I successfully finished my sessions with Jungwon and Jay, as well as Sunghoon.

Now it was time for my vocal session with Jake.

"Hey, you ready?"

I looked up at the voice and met the eyes of the kind boy.

I nodded politely as I followed him into one of the vocal practice rooms.

He took a seat at the keyboard and pulled out a notebook and pen.

"What will you be singing for me today?" he asked kindly looking directly into my eyes.

For some reason, I felt my palms immediately sweat and my muscles tense.

What the heck? You were fine with all the others, why are you so nervous now?

Observing my discomfort, the boy dropped his pen and took a breath in and out.

"Relax Soojin, this is just a casual practice alright? Just imagine I'm not here." he spoke switching to English with his thick aussie accent.

I giggled at the sudden language switch as I felt my mind and body settle down. The sound of his accent gave me a sense of comfort as all of a sudden I felt my mind drift off.

I lifted my head as my ears picked up the once soft Korean voice transform into a fully bogan Aussie tone.

The boy smiled gently lingering his fingers in mine.

I'm Jake."

End of flashback

My head painfully throbbed as I held it tightly, groaning in pain.

"Soojin!" yelled Jake, quickly jumping out to help me.

Was that another memory?

Of Jake?

Still in pain, I agressively tried to soothe my temples. But despite my eagerness to fight the pain, I found myself falling limp into Jake's arms.

End of flashback

Finally reaching the end of the invading scenes attacking my head, I gasped for air, throwing myself off the boy.

"Soojin! Oh my God, are you okay?"

I looked into the eyes of the now recognizable boy and felt my heart tear into pieces.

I remember now.

The boy, flustered by my lack of response, resided to picking me and placing me on the couch.

Every touch of his hands on my skin sent sparks of electricity through my body.

"I remember."

The boy paused in his tracks as he froze and turned to face me.

"I'm sorry, what?" he asked visibly concerned.

"I remember. I remember everything."

"You know if I did this to any other girl, they would be head over heels for me by now."

I scoffed back.

"Do what? Invade their privacy?"

Jake was taken aback as if he was expecting any other response but mine.

With my speedy reflexes I managed to grab the edge of his grey joggers in an attempt to pull him back down.

Almost immediately, I jumped up from my spot and hid my head against the cold mirror.

Did I just unintentionally strip a male idol?

I stared at the brightly luminated ceiling beforing unleashing the most unattractive cackle my mouth has ever produced.

End of flashback

Once again, my mind was pulled back into reality and I was face to face with the boy from my thoughts.

"You."

I stared at the confused boy, pointing my finger at his face.

"Me?" he asked taken aback.

"You. You're pink bears. You're puppy boy."

With each word I spoke the boy's eyes widened into moons.

"I-I w-wait-"

"It was never Heesung. It was you."

Finally wording out the thoughts in my head, it was as if the puzzle was pieced back together.

"S-soojin you have no idea how long-" Jake stuttered, beginning to tear up.

"I swear it wasn't my intention to lead you guys on."

My words cut off the boy as I felt myself slip back into the moment I last experienced before my accident.

"And the boy I was talking to on the phone was never my boyfriend."

I observed as the boy's head began ticking as he tried to take his mind back to six months ago.

"B-but you kissed him through the phon-"

"He's gay, Jake."

The boy's mouth fell open as I could feel him mentally slap himself.

"S-soojin I'm sorry-"

The boy suddenly collapsed next to the couch and quickly reached to grab my hand. I looked down at him, tearing up.

"You called me a bitch."

My chest clenched as I watched the boy fall deeper into his crying. His breathing was unstable as he tried to word out his apologises.

"You hoped I wouldn't debut."

"N-no Soojin- I-Iove you please I didn't mean-"

His grip on my hands began tighter as I felt the desperation in his words increase.

"You said the Soojin you fell in love with never existed."

The boy paused for a second before looking up at me. His eyes were red and swollen, and his hair was glued to his forehead with tears.

"Soojin please no-"

Trying my hardest to suppress every urge I had to hug the boy, I pushed myself to rip myself out of his grasp and get up.

"I'm sorry," I spoke, avoiding his gaze as I walked to the door.

"For not remembering sooner."