you make it so hard for me not to fall in love with you

not to see the stars in your eyes and their dust on your lashes. i made a wish upon a shooting star the last time you looked at me. our eyes locked for as long as three seconds could stretch for. i found myself drowning in the brown of your eyes.

you make it so hard for me not to fall madly in love with you

not to mistake your happiness for mine. not to base my emotions on yours. but my feelings mimic yours, my smile mirrors yours. how do i move on from you when every time you smile, i smile? and every time you don't, the world fades away in grey.

you make it so hard for me not to fall passionately in love with you

not to let your words cross the barrier that is my emotions. teach me how to numb my heart every time you compliment me when all it does is skip a bit. teach me how to compliment you back, and make you believe. you made me believe.

you make it so hard for me not to fall insanely in love with you

not to lend you a map of my weak spots. not to familiarize your scent and call it home. not to call your arms, your voice, your lips, and your heart home. lock it up, my love. swallow the key.

you make it so hard for me not to fall for you, but I know if i do, you'll be there to catch me.

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So I tried something new. This is entirely fictional though (unless you count me falling in love with Burak in a Turkish series DO YOU BLAME ME) Here's something a little bit different, I hope you like it!