Ashanti Renèe Robinson, NY 📍

It been a week since I've lived in this house and I'm getting used to the movement. It's calm asl for one. But other than Rachel and her weird ass friend bothering me it's been great. I woke up to a half empty house.

"Where is everyone?" I asked NaeNae coming down the stairs putting my hair in a messy bun.

"The men went to work. They'll be back they only went for a meeting." I nodded drinking a bottle of water. We had a small conversation about how I was getting used to the house.

It was a different experience I've never been in an area around people my age that I actually enjoyed being in. But this house is a different vibe. It's like a little family which I'm thankful for cause mine is dysfunctional asf.

"What you wanna do today?" NaeNae asked me looking up from her phone.

"I need to go to the mall I need more clothes!"

"Girl you have a closet full of shit! You can't find a single outfit?"

"No." I said looking sad. She laughed at me.

"Girl you a trip you love burning your pockets."

"Aye, I make the money so I can spend it."

"Period queen."

We ate breakfast and watched some spongebob. After breakfast we made some tiktoks. This girl really can't dance for shit!

"How you black and ain't got no rythme, how dat work?" I said grabbing my phone off the couch.

"Girl- Shut up!" She laughed.

We looked at the time and noticed it was turning 2 in the afternoon.

"Alright come on boo we need to get ready."

I went upstairs to my room and she went to hers. I went through all my clothes. I really ain't have shit. Like I had clothes but no outfits. I eventually just chose to put some bullshit together. I took a pair of light leggings and a white crop top. I had to put a puffer jacket on cuz baby it's cute! I went took a shower, got dressed, did my makeup, and hair. I decided to let NaeNae to take a quick flick for the gram. One time for the one time.

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I grabbed my car keys and NaeNae and I headed out the house to go to the mall. Once we got there we went straight to bath and body works. Grabbing lotions, perfumes, and body scrubs. We went to pink got what we needed and left.

We spent about 2 and a half hours in that mall. But I was jealous asl cause these malls weren't as packed as they were back home. Everybody and they momma was in the malls back home. We were walking to the food courts texting the boys that we were okay when we bumped into a group of boys. Well they bumped into us.

"Excuse you." I said moving around them.

"The fuck you say?" One of them said turning around. I turned back to them cause who he had an attitude with?

"I said excuse you the fuck. You don't have manners nigga?" They stepped to me and I stepped to them the fuck. I fight both genders these hands bi fucking sexual. NaeNae pulled me back from them and I snatched my arm from her.

"Wtf you gon homie?" I hear a familiar voice from behind me. I turn and see Jay'shawn and Demarcus walking up behind us. He looked at me and smiled. He grabbed me putting me behind him.

"So you was finna lay your hands on a whole female?" He said looking at the boys. "Fight me. Fight a nigga." The boys looked at him and just walked away.

Well shit. I wanted to fight but I quest we can just leave.

"Didn't I ask yo ass where you was going?" Jay told me putting his arm around me.

"Yea and?"

I asked you for a reason. You can't be just walking around looking that good. Motherfuckers here are reckless and they don't care. I'll kill a mothafucka shanti don't play wit me." He looked mad. I don't know if he was mad at the fact that I ain't tell him where I was going or the boys. So I just ignored it cause wtf imma do?

"How did you guys even find us?" I said as we walked out the mall. They guys had our bags in their hands getting ready to put them inside the car.

"One, we have shared location. We don't do it for none of that weird shit we do it because we want you guys to be safe at all times. People don't completely fuck wit us. They see that we close they might try and fuck with you guys to get to us." The closed the trunk of my car. Walking towards us.

"I have Jo'Nae's location already you need to give yours to Jay." I looked at him and back at Marcus. I was going to start an argument just for the fun of it but it made since. I'm not used to Jersey so I don't know what be poppin off ova here. I shared locations with Jay and put my phone in my back pocket.

"Now come on so we can get back home." I started walking to the driver's side of my car when Jay pulled me by my waist and directed me to the passenger said before opening the door for me.

"I wanna drive." I said standing there.

"Shanti getcho ass in the car." I sat down cause damn you ain't have to do all that. I smirked as a shut the car door walking to the other side of car. We drove home and went inside to Rachel and Nicole in the living room. Rachel had her feet in the couch and he chips open on the chair with crumbs everywhere. Nicole ol big funky ass had a fucking cigarette smoking it.

"What the fuck are you doing in my house?" NaeNae said to Nicole. "Didn't I tell yo ass to stop bringing her here? You got chips all on my furniture ya big ass feet all up in my shit. Get the fuck up and clean this mess up you are a grown ass woman clean tf up." NaeNae took the cigarette Nicole's hand and put it out.

"I know you not smoking in my fucking house. These shits stink" She said pointing to the cigarette. "Ion want my house smelling like that. Rachel if you keep doing this funny shit you gon have to get the fuck out and get ya own place cause this shit is ridiculous." NaeNae into the kitchen to get Rachel the broom to sweep up her crumbs when Rachel decided to open her mouth.

"This bitch is fucking wacko." She said under her breathe. I was taking off my shoes when I turnt and looked at her.

"The fuck you just say?" She looked at me with a dumb look on her face.

"Bitch you heard what I said."

"No bitch repeat it." I said pushing my shoes against the wall. "Repeat what you said." She got up and started approaching me when Demarcus stood between us.

"No bitch come here since you wanna talk." She said tryna move around Demarcus but he kept on moving with her.

I dropped my jacket on the floor cause that shit stop my hits from connecting and if this bitch think she can just sit here and run her mouth she got another thing comin.

I stood there waiting for Demarcus to back up while Rachel kept running her mouth. She pulled his hood down trying to fuck with him when he went to put it back on I hit that bitch in the jaw. It turned into a pull out fight. I grabbed her shirt and started minkin her shii. I had a good hold on her and she was trying to pull my hair.

"Bitch I fuck up faces not hair." I said pulling her hand off my hair. That's when Demarcus tried to get me off her but he still couldn't.

"Oh nah she ain't just finna beat her up." I heard Nicole say before I felt a kick to my side.

I know this bitch did not just kick me.

"Bitch-" I heard NaeNae say before I heard a body hit the ground.

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Ashanti and Rachel were fighting while Jo'Nae and Nicole were fighting. The men continued to break up the fight but kept failing.

Jay'shawn was on Ashanti trying to stop her from fucking up Rachel's face and Demarcus was on Jo'Nae doin the same.

After a couple seconds Ashanti got off Rachel. Took her by her hair and dragged her out the house onto the porch. Jo'Nae was yelling at Nicole to get her big funky ass out her house before slamming the door in their faces.

(Just so you guys see from this perspective)

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Ashanti Renèe Robinson, NY📍

"You are too damn little to that strong!" Jay told me holding his chest. "I'm ofit if breathe tryna getcho ass off that girl."

"You should've just left me." To be honest he looked like he was the one that faught. His shirt was all out of wack and he was out of breath and I'm just standing here pretty.

"Imma go take a shower that bitch left a smell on my ion like that." NaeNae said walking towards her room.

"Imma go shower to, ya clean that mess us" I said before picking up my shoes and jacket and going upstairs. I showers and changed into some lounge clothes. I went back downstairs and Jay was the only one down there.

"Hey ma" He said looking at me.

"Wassup, you hungry?" I asked him walking in the kitchen. He said yea so I started cooking. I took out noodles, alfredo sauce, and chicken breast. I began to cook alfredo noodles and chicken. The entire house smelt like Olive Garden. Jay Jay walked in when I was cooking the chicken strips.

"It smell good asl in her ma" He said coming towards me. I laughed and turned to grab the ready of the seasonings.

We had a conversation while I continued cooking and the more we talked the harder we would smile at each other. I like this guy. I mean he's cute, tall, protective, and always smells good why wouldn't I like him.

I finished cooking dinner and set the table up giving everyone a bowl of alfredo noddles with chicken strips, a piece of garlic bread and champagne. I gave them mothafuckas champagne cause boy i'm not finna be in a house full of drunk ass people especially not these drunk ass people!

Everyone came and sat down eating, talking and laughing. After dinner Jay helped me clean the table off and wash the dishes. I like his company. I feel safe and happy when he's around. He gotta have some type of powers cause I ain't feel like this towards nobody before!

We went upstairs after cleaning up but stopped in front of our doors. He pulled me in for a tight hug.

"Dinner was bussin ma." He said pulling away and going to his room. I nodded and went into mine closing my door and getting ready to go to bed.

"Dear Heavenly Father," I said on my knees in front of the window. "Whatever you have planned for me in my life I am thankful for. Please guide me the direction I need to be in. I can't take another heartbreak. Please watch over me while I sleep." I started to pray like my father showed me when I was a little girl.

Now I lay me down to sleep

I pray to lord my soul to keep

If I should die before I wake

I pray to lord my soul to take

Amen.

I got up off the floor and went to my bed. Pulling the covers over me I looked over at the picture of my father and me on my nightstand.

"Goodnight Dad." I turned off my lamp and just like that I feel asleep.