My focus should be on the road right now, but I can't help but feel a little nervous at how I would approach Y/N to say sorry for earlier.

I did cross the line, I didn't even ask her permission before touching her that way,I should apologise.

I'm not someone who forces himself on women, what would Y/N think of me?

Yes, she is my wife but that doesn't mean that I can put my hands on her without asking her.

"What's wrong?" Y/N's sweet voice interrupted my thoughts.

I shake my head in response.

"You've been sighing and biting your lips ever since we got out of work. What's wrong, Kook?" she insisted.

Here, she just has to say my name like that, and I'll just-

"Nothing.. I just.. Just work stuffs."

"Sure?" She asked again.

"Hmm! I'm good! Just work stuffs, don't worry!" I gave her a smile as I pulled over.

I watched as Y/N take off her shoes and coat then rushed to the room.

It's always like that, the first thing she always do once she's home, is take a shower.

I smiled at nothing, but an empty living room, I must be out of my mind.

What happened earlier in the office is making ne nervous so much..

I couldn't resist watching her state at me that I let myself go this way.

I should talk to her, no matter how nerve-wracking it is for me, I should talk to her and apologise honestly.

It's been a while and I'm waiting for Y/N, she said she is going to make dinner tonight.

I probably should go and ask her what she'd make so I can start in the meanwhile, and she wouldn't have much to do.

I walked up the stairs and once I opened the door, my jaw dropped, eyes opened wide and I shut the door back immediately before I could even process,and run down the stairs.

"SHIT"

🌼🌼

Once I got home, I went up to the bathroom to take a really warm shower.

God! After this exhausting day, a shower is all I need.

I use my sponge as I rub parts of my body while my mind went back to the moment at Jungkook's office.

The way he touched me, the way his lips felt against my skin, the way he whispered in my ear. Thinking about that itself made my cheeks heat up, even my breathing rate increases.

Is it wrong if I say that I want to feel him close to me again?

Does he have feelings for me? Is that why he came so close to me? Are we getting to some other direction in this relationship?

I shake my thoughts away as I wrapped the towel around me and got out of the bathroom.

I dropped the towel, and put my underwears on and as I was in the middle of wearing my sweatpants, I hear the door shut loud and someone running down the stairs.

OH MY GOD!

OH MY GOD!

DID HE SEE ME?

Oh God!

I got dressed quickly and peeked outside the room.

This is so embarrassing. He saw me in my underwears.

We've been together for months now, it's close to a year, but he never saw me like.. Like this.. Like oh my god I was naked.

I rubbed my temples anxiously debating whether I should go down or not.

What would I say to him?

Sighs.

OH FUCK MY LIFE.

Why is this so awkward..

If I don't go downstairs, we wouldn't get anything to eat for dinner as well.

I groaned and decided to head to the kitchen.

I passed by the living room and Jungkook is just there sitting on the couch as he kept staring at the TV.

I know he heard me walking here.

I cleared my throat.

"Umm I'm making spaghetti, will that be uh okay?" I asked hesitantly.

"Yeah umm yes it's fine!" He replied back.

Okay! Let's try and forget that embarrassing situation and focus on cooking now..

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