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Derek's Loft

I meditate once again to try and relax myself. I try to see more into the future for answers on how to prevent my battle with Killer Frost and how to stop Lykos. I'm in my thoughts, in a realm of memories. Memories of mine with who Chris used to be. Warm, Compassionate, and Caring.

"He's Cute." I said to Chris as we both sat together in the cafeteria eating our lunch with the rest of our group of girls and jocks. I spotted two tall twins walking into the cafeteria and I stared them down, making severe hard eye contact with them. One of them looks towards me as they notice me! "Chris! Look!" I whisper to him, as I hit his arm to grab his attention.

"Lydia!" Chris chuckles and then looks at the twins and as he does, the other one turns and stares right back at him not letting his gaze off him. "Woah." Chris gasped and as he watched one of the twins, he trips and falls on to someone spilling their food all over himself. The twin makes a complete fool of himself! He causes a scene as one of the students shouts at him, and everyone in the cafeteria watches as the twin is completely embarrassed.

I remember how Chris laughed that day, his laugh was contagious. He laughed a little and then got up to help the twin, being the only person to do so in the cafeteria. Chris was compassionate like that, but also confident in himself. Chris grabbed all his napkins and handed it to the twin, and the twin wiped his shirt down with the napkins.

I remember seeing them from a distance, how they spoke to each other with flirty smiles. Chris wasn't flirting, it was just a nice gesture. I never believed in love at first sight until I saw how Chris looked at Ethan, and how Ethan looked at Chris back.

Other memories are brought to me and become clear to me again. Such as the times before we met Stiles and Scott.

Before Stiles and Scott dragged us into their problems life was very simple. The more I think about it, very boring and embarrassing. "Hey Lydia!" Stiles would harass me in the mornings at school, and no matter how much I would ignore him, he wouldn't stop. "Chris! I emailed some stuff to you that you might like by the way!" Chris and I would walk past Scott and Stiles each morning to be greeted by them and Chris and I would simple hold our laughter in while walking past them, and then let it all out once we were in the clear from their sights.

"Oh Stiles..." Chris sighed around me and always teased me about Stiles when I was dating Jackson. Chris and Stiles were of course mutuals, after we all we all grow up together. It just so happened that Chris and Stiles kept that bond between them and would often end up pairing up with each other for labs and projects in classes. Stiles and Chris always gave out amazing projects together, with their brains, anything could be made possible. Chris was the scientist, and Stiles of course was the detective.

I challenge my psychic energy and focus harder. I try to go into the deepest depths of my mind, trying to find pure silence and suddenly something communicates with me. Someone communicates with me. I'm completely transported to a realm, a place! This has never happened before.

I find myself standing in the middle of dark cold and snowy woods. I look up to see a full moon and then hear loud groans coming from a short distance away. I walk towards the groaning and then see myself, the creature that I'm becoming laying on the floor with a frostbite growing around my throat and an icicle stabbed into my shoulder.

"." I hear the distorted voice of Killer Frost, and then see him walk up to me and freeze me. .

I turn around shocked and then walk out of the scene heading into the woods as I hold back my emotions attempting to stay strong. As I walk away, I hear shouting and yelling from what sounds like Scott, Liam and Stiles. I run up to them to see Lykos there and I see Lykos throw Scott around like a toy on to the ground as he's drained from his power.

"NO!" Stiles shouts and grabs a riffle and aims it at Lykos beginning to shoot at him. Lykos isn't hurt by the bullets, and dashes towards Stiles and stabbing his 7 inch nails into Stiles' torso. I gasp and Stiles looks towards me and Lykos drops Stiles to the ground. Stiles' body slams to the ground as he's gone. No, no, no, no!

"." I screech and wake myself up from my meditation. The windows in the loft shatter and I cry as I know the true future and outcome of all this.

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Bar in Beacon Hills

"One more because it's my birthday." I command the bartender as I sit down on the counter dressed in jeans, and a sweater. The bartended begins to get annoyed by my presence here and I look at him seriously wanting one more drink. It's been a rough year.

"Can I see an ID? Just gotta make sure it's your actual birthday." The bartender asks and I hesitate as Chris is underage but my soul isn't.

"I forgot it at home."

"Well I can't give you a drink for your birthday, and I shouldn't even have given one to you in the first place!" The bartender begins to get frustrated and I roll my eyes.

"Well can you just take my word?" I look at him seriously trying to play nice in public but this isn't holding up so well.

"No, because if I did, then it be everybody's birthday." The bartender smart talks me and I make a small smile and raise my hands casually in the air, playing with my hair.

"I'm not asking you to do it for everybody." I smart talk him back and then freeze my hand, showing off my powers. "So just do it for me." I tell him confidently and he hesitates seeing what my hand is doing and I gleam my bright icy eyes at him to get him really scared of me.

The bartended nods, and quickly gets me a new drink. I take a sip of the drink and then see my face on the news, and footage of me throwing icicles at Stiles and his plant boy toy from earlier this month. I see myself with Ethan standing strong and powerful together as we're wanted criminals. Everyone slightly, and awkwardly stares at me and I sigh as I can't be left in peace anywhere!

I throw an icicle at the TV and then take a $20 bill and slam it on the table, freezing the bill while letting my hand off the table. "For you, if you don't tell anyone I was here handsome." I wink at the bartender and then walk out of the bar to see that the weather is changing to winter finally. I manipulate the air to be colder for me and it begins to snow by itself, as the time is coming. But I'm on my own now, which means I'd have no motivation to hurt Lydia.

"I can sense Chris coming back." I hear a familiar male voice of Theo's and quickly grow an icicle in my hand getting ready to shoot it if it's him. I turn around to see him hiding in the shadow of an alley. Theo walks out of the alley and I see scaring on his face, as if they were burns but worst.

"Yeah? And what makes you think that?" I answer back to him as I'm ready to rid of him. Lykos might be a problem for later, but Theo is something I can take care of now and end forever. "You know, I really haven't lived up to my name these last couple of weeks. Maybe you can remind me of that joyful feeling."

"Really? You'd hurt the only god that could make you glorious and powerful?" Theo says and I pause as his wording is familiar to Lykos. I look at him confused catching on to him and he chuckles. "I never told you, because I knew you'd do this. But what better time to get you, when you're all alone." Theo tells me and he's only a man, and it amazes me that he's even here. He's supposed to be gone from the surface world. Kira made sure of that.

"It's better that way." I tell him even though it hurts both me and Chris to be aimless in life. Theo walks up towards me, standing right in front of me and presses his hands under my chin lifting it up to look at him.

"Nobody wants you but me Chris. You know that, and you know that I've always wanted to protect you from them." Theo tells me and I can tell it irritates Chris, which makes me stronger. But there's a strong feeling that I can't trust him from Chris.

"I'm not Chris." I correct Theo as I'm willing to work with him. Chris won't like it, but he's not in control. Theo can help me wipe Chris out once and for all. Theo smirks at me and then he transforms himself into Lykos, shifting from the 6 foot man into the 8 foot giant werewolf.

"Good, because I'm gonna need you to finish what we started. You know exactly what to do because this is only the beginning." Theo as Lykos says in his angry growling voice and I take his commands. I will do whatever it takes to rid of Chris Snow, and if this is it, then I will do so.