I was already due to yesterday which is why Theo won't leave my side. He wants to make sure our daughter and I are fine and he doesn't wanna miss the birth.

Sitting in a gymnastic ball I circle around. Having heard it will help to start the labor.

But again today happened nothing so we go to bed and fall asleep just to wake up at three in the morning again with pain and something wet dripping down my legs.

My water broke

Oh my god

Feeling a sharp pain I hiss trying to wake up Theo.

"Theo, come on we have ti go to the hospital"

He just mumbles and doesn't even move.

"Ahhh" i scream when another contraction hits me

This makes Theo wake up immediately "what is wrong how can I help you? Aurora tell me"

"I-I I'm in" I struggle to say

"You're what? Aurora"

"I'm in labor"

"Oh, Oh! You have ti stand up can you do that. Come on we have to go"

"I know. Don't you think I know that!" I scream at him just to apologize immediately "I'm sorry I don't mean its just that it really hurts"

"I know it's okay. You can scream and insult me as much as you want. It's fine"

Grabbing the hospital bag we get into the car. Right as another contraction hits.

"You have to breath remember how?"

Still struggling he tries again "Come on just breath Aurora"

"How about i squish your throat and tell you to breath" I snap

After that we didn't talk much he just drove us as fast as he could to the hospital.

The moment we came in Theo started to scream "hello anyone nurse please! My wife is in Labour"

Hearing that a nurse comes to us with a wheelchair for me to sit in. And starts to get us into the room in which I'm gonna give birth.

...

Four hours later I'm still laying in the same bed with pain and it doesn't look like our daughter is eager to come.

"Okay I know it's hard but your on a good way, in about an hour you can start to push" the nurse told me

Still an hour and then I just start to push. Oh god I think I'm dying. How am I gonna do this.

...

Two hours later I can finally start to push. Theo sits beside me holding my hand this entire time and telling me how good I'm doing. And I'm just a bitch to him always screaming and insulting him.

"Okay you can push" The nurse tells me so that is exactly what I do.

"Oh god I'm never gonna do this again!"

"Your doing so good, I love you baby" Theo softly whispers

After a few more pushes I'm slowly losing it again and just insulting everybody.

"Just push baby you can do it"

"Well if I 'just have to push' then how about you do it!"

"I sorry I know it's not easy" he says rubbing my arm

"Oh really do you?! Have you ever did something like this? No so shut up! And stop touching me!"

"Actually you are not allowed to touch me ever again, this is it!"

"Okay Baby. We don't need another kid one is enough you just have to do it this one time. And your doing so good already"

Half an hour later I'm still pushing.

"This is all your fault you hear me Theo! All your fault!" I scream

"I know and I'm so sorry but your ding so great. Your so strong"

"Alright just one more push and your parents" the nurse tells us

So I push one last time and just shortly after I feel completely relieved. Hearing the scream from our daughter makes me smile in an instant just like Theo.

After they put her in a blanket the hand her over to me.

"She is so beautiful" I whisper

"Just like her mommy" Theo whispers

Looking up I meet his eyes and kiss him.

"I'm sorry I didn't mean anything I love you and I love our little daughter" I say kissing our daughter on her little head.

"I know baby. It's okay I love you both so much and I'm so thankful you did all of this

You are so strong." With that he kisses first me and than our daughter on her head.

"Do you have a name for her?" The doctor asks

Theo and I look at each other and smile.

"Lyra Maria Rossi"