You woke up with a heavy head and warmth body. You looked up and saw him still sleeping. His hands wrapped around you and his lips were on your forehead.

You looked at his face, sweet, kind .. how can he killed those people with this face? In fact .. how can you be with him when he's the killer.

You touched his thin lips soft. He hummed and pulled you closer to his body. Still sleeping. This was the first time you ever woke up beside him. Usually its either him woke up first or you woke up first, or he will sent you back to your room after the night's done.

But this time, he was there with you, wrapping you up, in his bed during this hour. You cant just stop being amazed with his features. The lips .. the pointed nose .. the eyes ..

You touched his cheeks and caressed it slow. Playing with his messy hair .. touched his neck and ears .. he's still sleeping

You tried to get off the bed as if you moved a lot he's still sleeping. But the moment you moved your body he pulled you closer.

" Hmm .. where are you going ??" With his raspy husky sleepy voice.

" umm .. going to my room .. working .. " he brought you closer to him more. He opened one eye and looked at you. Sleepy. He kissed your lips soft.

" Stay .. no need to go for work today .. you cant even walk .. "

His eyes closed again. Talked in his sleep? You smiled watching him being this cute. Oh god your heart. Hajima !!

" but you have a photoshoot .. "

He kissed your lips again. " Cancel .. " he kissed your lips everytime before he answered the questions.

" Stay .. be with me .. " his sweet voice asking for company. You smiled and nodded. You and him faced each other and both noses touched.

He smiled. Made your heart go boom boom. He pulled the cover up to cover your body and his. His hands wrapped around you and caressed your back soft. Still he's eyes closed.

" Do you love me? " suddenly he asked. You didnt know what to answer because all you knew was .. that its a fake relationship plus you're just wanted to expose him.

" why you ask me that question?? " you asked him back.

He smiled. " I dont know .. i just want to know, because i've never been this close to anyone in my life. I've never felt this happy .. you know"

You put your palm under your chin and looked at him. " What do you mean never been this close to anyone? Never happy? Didnt your family make you happy ??"

He smiled again. This time its bitter. " I dont have any family baby .. I do have a father but .. he left the house after I was born .. "

Poor man. " How about your mother? Siblings?"

He shook his head. " I dont have any siblings .. my mother .. she's still alive .. but .. not as mother .. you know .. "

" what do you mean by that? "

" Because we were left alone like that, she didnt have a place to stay. We're sleeping at the streets, thats what my mother told me. When I grew up, never been to a school .. I barely see my mother because she's working hard. Then .. i dont know maybe when i was a teen, saw my mother with some random guys in a club. So I ended up going to the club and she's there everynight. She's still a mother but I ran away .. because i was ashamed. Who has a mother works as a stripper or anything in the club? I ran away and lucky me bumped into a man, who was one of the biggest name in the industry. He took care of me and gave me shelter, university with grades of course .. debuted me as an actor and soon .. he died due to car accident .. so here is the place i stay. Its his house actually. Wow .. I told you something, you should make a news about it .. you'll be a hit " he laughed

You touched his cheeks and looked deep into his eyes. He must been suffering in such a long time. He didnt receive love from his family.

Poor him. How can he be in this life. You never knew about this until he told you himself. You kissed him soft and he replied. Didnt know why but you felt sorry for him.

He broke the kiss and looked at you. " So .. do you love me?"