For the last few days, I've felt very, very bad. Ever since Deku and I's break up, everything has felt like I was useless. I still count Deku as a close friend, and he agrees, but we've been pretty distant. I had a feeling he's wanted to help cheer me up but it's just been too awkward to do so. I just wanted to lie in my bed and cry until there were no tears left to cry. I did that for a bit before Tsu came looking for me. The girls have been keeping me on the happier side, but on the inside, I felt worse. Repression is the worst way to handle things, but I still tried to use it, despite knowing it'll come back to haunt me.

I usually spent my days in my dorm watching YouTube or looking at the old pictures of us that I had in my phone or in small scrapbooks I made. I never knew what to do since all I could think of was Deku, especially with Melissa, which just made me even sadder. Yaoyorozu recommended a therapist or a psychologist to help me through all of this, but I declined saying I don't need it at the moment. She gave me a number to a well known, and cheap, therapist that had great reviews. I keep it on my desk in case I ever got that desperate. Today was that day though.

I wake up with my pillow soaked with tears and my blanket on the floor. I walk downstairs still in my pj's with my hair a mess. I see Deku and Melissa on the couch laughing and talking and all I could do was cry, despite their conversation being about what was on the tv. I knew I was jumping to conclusions, but it was the jumping that made we run to the number on my desk. I dialed the number and set up an appointment for 4 pm tomorrow. For once in a few days, I was actually happy, inside and out. I got myself cleaned up and walked down stairs with a little more strut in my stuff. Which got a glance from the class pervs, along with Sero and even Shinso. I don't know why I was strutting everything, but my happiness was on a higher level than anything, so I just had fun with today.

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I was just relaxing on the couch talking to Shinso because he was wondering why I seemed so happy. I was shocked when he noticed that I was happier. "How could you tell I was sad in the first place?" I asked choking on my tea. "I could tell. Don't ask why," he said sipping his coffee. I had a hunch on what he was talking about, but I didn't want to make that hole any deeper (). I soon notice Deku walking over to me, probably to talk about what's been happening for the last few days.

"Hey Uraraka," he says smiling while leaning forward on the back of the couch. "Hey Iz- Deku. What's going on?" I ask almost calling him by his given name. "Just wanted to ask you how you were doing over the last few days. You seemed happy, but I could tell you were depressed on the inside," he says with slight remorse in his eyes. I see Shinso nodding slightly from the corner of my eye. "Well yeah I was, but I just didn't know how to react, so my instincts just told me to cry. But I'm going to see someone to help me cope with it," I say with a wide smile. He smiles just as wide back before going into a slightly saddened face. "I just hope I didn't cause to much trouble with what happened a few days ago. But I'm glad you getting someone to talk with. Sorry again. Hope you'll be better," He says waving while walking away.

After what he just said, my heart rose from the depths where it was thrown and I just beamed even more than I did this morning. "Glad someone was able to lift your spirits," Shinso says while putting his coffee cup on the table before walking away. I'm not sure if he's trying to pick me up or not, but I can tell it would never work out, no matter how much I know about him and vice versa. I go to meet up with the girls, beaming more than Mina after seeing people she ships get together, which has been a while since Bakugo and Kirishima was the latest one. We end up just going to the park and fed the ducks.