkwardly, as if she's trying to break them apart, just by looking at them.

I smile at her and she returns a very fake one back. She turns around and leaves. What a bitch.

But she quickly returns.

"Oh, and Ella says you felt great the other day," she winks at Luke and leaves.

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