I read the last mail for today, replied back to the correspondent and switched off my computer.

It was already time to leave the office, but as I walked out of my office, I feel a sudden wave of nervousness getting to my head.

Why am I nervous though? I didn't do anything wrong. I'm just going to go have dinner with Y/N and explain myself.

After Mira I never thought I'll even settle down. It's like she just broke me completely, not that I gave up living, but maybe I just thought that there isn't such thing as love. It just fades out after some time or maybe it's just never enough.

I send Y/N a text telling her that I'm waiting for her in the parking lot.

Guilt. The first thing that I felt when Y/N got into the room catching both me and Mira off-guard was guilt.

I may not have feelings for Y/N but I'll never stoop so low and do such a thing as cheating.

It's true. It's true that I'm still not over my last relationship and I guess I shouldn't have settled down with Y/N but it's not that I didn't tell her about it all before we got married.

"Sorry! I made you wait!" Y/N pulled me away from my thought.

"It's okay!" I said as both of us got in the car. "So how was your umm day?"

"You don't need to do this!"

"Do what?" I asked back.

"Asking me about my day since you never did it before."

"Well we have a first time for everything! So it's a first! Tell me how was your day?" I asked again smilingly.

"Hectic! I had a lot of meetings as you know and lots of paperwork! Pfft! I'm tired!"

This is it. The rest of the ride was completely silent for a few minutes.

"Umm so where do you want to eat?"

"Do you still love her?" She asked suddenly.

"What?"

"You heard me Jungkook." Is it weird that my name rolls out of her tongue so well that it just made my heart do a high jump?

"No. I don't."

"Stop the car." She said.

"Huh?"

"Stop the car Jungkook. Now."

I stopped the car and turned to look at her.

"What are you doing?" I questioned her as I see her removing her seatbelt.

"Y/N-"

"Are you lying to me?"

"No I'm not."

"Let me rephrase that. Have you been hiding things like serious things from me?"

I stared at her.

"You've been meeting her a lot, haven't you?"

"Yes! I did! But that's -"

"No but if you think that it's not important to tell the woman you're married to that you've been seeing your ex then you're so wrong Jungkook. If this is what you want to happen, just tell me. I'm not telling you to force yourself to accept our relationship but atleast tell me if you're going to see someone else. Stop hiding these kind of stuffs from me."

"Y/N-"

"No listen to me Jungkook! You can't just muhffghhsb!" I placed my palm on her mouth to stop her from saying anything else.

"Now you listen to me. Yes! Yes I've been meeting her but that doesn't mean I'm seeing her again. I'm past that and this is why I asked you to have dinner with me tonight cause we don't talk that much and we have been ignoring each other a lot more than usual but this is how I would have explained myself and whatever has been going on but you are choosing to trust what she tells you. Trust me Y/N, I'm not cheating on you and I never will. If I would have been done with this, this relationship, I would have told you. I'm way more mature than you think."

The feelings of her lips on my palm made me feel.. Weird? I don't know.

As I removed my hand, she exhaled.

" How did you know that Mira met me-"

" I know everything that goes around in the office. She is just trying to get to your head but you have to trust me Y/N, you know that I-"

"I know Jungkook.." She cut me off. "I know you more that you think and I trust you, but I don't trust her and the situation. She is back for what Jungkook?"

"She is pregnant!"

"What?" I watched her as her eyes widened at my statement.

"Yeah! It's not me though -"

" I know duh!" She rolled her eyes at me. "What does she want from you then?"

"Just that I take her back. She is pretending that she loves me and couldn't move on from me but that will last only until she finds someone better than me."

"Which wouldn't happen" I hear her mumble.

"What was that?"

"I mean there is no one better than you Kook! So no chance.."

I started to feel a sudden rise in temperature as I hear her giving me a nickname.

"Umm no! I mean she'll either have to get back with her boyfriend or just raise the child herself or I don't know but I'm not going to appear in her story."

"Did she ask you to?"

"She did. She is been wanting to get back with me and everytime I was just trying to be kind since she is pregnant but now it seems like a lot, I just need to say no."

She hummed in response as she watched me.

Maybe I never really told her but she is really beautiful. Really gorgeous.. Really-

" Should we go eat something now? I'm hungry!! " she said.

" Yeah of course! What do you want?"

" McDonald's? BURGERS AND FRIES~" She sings in a high pitch making me chuckle at her cute childish side.

Wait. Did I just say cute?

"Whatever you want baby.." I said before even realising what I actually said.

She blushed.

"I umm mean..I didn't mean that... I mean to say a baby you know like a baby child like not that uhm sorry I.."

"It's okay Jungkook.." She laughs awkwardly. "I know what you meant."

' Why the hell did I say that? ' I scolded myself mentally as I set my eyss in the front again and drive.

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Oh is that the first Jungkook POV?👀 Or the second👀 I forgot!

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