Lately I feel this kind of thing towards Mattheo I can't describe and I've never felt it before.

I think I'm in love.

But I just don't know if this is how it feels so to get my questions answered about it I decide to call my only friend, Jack.

"Ro, everything alright?" He picks up his phone.

"Yeah yeah" I reply nervously "do I interrupt or can you talk for a bit with me?"

"No, yeah I've got time for you. I always have you know that. Did Theo that idiot do something ?"

"What no, why would you even think that?"

"Yeah sure do you even know him?"

"Please of course I do. He is my husband."

"Right okay but it has something to do with him doesn't it?"

"Alright, your right it does but nothing bad" I admit

"Okay then what is it?"

"Promise me you won't tell him. I know he is your best friend but you acht tell him."

"Ro" he warns

"It's nothing bad really but promise"

"Okay, I promise I won't tell him now spill"

"I get this weird feeling when I'm around him that I've never felt before. I think im in love but you have to tell me if that's right 'cause I've don't know."

"Listen Ro, Im not good at this love shit like really. You probably should talk about that with a girl."

"But your my only friend, please"

"That sound really sad. But alright I try to help."

"Thank you"

"What is that feeling you mean?" He asks

"I just get so excited when I see him or k ow he will come home soon and when he is finally there I don't wanna let him go, like ever. Also I just feel save around him like nothing could ever happen to me as long as im with him." I say in a dreamy voice.

"Ro, I think you don't need me for that one you've already figured it out. Because you are most definitely in love the way you talk about him and everyone you look at him I know it."

"You think I should tell him?"

"If you want to but don't do it just because you think you have to."

Seeing the bedroom door open Theo comes in. Surprised he is here since he shouldn't for at least another two hours.

I quickly say "alright thanks bye" and end the call.

"What are you doing here already shouldn't you be at work?"

"Yeah but I thought I would come home earlier to spend some time with you. Everything alright you seem nervous, who was that at the phone you talked with?"

"Oh no one everything is fine. What do you wanna do?" I quickly try to change the subject.

"Alright" he drawls out. I know he knows I'm lying but he doesn't say anything more. Making me feel guilty not knowing what he may think what is going on and why I'm lying.

"How about we read something. We didn't read together in a bit" he just asks

"Yeah, that sounds lovely" I reply walking over to him giving him a kiss.

So while he changes into something more comfortable and out of his work suit is get a book for us to read.