It's been a month since our parents came to talk about the baby thing. So Theo and I are now two months married. Which is crazy 'cause it doesn't feel like it's been two months already.

We haven't really done anything sexually besides the normal.

I searched for different college's online and I still try to find the right one so I could do something with my life even if I still have to figure out what exactly. But I'm sure Theo will help me with that.

...

Sitting on the couch in the living room with just sweatpants, a hoodie and the messiest Messi bun I've ever did I search the internet for university's on the whole country. In the background I have the television on while searching on my laptop.

Hearing the door opening I know Mattheo just came home but I'm not looking up when he enters the room, to investigates in a school I just found.

The chuckling I hear coming from Theo make me finally look up at him.

"Oh hey... what are you laughing at?" I ask.

"Oh nothing" he chuckles

"Are you laughing about me? Or what I wear?" I ask looking at were he is looking, my outfit.

"You just look so cute in that. It's like it swallows you whole." He replies "wait, is that my hoodie?"

"I'm surprised you didn't notice earlier. Normally you do"

I just started wearing his clothes like two weeks back realizing just how much more comfy than mine are.

"What are you doing there?" he ask seeing my laptop just know.

"I found a really great college I think it is the one I wanna go to."

"Oh really? That's great"

"Yeah, in the last time I thought a lot about some things and I came to the conclusion I wanna study psychology and this college has the best programs from all."

"That's sound really good. I think psychology suits you. You should send an application."

"Yeah but there may be one little problem." I say looking at him with big eyes and a light pout hoping it will get me what I want.

"What is it?"

"Well it's kind of 6 hours away." I say nervous fiddling with my fingers.

"So you wanna tell me you would want to move" he tries to guess.

"Well yeah kind of. I mean I can't really go there every morning and come back here again and I don't wanna leave you and move 6 hours away from my husband, you know."

"Yeah but I can't move away I have the company to take care of. I already own more than a half of it. I have to stay here."

"I know" I say looking down again "I mean I'm not gonna get into it anyway so it doesn't matter. I'm just gonna find something that will take me. Something less good."

"Hey hey hey, you stop that right know"

He says coming to sit down next to me "they will take you because there won't be anyone better than you and you will send them an application. If you wanna go there you do doesn't matter what will happen you follow your dreams and don't let yourself get stoped from anyone."

"But what's with us?"

He puts the laptop down and takes me in his arms. "We will survive. I would come over every weekend and we can FaceTime. If this college is the right one you are gonna go there I make sure of that."

"Okay" i say smiling at him and giving him a kiss. Pulling away again a thought comes to my mind "what if I do online college?"

"Huh? Why would you do that?"

"Well first of all I could still live here and second of all college takes four years so even if I'm not gonna be pregnant this year I will some day so..." I trail off

"If you wanna do that then do online school but don't do it because of me or a some day baby. Who knows maybe we will have a baby in six years and not in the next four."

"I just have a feeling we will have one at least while I'm in college" I shrug "I don't know I can't really explain it but I have this gut feeling you know"

"We will see. But how about you send that application know for online or not and then we will watch a movie together, huh?"

"Yeah that sound good."

So that is exactly what we do. While I'm writing Theo makes us a bit to eat and as soon as I finished we started watching a movie. Completely relaxing in each other's arms.