Standing in front of the mall he looks at me and holds his hand out for me to take.

„This okay?" he ask looking at our holding hands.

Giving him a nod, we start walking inside.

„Do you know what kind of dress you want?"

„No, I don't even know what kind of dress aloud is for me to wear."

„Well, every kind of course I mean it's your party."

„Our"

„What?"

„I-I mean it's our party you know."

„Yeah your technically right but the People will look more at you than me so..." he trails off.

Sensing how nervous the thought of everyone having their attention on me makes me he squeezes my hand.

„Don't worry I will stand by your side for as long as you need me and we will find the perfect dress, in which you feel comfortable for you."

„Thank you" I reply him a grateful smile.

„Of course, I mean your my fiancée that is the least I can do."

Fiancée

That word stuck with me I mean he is not wrong but it feels weird to say.

...

Going in the first store I see a few dresses but none of them are perfect so we leave the store again.

Not having eaten the whole day I hear my stomach grumble hoping Mattheo didn't bit of course he did.

„come on we go sit down and something to eat and after that I'm sure we find you a dress."

After that is said he guides me to an Italian restaurant in the mall.

Sitting down I took the menu in my hand and look at everything. A pizza would for sure be to much and my mom would not appreciate me eating a pizza anyway.

„You can take whatever you want. You don't need to eat less because you think you have to look different. You're perfect and actually i think you could need at least a bit mir to eat."

Suprised by Mattheo saying that I look up at him, just now getting how long I stared at the food. Giving him a slight smile I nod to myself.

As the waitress comes I order a coke and pasta. It's not pizza but more than I think my mom would like.

It's a start I guess.

After Mattheo ordered the waitress left again and we sit in silence.

„Wanna play 21 questions?" I blurt out

„Sure, why not" Mattheo replies surprising me a bit.

„What is your favorite color?" I start

„Green" he says without hesitation

„Really, i thought it would be black or something like that."

„It was until i found something more beautiful" he replies looking deep into my green eyes.

„Your turn" I change the subject. His stare getting quite intense.

„What is your favorite thing to do?"

„Probably reading"

„Your favorite animal"

„Wolfe, yours?"

„Dinosaur"

„Their dead"

„I know" is all I say to that.

Getting our food our conversation just keeps going like that till we finished all of our food. Not having eaten so much in at the same time in a long time I'm really full but it felt good. I have the felling of finally having eaten enough and not being hungry anymore even after eating something.