Coincidence? Or fate? What would you call it?

Just a few years ago, I was in the same high school, as Jeon Jungkook.

Jeon Jungkook. One of the most handsome, famous but above all as my mom said "kindhearted" guy.

Is it a surprise that I fell for him? No, it's not.

I cannot count how many girls were swooning over him.

Everyone falls for the bad boy right? But Jungkook looked like one, he would probably occasionally flirt in high school, never with me though,with other girls, yes; but believe me or not, he never broke someone's heart. He never played with someone's feelings.

He was that umm good bad boy? I mean if you do understand what I mean to say.

I still remember the day I first saw him, thought he was like those jerks in school but as I got to observe him, I realised how different he was.

He was excellent in studies, good remarks from teachers. He was my senior but every teacher that would have class with us would tell us to learn from Jungkook. He was a brilliant student, he was sportive, first in athletics, very well mannered and always punctual.

Never really heard of any complaints of him from any teacher.

He was truly an example. A good one.

I still remember the day I felt my heart race for him for the first time.

~FLASHBACK~

"Please help me! I'm hungry! I've been hungry for so many days! Sir, please help me. Madam please help me" The little boy cried out as he ran after every passers-by.

I felt disgusted that people were ignoring that poor little boy. All he asked for is some food. Do people not care enough for anyone now?

I walked towards the boy but immediately halted as I saw HIM approaching the little kid. Jungkook.

I watched him as he sat on his knees and talked smilingly to the little boy before offering him his hand and taking him away.

Curious as I was, I let my feet dragged me to follow them. Is this called stalking? Well be it.. He really intrigued me.

"Here.. Take this!" Jungkook said as he offered the kid the sandwich. "Will that be okay? Or do you want more?"

The little boy shook his head before muttering a little thanks as Jungkook patted his head.

He waves his hand saying goodbye as he runs away with his sandwich while Jungkook stood there watching him leave.

A smile appeared on my face before I could even be conscious of it.

Jeon Jungkook. Angel in disguise? Or angel himself?

That day, for the first time, I felt my heart race, not because he was that handsome dude with the perfect everything, but because he was kind, from the bottom of his heart, he was human!

He is three years older than me, but he was friend, or should I say very very close friend with my brother. Occasionally, he'd come and hang out with him here and when we'd cross each others' path, just a hello would be exchanged between us.

Although, he never became my friend, but he was someone that I knew close! At least I do know how he is as a man, as a person himself.

Where all girls were falling for his looks, or over the fact that he was rich and smart, I was falling over how gentle, kind and caring he was as a person.

Having a crush, at the early years of high school, and that too on a senior student who is also your brother's close friend was really complicated.

One because I could never approach him to even talk to him, let alone confessing my feelings to him, and secondly he just never noticed me as a girl.

Oh maybe I did have a few conversations with him, but not really those where I could be honest about my feelings for him, right? Besides, he never really knew me...

Growing up, I always used to wear those baggy shirts, big pants! The skirts, dresses or anything girly was just so not me.

While other girls would always be chic and stylish at school going with the latest trend,I was.. well I was somehow the invisible girl.

But let me tell you, nothing has changed you know! Nothing! I'm still the same! Jeans, pants, shirts are still my favourite! It's very rare that you'd see me in a dress!

The last time I wore one was on the New Year's Eve, but that's because mom wanted the relatives to see me as the woman I am.

I didn't like the eyes on me or any unwanted attention on me, I hated it. Why? Because I'm just not used to it!

I'm used to be the quiet and lonely kid of the family! But I guess things are different now! Everyone wants me to open up, talk, make friends, socialise with people just because I was reaching my age.

What age? Well the age to date.

Everyone introduced their boyfriends or girlfriends in the family, I was the only one who hadn't had one. Ever.

Reason? Do I really need to tell ya?

Leaving high school, going to the University and having to see Jeon Jungkook again there as he was completing his Masters was so hard for me to move on.

I never saw anyone the way I saw Jungkook.

I never felt anything for anyone, the way I felt for him.

Was I crazy? Maybe I was.

But if only I could delete my feelings or my entire existence, it would have been better for me.

Jungkook started dating someone in high school.

Mira, one of the most gorgeous girl in school! She had fans and when I tell you fans, that's exactly what I mean!

Boys would be after her all day at school, some would bring her flowers, some would bring her gifts, chocolates, cute stationeries and all!

She was one year younger than Jungkook, still older than me! I feel bitter to say that but they truly were the perfect couple.

Both of them were as perfect as you'd ever think. The day the rumours spread in school that THE JEON JUNGKOOK was finally dating, I felt that pang in my heart you know? Like the most painful one!

But that wasn't really the most painful thing; not until it finally came to light that Jungkook was really dating Mira,and why wouldn't he? Mira was such a beautiful girl, good in her studies pfft not as good as I am but still good! I mean so many guys had a crush on her, so it isn't a surprise that Jungkook had feelings for her too!

I remember the Prom Night when Jungkook kissed her on the dance floor, and that was the day I knocked some sense into myself that Jungkook isn't mine, wasn't mine and would never be mine.

Their relationship was known as an example, I mean you don't date for all these years and still remain as lovey dovey as they were.

It was hard for me to live in the same area as Jungkook! Mostly everytime you'd see him here or there on a date with his girlfriend!

After completing my bachelor degree, I finally decided that I needed distance, I needed distance from everything and everyone and him..

I didn't want a guy to hold me back. I didn't want a guy to put a stop to my life.

So I went abroad, did my masters in business field while working but then when grandpa got sick, Dad called me back and told me that Grandpa wanted me there with him!

I got back, found a job and spent most of my time with Grandpa when I wasn't at work. This was my life until the day Grandpa couldn't hold on anymore.

He was the only one who knew about my feelings for Jungkook and he told me once:"You never know what can happen little bean! Maybe he is the one!"

And I laughed at that saying that I'd love to believe it if it was really the truth.

Jungkook dated Mira for I don't know how many years but it's only now that I'm finding out about his break up.

What went wrong?

" Y/N.. Are you read- why aren't you ready yet?" Mom asked.

"I don't want to wear a dress, Mom. Please don't force me!"

"Atleast wear something that's presentable, Y/N, please, for me?"

Okay. When she asks sweetly like this, I can't help but agree.

"Fine!!"

I don't want you and Yoongi fighting in front of everyone, no talking back to elders, try to be a little-"

"Mom" I hold her shoulders. "I'll be fine! Okay?"

"Fine fine! Yeah! Now get ready you have just like less that two hours left before they are actually here!"

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