First Glance

You walked out of the room with a heavy head and eyes were red. You walked like a zombie, slow and heavy steps. You didnt know why that person told you such things. She was supposed to help you not demotivate you.

" I think you have a disease that cant be cured. Im sorry but I cant help you if you dont want to help yourself "

That words still on your mind even when you're out of the room. You didnt have any problem. You're fine. You're healthy. You're wise.

But people told you're not okay. That you're having a disease. You're not you at all. When all you did was just being you nothing more.

" Oh sorry .. " suddenly someone apologized as you bumped into someone's shoulder. You looked at him and just nodded your head while he was looking straight into your face. It was a 30 seconds silent moment looking at each other before a doctor called him.

" Patient Jeon .. you're late again .. come in "

He nodded and quickly walked to the room. You continued walking slow. Before he stepped his foot into the room he took a glance at you.

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Second Glance

You walked out of the room and everyone looked at you as you yelled from outside.

" Im not sick !!!! Dont you understand !!! "

Some of the nurses tried to hold you but they struggled a lot. They calmed you down. You didnt even know why you're there. You pushed them and just walked away leaving another 20 minutes of your session to waste.

The nurses tried to grab you but you pushed them hard. " Let me go freaks !!"

Suddenly, you heard a manly voice infront of you asking for them to let you go.

" Let me talk to her .. Im a patient like her, I understand her better " They nodded and let you go. He thanked them and walked.

He turned his back and smiled. " Come with me .. I'll treat you green tea " he walked away. You slowly followed him from behind.

He sat down facing you and put a cup of green tea infront of you. " There .." he smiled while looking at you. You slowly grabbed the cup with a sharp glare.

" What happen actually? I've never seen someone yelled before " he asked. You put down the cup and replied.

" why should I tell you my problem? You're a stranger " he pointed the cup infront of you. " You just drank tea from a stranger .. "

You sighed. You looked at his face again and he smiled. He looked kind. Never though he's a patient too.

" The doctor said that i have mental problem which I dont see it at all. Im healthy. Im not sick at all. I dont have a mental problem .. "

He nodded. " Then why you're here?" You blinked your eyes. " I- i dont know .. why i still go here if im not sick? Pabo ~" you smacked your forehead.

" Hey hey .. calm down .. maybe they just like you and want to meet you thats why they ask you to come here .. "

You nodded agreeing his statement. " Why you're here? You look normal .."

He smiled and drank his tea. " I look normal but .. i have a disease .. trauma i guess. "

" with ?? " you asked again.

" everyone. I have no one at all since i dont know when im all alone. "

You sighed. He looked scared. With himself. With people around him. Suddenly you grabbed his hands and he quickly looked at you.

" Dont worry .. you're not alone anymore, you have me "

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He breathed heavily and he was speechless. He stood there looking at you being all scared. Ypu shook your head and was panicking.

" I- I didnt do this .. "

He ran to you and hugged you tight. He threw the knife away and kissed your forehead. He wiped the blood on your hands on his shirt.

" I dont know .. She .. hurt me .. she hurt you .. she was near you and touched you "

He nodded fast. " I know .. i know .. " He pulled you up and stood beside you. He looked at your side, the heart and lungs. You took it out because .. just because ..

" Go and change everything. Let me handle this. Now go "

You nodded. As he was about to bend down and cleaned the dead bloody body, you grabbed his shoulder and he looked back at you.

You kissed him and he was surprised. " Thank you .. for saving me .. for the 12th time .. I love you "

He smiled and kissed you back with his hands covered with blood.

" even if its for the hundredth time .. I will be there for you. Remember what I said? "

You nodded and kissed him again.

" I love you no matter what "