A month later

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"Nahmere stop playing ,I'm being deadass if I catch you on anybodys shaderoom tonight I'm beating ya ass on sight " I said meaning every word I said .

Over the past month me and Nahmere also known as Nardo,we started talking and made it clear we both can't talk to anyone but each other .

I really like Nahmere and vice versa I'm just scared to make it official with him cause of everything that comes with dating a celebrity .

"Ok Ciara and Ik fa the 100th time " he said and I smiled at least he know I ain't playing 😘 .

"Hol on my brother calling me " I said and he nodded"Yes Poodie " .

"You and that nickname " he chuckled,I been calling kahlil that since he was a baby and the name just stuck.

"How can I help you " I said "um so Jayla got her Period today and I wanted to Yk try to help her at least " he said while scratching his neck and my smile started to grow .

"AWWW poodieeee " I said and he mugged me "Girl hurry up I'm in cvs rn " he said .

"Alr so boom get her some chocolates,Tylenol,pads, heating pad and some flowers " I said and he nodded while picking up most of the things I said .

"Alr thank you Kiki I love you bye " he said "I love you to later " I love being the only girl .

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"KEY IM HEADING OVER TO LONDYNS " I yelled grabbing my keys off the counter "Alr be safe and love you " he yelled back.

🎶I know what it's like to loose ,Do you? Do you? Have you ever loved someone then lost that one ,You can't even call their phone 🎶

"You can't even ask how their day was ,Nothing in life's guaranteed " I sung lowly as I drove to Londyns house .

One thing about me I love me some Jhene ,her music is just so calming and soothing ,it's like she understands me .

"I've been missing you for 10 thousand hours ,I cannot let of 10 thousand memories " .

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"I'm finna beat some- Oh heyyy Kiki " Ms Taylor said while opening the door "Hey mama Londyn here ?" I said and she nodded "Yea she in the back" .

Londyn Mama always been like a mother figure to me and my brothers .My bio Mother was a cracky and alcoholic so when she stopped taking us to school, my school sent cps to my house and they took me and my brothers when I was 6 to live with my Auntie .

But once my Auntie started falling back on bills Keyshawn joined the streets when he was 14 to help her out .

Then my father ,tuh ion even know where he at last time I heard my mama said he moved on and started a new family in Pinecrest .

"Heyyyy londy" I said and gave her a hug "Heyy Kiki wsg " she said while putting her blunt in the tray .

"Nun much "I said and sat on her bean bag "Hows you and Nardo " she asked and I mentally rolled my eyes ,cause everytime she see me He's always the topic of our conversation.

"Good " I said keeping it short and simple "Girl tell me more it can't just be good "she said .

And I chuckled "It is good "she sucked ha teeth and went back to smoking "Whatever ".

I ignored her and just changed the topic "Wanna go to lil rays party this weekend "I asked and she shook ha head"Nahh I can't I'm going out with Tiana " she said causing me to scrunch up my face .

"My opp tiana ?...the tiana who tried to drug me to get raped?...the tiana who bullied me in MS? Ik you not deadass Londyn" I said trying not to tear up .

"It's not my fault she did allat to you that ain't to nun to do with me "She said while blowing the smoke out her mouth and I laughed .

Idk what's stopping me from punching the shit out of this bitch "Man fuck you Londyn ,your one weird ass bitch don't hmu nor my brothers" I said and stormed out of ha room "FUCK YALL " she yelled back .

"What's wrong ki-" before ha mama can say anything I slammed ha door and got inside my car and drove off .

I was so mad at this point , tears started falling from my eyes and I wiped them seeing Nahmeer call me.

"Yo- what's wrong ki " he said changing his tone of voice "Nun I just got into it with Londyn but I'm good Fuck her " I said while wiping my face .

"You wanna talk about it ?" He asked and shook my head no "Wassup I'm good hbu " I said while smiling " I was calling to tell you that ima be out there tomorrow night " he said and we just talked til I got home .

"I'm home Nahmeer " I said "Ya brothers home " he asked and I shook my head no .

"Nah poodie at his gf house and Key out doing runs " I said .

"Well lock the doors and turn on the security system " he said and I sucked my teeth "you acting like I never been home alone before " I said heading to my room

"Chill shawty I'm just making sure you good "he said making me smile he so nice when he wanna be .

"Ima call you back im bout to get in the shower" I said and he nodded hanging up .

I sighed turning on my lil speaker Kah got me for my birthday and played my Favorite music playlist .

🎶 Had a few niggas, ride or die for me

Tell me baby, will you slide for me?

Give you the Glock .40, holdin' it down for me

I know you good in the hood, bust a couple juugs for me, yeah🎶

"You got potential " I sung loudly while scrubbing my body for the 5th time .

🎶cause youuuu got potential You got, you

You got potential You got, you You got potential You got potential You got, you🎶

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What drake said I been loosing friends and finding peace 🙃

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