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"Hello, neverlands! Where so excited to be collaborating with Kaja beauty products we hope you all enjoy our special videos and a big thank you to Kaja beauty for giving us this opportunity!" Soyeon says.

We all clap and head off to do our own thing. Today we're making films for our trip. I look in Soojins direction and she's busy looking at all the shops, my heart skips a beat thinking about her. I never thought I'd ever be with her, It's not all in my head anymore she's mine I think unconsciously grinning.

She turns her head and our eyes meet, butterfly's erupt and I'm reminded just how beautiful she is. She smiles at me and I swear to god just her doing that took my breath away. She leaves Minnie and walks to my direction.

"Jinahhhhhh," I say excitedly moving to her and engulfing her into a big hug. She fake groans but wraps her arms around my waist. I'm smiling while looking at her.

" having fun," she says cutely. I nod my head and show her all the cool things I brought, I got her somethings too but I'll give them to her later.

"you're so cute" she whispers into my ear while cupping my face. I blush at her words.

"thanks" I reply. I move my head forward to kiss her, I know she'll move because they're people around but it's still funny when she gets annoyed. She dodges my kisses trying to push me away, I just laugh but keep going.

"Yah, stop. let's find the other girls it's nearly lunchtime," she says smiling. I nod my head and entwine our hands.

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Soojins Pov

" sit by me," Miyeon says to Minnie trying to be cute. Minnie ignores her and instead sits next to yuqi, making Miyeon sulk.

I feel kind of bad for miyeon, knowing all their drama I can understand both sides. Hopefully, they fix things soon. We really should be called gay-idle I think to myself amused, I wonder what our fans would think.

I feel a hand under the table rest on my lap, I look towards shuhua warningly not to go too far. She just smiles and slightly tightens her grip.

"Enjoy your food girls," soyeon says excitedly we all dig in, just as expected the food is amazing.

"Here unnie, try this" Shuhua says, her face inches away from me. If I moved forward slightly I could kiss her, my heart beats faster and I get the usual warm feeling when she's near. She puts the fork to my mouth but keeps eye contact with me, the tensions been building ever since this morning.

"You've got a little something on your face," she says close enough I can feel her warm breath on me. I'm too dazed to respond, she notices that and smirks. She wipes the corner of my mouth slower than needed.

"T-thanks," I say flustered.

"Lovebirds, did you hear what I said," soyeon says amused. I roll my eyes in response.

"What'd you say captain Soyeon" I reply.

"After this were gonna head to the store to buy some things for our party tonight"

"Sounds good" I reply. We all go back to talking.

" How are things with Minnie" I whisper to Miyeon who's sitting by me.

"I thought we were good but today she's been giving me the cold shoulder," she says upset. I'm just about to reply when I feel Shuhuas hand moving closer to my inner thigh. I look at shuhua but she's still talking to Yuqi acting innocent.

"H-have you asked her what's wrong" I reply trying my best to not react to Shuhua. I grab her hand and move it away.

"Are you okay soojin, you look a little red?" Miyeon ask.

"I-I'm fine I'm just not used to the heat here," I say unconvincingly. she eyes me warily but doesn't question me.

" I don't know what to do Soojin, where so hot and cold just when I feel like things are getting back to normal she distances herself from me. I know it's my fault but it doesn't mean it hurts any less" she whispers tears threatening to spill. I hate seeing my friends so upset, I feel so bad for her, for both of them really. Me and Minnie aren't on the best of terms right now but I still care about her and wish her nothing but the best.

" Don't give up Unnie, she loves you she just needs time to heal first. You need to keep showing her that she's worth the risk, from now on don't give her any reason to doubt you show her just how much she means to you."

"I'll never hurt like that again or give up on us... I love her so much" miyeon says looking longingly at Minnie.

"I hope so" I reply.

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Soojins pov

"That was so much fun, I hope our neverland likes our private party video," Yuqi says excitedly. Were all sitting down in the lounge.

"I can't believe this is our lives now, we worked so hard to debut. At times it felt like we never would. All the long nights and sleepless days really weren't for nothing. I love you all and couldn't have asked for a better group" Soyeon says tearing up.

where all emotional hearing here words, I remembered I begged my dad to let me pursue this life, so when I was going through hardships I wouldn't let my family know. So these girls became my new family and they were my biggest support system. throughout all our troubles we came out strong and formed a bond for life. I don't show it a lot but I love every single member.

we all group hug, all of us on the verge of crying thinking about our hardships but also our success. we pull apart and laugh at each other amused by our reactions.

Shuhua grabs my hand, I look at her and smile reminiscing about all the time's she's been there for me, the love she never faulted to give me even when I didn't deserve it. I feel the happiness I've never felt before while being with her, I love this girl. it dawns on me, I love her... really love her, like the sappy drama love she watches love. this excites and scares me.

"Let's go to bed Unnie," Shuhua says. I nod my head.

"Night everyone," we say.

"Night" they reply.

we walk into our room and my hearts racing thinking bout this whole day and the pent up tension, I feel her from behind me she grabs my hand and turns me to face her. I have to look slightly down so our eyes can meet, she looks at me with intensity ve never seen before

making my whole body shiver. just her looking at me has such an effect.

"Unnie," she says smiling. how am I the one whos a mess usually it's the other way around? I think to myself.

"Hhm" I reply.

"I love you," she says just above a whisper. I'm frozen, I've heard her say this many times but right now at this moment I know the full weight of the meaning and truth to her words.

"I-I love you too," I say meaning every word. She blinks by my words I don't think she was expecting me to say it back, I smile by her reaction gaining some confidence back. I lean in to kiss her delicately, expressing just how much I love her through this kiss.

she pulls away "Jinjin, I want you," she says, I know what she's implying. I want to as well, I reallyyyyy want to but I know this is her first time. what if she's not ready.

"Shuhua, I want to but... are you sure I, I know id be your first," I say nervously.

"I'm sure Soojin, I wouldn't want to do this with anyone else"

for the hundredth time today, my heart goes crazy. she unbuttons my shirt slowly examining every part of me. I do the same to her until we're both just in our underwear. I'm struck by her effortless beauty.

I lie her on the bed gently before leaning in to capture her lips again. my hands roam her soft skin. All I want is her, I've never been with a woman before but I've never wanted anything more.

she deepens the kiss pulling our bodies closer together, my leg grazing her core making her moan. I want to hear that sound again. I take off her bra and slowly kiss from her neck until it just above her nipple, her breathing shallow and I can feel her heartbeat. I lean forward and take a nipple to my mouth, my hand massaging her other breast. I hear Shuhua moan repeatedly, her hips rising.

"This okay," I say, she nods her head frantically. I smirk at her flustered face.

I trail my hand slowly from her torso to her inner thigh teasing that area.

"Soojin please" she moans, encouraging me. I lean up again and capture her lips before placing my hand between her legs feeling her wetness. She moans loudly at the contact, I kiss her again trying to keep her quiet. But god just seeing her like this

is satisfying enough for me.

I slowly pump one finger in, she tugs my hair tightly. I speed up the pace now that she's adjusted "s-soojin more" she says breathlessly. I comply and add another finger speeding up the pace, where both panting heavily and I can feel she's her tighten around my fingers.

"I'm nearly t-there" my own core is dripping seeing her Like this. I use my other hand to massage her clit sending her over the edge quickly.

Where both breathless covered in a light sweat. I pull out and move to my side so I can look at her.

"Soojin, that was—so good" I smile at her tracing her collarbone with my fingers. She's still catching her breath.

"You were great Shuhua," I say truthfully. She turns her head to face me and gives me the most innocent smile ironically after what we just did.

"Your turn now," she says cheekily.

Let's just say we didn't get much sleep. 👁👄👁

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