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The last few seconds felt like hours before you can make an answer to the crying boy in your arms. You, on the other hand, were so still and silent that his cries were no longer reachable to your ears. Instead, his last words were the only thing you can hear - that you are his mommy and you are here.

He must've been waiting for somebody to be his mom, waiting for you to accept him.

As much as you wanted to respond, you couldn't because the tears started to swell in your eyes while you slowly dragged your arms around Tetsu's small body and embrace him with security.

"I'm here, Tetsu."

The words came flying out of your mouth without your knowledge. Your voice trembled at yourself for saying such a statement that you never thought you would hear yourself say. At least, not until the next decade of your life.

"Mommy's here."

Tooru couldn't believe it. The joy spilling out of you two's expression was indescribable that he can't put into words. Only emotions can draw out the moment of feeling like a family, a complete set.

He waited for this moment after years of hard parenting - the one that Tetsu is comfortable enough to call mom and for Tooru to call a lover. It is here and now.

When he approached and crouched on the floor, his arms circled the two of you in a crying mess, soothing the both of you with a simple rub over the shoulder. Even as a father, he wanted to play the strong man for you two. But once he detected the sadness, relief, and exuberance your shaking bodies, he couldn't contain himself much longer as he, too, made a stirred and wrinkled face.

"I told you she'll be here," came a whisper from his lips.

Looking back at the memory, although he assured Tetsu about the next person to take on the role of his mother, he thought how hilarious it is to think that, regardless of his unsurety, it felt like fate. You appeared in their lives at the right moment, at the right time.

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That night, you decided to come home with the Oikawas to their penthouse after a long birthday celebration. Offering them to stay at your place isn't a wise choice since you don't own a pullout couch for Tooru, and all you have is a mere loveseat sofa. You would feel bad for him to sleep there the whole night and you know for a fact that it isn't the comfiest.

Tetsu is nearly asleep once he entered his room with the help of his dad, putting him in his bed when exhaustion finally hit him. White stars projected from his spinning ball of light on his black night stand, painting his blue room like a starry galaxy.

Suddenly his droopy eyes shot open once he felt the familiarity of his down blanket, scanning his wishing eyes around the room and you were no where close by his side to tuck him in. He found you by the doorway as his hand reached for you to come near him almost out of desperation.

"Mommy!" That name again.

Clearly, you weren't used to it yet, startled at the change of tone in his voice shrilling like a lost puppy. It was like a command and you instantly meandered your way to his bed side, dipping yourself at the edge to give your full attention to his needs.

"Are you comfy?" You asked the child after pulling the covers over his face.

Tooru left you and Tetsu for a fleeting moment, removing himself to lean against the door frame of his room with hands buried deep in his pockets and watching you two attentively. With a small nod, the boy gave a longing yawn.

"Thank you for making my day special," peeped the small one, wanting to give an earful smile but had no energy to dispute. He just mumbled against his blanket with blinking eyes. "It's the best birthday ever."

You can't help but to smile at him. Every appreciative word he gave reminds you of one person and that is his dad. They both love to give assurance and affection through words and actions, and they don't fail in disappointing you.

You petted his hair back softly, feeling his soft waves sweeping against your hand, "Have a good night, Tetsu."

"I love you, Mommy."

And your heart briefly stopped at the sound of it, so full and light that you wanted to faint. You were mindlessly speechless. This is the first time you ever heard it from him and it stuck like a repetitive song that you can't get over. Suddenly, you became addicted.

With your lips forming a straight line, you leaned and pressed a kiss on top of his forehead before uttering, "I love you, too. My baby."

Hearing your nickname for him, it made Tetsu a lot happier to hear it back, easing him to go to sleep and shut his eyes peacefully. Petting his hair back once more, you took a second longer to watch him snooze away before standing tall off of his bed and tiptoeing your way out of the room to meet the other Oikawa who waited patiently for your arrival.

After that, it was all too speedy for you to comprehend on Oikawa's next big move.

Immediately, Tooru couldn't wait to get you in his arms after you closed Tetsu's bedroom door quietly. His finger raised to his lips once you looked at him in the eye to give you an amusing silent gesture, adding a wicked smile before he scooped your lips into an affectionate kiss. Surprised, you felt him hold your face so dearly in his hands as well as his tall frame towering over yours to capture your lips fully.

The first second, you melted in his arms and were consumed by his allurement. You're such a sucker for him. Arms wrapped themselves around your thighs with the help of his bent knees and hoisted you up above his hips. A muffled gasp seeped through you at the action and you folded your legs around his pressed pelvis.

By whisking you away down the hall, your back soon met with the bedroom door with your hands running through his brown waves and down to the shape of his shoulders. Tooru fumbled his hand to find the door handle and stumbled through the entrance in a clumsy manner. Your hormones began to rage once the door shut and you were plopped on the white clouded bed after.

A pant left your lips when you stared back at the man who climbed his way onto your laying form and greeted you with another feverish kiss, roughly swiping his tongue at the bottom of your lips before inserting his wet appendage down your throat. Hands roamed throughout your body until one of his hands stroked onto your thigh to bring your leg back up against his waist again.

You granted his wish by hooking both of your legs on him with a deep arch of your back, feeling him press against your center while placing fluttery and breathy kisses down your neck. A quiet moan escaped from your lips once Tooru enveloped a certain area where it is sensitive and kept licking and nibbling at the tender spot. Hugging his head in your arms, you only encouraged him to continue as his hands gripped onto the sheets in resistance. A groan released through his gritted teeth when you gasped at the subtle bruise he marked on you.

More is what you wanted, desired for his longing touch. You wanted to see how far those swollen lips and large hands can go, especially a certain area in between his legs that is meant to please you.

Without thinking, running on instincts, your legs widened as your feet planted flat on the bed to raise your hips against his - to feel his need through his cropped pants. He breathed desperately at your signal and you finally get to see his flushed face staring down at you with hazy eyes and parted mouth, responding back to you with the same motion and grinding against your body. Even through clothes, the pleasure was immaculate.

You watched him slow his breathing and swallow nervously at your undone state underneath him. His adam's apple bobbled in the process before you pulled on the collar of his shirt to reward him an assuring kiss. Everything is back to slow motion again.

His tongue swept gently as the sounds of lips smacking and soft breaths filled the air while you and Tooru inflated his comforter by the numerous times of your bodies rolling on to each other. Clothes are now messy and skin burning for each other, you wished you could go further than this.

Until he propped his hands on both side of your head on the bed, Tooru released your bruised lips to give a breathy murmur. "I fucking love you."

Snapping your eyes open, you thought you were daydreaming as if an inner voice was speaking to you. But you were wrong, because he's staring down at you with an irresistible and impatient stare, waiting for you to make a reaction.

You wanted to hear it again just to be sure. "What?"

This time, Tooru inched his head closer to purely gaze into your widened eyes, greeting you with his hypnotizing ones by cupping your head in his hands. Realization dawned on him at his outburst but he drew confidence, now aware of his strong words.

"I love you," he said it again with a stern voice but you can make the sweet chirp in them. All you can feel is your heart breaking by that statement, but also your heart is warming.

"My sweet. Mi amor. My lady. My love."

You felt your eyes stinging again, and how embarrassing it is to know you've been crying a lot these days since you've known them. By far, this is the most precious cry you've emitted besides your beautiful moment with Tetsu. You're the type to never get emotional over sentimental things, but how these two boys been treating you like a special person in their lives - the most special you've been treated compare to past relationships you've had.

As for Tooru, he is such a man. For being so sensitive, strong, nurturing, and especially being a good father, you love him. You love him because he took care of Tetsu so well, gave up everything to be present with him. He's the reason why you came to love kids and want bare your own children one day - possibly with him because you already know he is going to be a great dad to them. A crazy reality that would be.

A smile ghosted your lips at him, mesmerized by his flirty look giving you crazy butterflies as if he knew what you felt about him and you don't need to say much. Cocky bastard, you thought.

"I love y-"

You didn't finish - couldn't, not with Tooru's lips sucking against yours at a passionate yet hurried pace. With your hands entwined with his, he raised your arms above your head against the fluffy pillows. A long sigh escaped from the broken kiss from you as you felt him released your hands free and they were down to your waist again, but his long fingers sneaked underneath your shirt.

Your arched back caused him to pick up where he left off by pressing himself in between your legs.

His baring teeth bit at the bottom of his lips with a smirk, satisfied with the way your body reacted to his growing erection and a pleasing moan escaped from you.

He lowered close to the shell of your ear to give a sweet and enticing whisper as you two began to rub against each other slowly, "I really want to fuck you."

God, you want him so bad. It only spun your mind into a place that is forbidden and you felt yourself pulsate at the thought. His voice was so low and raspy but a bit whiny, you want to hear him again.

"I dare you," you challenged in between breaths, adding a cunning smirk to your lips.

"Can't fool me when my son is in the other room," he teased back with hooded eyes trailing back onto your face. "Just look at you, already writhing for me and I haven't gotten to the best part."

"Then we should stop if you're so worried," finally, the sense of reason came to your head. Despite your words, your hips just continued to rock. "Tonight is... no good-"

"Yeah...," he replied but didn't stop with his movements, watching the pleasure display on your face with each thrust he gave. Your shirt rode up over your stomach as he done so and he brushed his fingertips onto your revealed stomach.

Your hands shot up to his heaving chest by the tingling sensation, peeking at the little skin under his shirt and his swaying hips continuously pressing against your crotch area.

You gasped. "Tooru-"

"I know, I know." Then he stopped abruptly, causing you to whimper from the lack of friction against your clothed pussy. Although you two stopped the teasing, it was hard to catch a breath and calm your horniness from exploding.

Coming down from you clouded mind, you already want to jump out of reality and into clouds nine again.

You were so disappointed but that was a close call. If he continued, you would have clawed his dick out in the next minute.

"I'm sorry. I got carried away," Tooru remained on top of you as he said this, looking at you apologetic eyes. Somehow, you were a bit of annoyed by how passive he is.

"It's okay... I did, too," you smiled as his frame laid parallel to your with arms circling around your waist. Your fingers combed through his hair when he rested his head on top of your chest, listening to your pacing heart beat to a steady one.

"It's just... today was so perfect. I really want to give you everything that you deserve. The way how you treated Tetsu was so-..." then he trailed, getting lost in his thoughts and swooning at the idea of you.

You wondered what he's thinking.

Being reminded of earlier's evening, the words from the little Oikawa came rushing to your ears and unwind all your tensed thoughts like a sweet symphony. Suddenly, you became a little worried for the boy, including Tooru.

"About Tetsu," you started with a shameful tone and he caught it by raising himself off your body to meet eye to eye with you. Your finger traced at his sharp collarbone above the neckline of his shirt. The open collar of his white button-up loosened enough for you to steal a glance of the lining of his pecs. "Is that okay? You know, him calling me his mom."

He rose a brow at your question but distracted by your hand playing with the button of his shirt from being undone, "What do you mean?"

"I don't know... I just thought since he doesn't know his real mom, I wonder if it's okay for him to think that I am," you explained. It would be really bold of you to take such a strong title, being called a mother to a motherless child.

Tooru only kept a straight face on him, completely absorbed by your worries but his expression changed to a placid look. He flipped on his side to face you with an appeasing smile and stroked your side.

"Of course, that's okay," he answered, then his hand placed behind your head to make you lean against chest. "You're the perfect mother figure for him, and I can't imagine anyone more perfect than you. I want you to be."

You can hear the sincerity in them and the slow beat in his heart. Emotions swelled within you as you can feel your tears springing to your eyes again. You don't know what to call this feeling. Joy? Surprise? Overwhelmed? Excitement? None of those words can describe it.

Tooru felt your tears damp against his shirt as well as your shaky breath and peered down at your buried head.

"I'm so happy. At the same time, I'm scared," you quivered. Now, it feels real. You two share a mutual love for each other and a love for Tetsu. It was a long process for you to recognize this strong emotion, realizing now that it was overbearing.

Tooru pressed his chin on top of your head, caressing your hair in a comforting motion to help you ease your thoughts.

"I felt that way once when I've been told when I found out he existed," he said formally, hoping to find to words to empathize with you. "It's a scary thought, I know."

Curling up your body against his warmth, the tone in his soothing voice made you relax in his arms, wishing for all your worries to wash away.

As you breathed through your nose, you allowed Tooru to relieve you with the same back rubs he gave you, "I hope I can raise him as well as you can."

"You're already doing such a great job with him, sweetie," he only hugged you tighter in his arms, humming in thought and you swore you can feel your heart leap. "He chose you to be his mom which means; he trusts you and he'll be okay as long as you're around."

You wondered what kind of face he's making when he spoke. Averting your curious eyes on him, his expression shown beauty and honesty as if he never told a lie in his life, innocent and full of life. If looks can kill, he has the potential to murder you.

"Thank you," you whispered, snuggling deeper against his chest so you couldn't breathe.

You can sense him smiling over your head by the amusing exhale he unleashed. "We should get some sleep, Mommy."

Odd, it sounded strange when he said it versus Tetsu. It was apparent he was trying to be playful and jesting, and it worked.

So you smiled back at him, "Of course, Daddy."

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Posted: 05-24-21

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