Rayonna POV

Los Angeles, California📍

"We're hereeeeee" I said hopping off the private jet wit Dess. We was goin fly regular but durk said no.

"Bout time, my fuckin ass hurt"

Our driver pulled up and we hopped in to go to our mansion. I texted durk to let him know I made it

Me:

My boo💙:

Me: 😍😍

My boo💙: 🤞🏽

Me: 😂😘

He loved my message and then I closed out.

Me and Dess came down here for business. She's starting her own clothing brand, and some designers here in LA is helping create her outfits.

Dess is obsessed with vacations and the type of clothes ppl wear on them, so that's the vision she going for.

We pulled up to the spot, it wasn't that far from the airport.

"Yuhhhhh this mf decent aslllll" I said walking In

"On god, this mf look like Kylie Jenner shit almost" she added

The Mansion:

We both laughed

"Should we eat first or get straight to business?" She asked

"Well I don't want my stomach poking from eating so I think we should get started"

"Good point"

We opened our duffle bags and started pulling out hella shit.

"Aw yeahhh let me flex what durk bought me" I said taking out my phone

"This nigga really bought you that stuff just for 2 day work day, not even a vacation"

"As he shoulddd" I said setting my stuff up for pictures

I proceeded to go through insta stories and see what's poppin

"Why is he down here?" I said out loud

"Girl who?"

"Shiesty. I swear it seem like he everywhere I be now"

"Let me find out he stalking you"

"Girl that's what it's giving me"

I closed out my phone and got down to business.

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"So far so good, I like the way they look" Dess said looking at the pics that we took

"I like this outfit the most, it really give me that vibe"

"Yeah me too"

"Can I upload it on the gram, I think they should get a lil sneak peak of what's to come"

"Yesss promote that shit early"

🥰

Where can I get?😍

Website coming soon!!!

I need this!!!!

@Dm me!

Why you didn't tell me about you starting a clothing line?

@This Dess clothing line🥰

I was about to close out till I got a notification

Yo ass got sticky fingers istg😭 always stealing shit

Let me rock them hoes when you done gang

Hell na yo long feet ass goin break the straps 😂

I closed out the gram

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🌸

You hella flee in that V&V

😍😍😍😍

😘😘

Girl you always gotta do the most under my pictures" Dess said

"I mean Ian no real sister if I didn't"

My phone buzzed and I got a text.....

BD:

What the hell this nigga want

Me:

BD:

Me:

BD: 😒

Me:

3 minutes had went past then he texted again

BD:

Me:

BD:

Me:

BD: 🤦🏽‍♀️

Me:

BD:

Me:

BD: 😒

Me: "

BD:

This nigga crazy as tf.

Me:

BD: 😍

Me:

BD:

I gave it some thought. Idk if it's considered cheating because he's my ex, but he's also my baby father. So I asked Dess

"Dess should Shiesty come over here?"

Her eyes got bucked and she stopped eating her food

"Girl what the hell"

"Should he? He say he wanna just come over and basically talk cause he "bored".

"Idk Rayonna I mean I don't want you feeling like you being sneaky"

"And I don't wanna lie to durk either. But who says he gotta know right? Right?"

"Yeah like he doesn't have to know at all. Y'all goin have to see each other for the rest of y'all lives because of the baby so"

"And I trust that it's just a civilized conversation. Nothing more, I'm bout to tell him come"

"Okay, I'll be in the back on ft wit Dezzzzzz"

"Ouuuuuu bitch you gotta tell me about y'all 2"

She smiled making her way to the back and I gave Shiesty a answer

Me:

BD:

I liked the message and closed out. Why am I so nice

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After changing into something comfortable, I went down stairs. Shiesty finally pulled up after damn nea 2 hours. I lowkey was hoping he forget, he smoke so damn much his memory kinda bad.

"Hey" I said as he walked up the stairs

"Wassup" he said in his high voice

He had on a white chrome heart shirt with black Amiri jeans and some black Alexander McQueens. His "Blrrrd" and "1017"chains with other extra links.

We just stood there and stared at each other, till he broke the silence

"Can I get a hug?"

"Sure"

He walked up with open arms and I leaned in to hug him. He smelled like weed and cologne mixed together, it smelled so good. We then let go of each other

"Come in, just sit in the living room or kitchen whichever one"

He shook his head and sat down in the living room

"What you been on?"

"Nothing really, taking care of our kid and working per usual. How you been?"

"Shid just working non stop. This shit starting to get tiring" he said messing with his gucci belt

"Wym"

"This being a celebrity shit. Having to be in a different state damn nea everyday, doing interviews where they ask the same questions, can't get no privacy or free time to do anything"

"I mean that's what come with being gifted. Your talent made all this happen, you didn't ask for it but this is what comes with it"

"Yeah Ik. I'm grateful but it's exhausting. And Lontrell Ik I need to be more involved with him, but everything I do is for him. Ion want him to have to lift a finger when he get older"

"I mean you not working alone Shiesty, I'm busting my ass too for him. At a point I did kinda feel you didn't want any parts of Lontrell"

"I love that lil boy too much for you to think that. I'll give up all this shit right now to be wit him, if I gotta go back to the block just to not be so busy and have more time with him, I'll do that"

"Then you'll be risking your life and putting him in a position where he don't know if his dads gonna make it home"

He wiped his face hard

"I'm trying cuh, Im really am"

"Look, I'm not so hard on you cause I'm not a perfect parent. This new to me just like it is to you. We both got enough money to make sure our kid is straight, it's just the timing and other shit getting in the way"

"Yeah. But I promise Rayonna ima make more time for him, even if I gotta cancel shows to get a full week wit him"

"Okay" I said letting out a huff

"You been good tho, dude been treating you good?"

"Yeah I've been amazing actually. It's like I'm in a different world for some reason, it feels crazy but real good. He's treating me very well"

"Aw, thats wassup" he said lowly

It went silent, then he broke it

"Aye you talked to Monte lately. That nigga won't answer none of my calls"

"I seen him when I was in the club in Miami, other than that he been M.I.A too"

"Nigga acting weird asl cuh" he said sparking a blunt

I wanted to mention how Baby K was also wit him that night, but I don't want to start shit.

"We have food if you're hungry, Ik you like to eat after you get high"

"You know me very well. I'm straight tho" he said continuing to smoke

It got really quiet as we just both watched the Tv. Usually we have so much to talk about, now it's like there's barely anything to say.

I couldn't help but think about how much fun we use to have before the baby and the issues. How he almost knocked my head off just for spilling lean on his shoes, him taking me home in his SRT for the first time, having that nervous feeling in my stomach. The night I conceived. It all came rushing.

Idk whether it was the emotions, or the 2 shots I had before he came.

"Rayonna" he said. He was fried at this point

"Yeah?"

"You still hate me for the shit I did?"

"No im passed it. I dont even think about it"

"Well even tho you over it, I'm still truly sorry. I can't help to know that I'm the reason I can't even be wit the love of my life"

Did he just say that?

"It's fine, just put it behind you. Don't even think about it"

"Rayonna I gotta admit, this shit killing me seeing you wit somebody else. I'm losing my shit on the inside cause it's nothing I can do about it"

"Lontrell-

"I'm getting in and out these relationships to make myself feel better and only hurting myself. Idk what to do. I then tatted my face, I'm doing lean straight out the bottle now, mannnn cuh"

"Lontrell stop, please"

"Stop what? I can't vent to you how I feel?"

"I got a feeling that this conversation is goin end up wit you begging to have me back and I'm just not going. Not only cause you high but Shiesty I feel loved, love that you gave me in the beginning of everything, and I wanted you to keep that same energy through out but you didn't"

"You right, that's my fault. Idk why I even tried" he said getting up

"So now you leaving?"

"I wanted us to at-least be friends, but only to still feel that connection to you. Obviously you happily in love so that's a waste of time and won't work"

"I'm willing to be friends only if you can keep your feelings aside"

"I'm not finna sit here and tell you I can do that because I can't. It's no point we might as well stick to just communicating whenever it's about Lontrell"

He tried to walk out the door and I grabbed him almost pulling him in to kiss me, but I stopped myself.

He pressed my body against him grabbing my ass, and made his way in closer. He tried to kiss me but I snagged back.

"I'm sorry" I said

Without saying a word, he let me go and left.

"Sis you okay?" Dess said coming from downstairs

"Yeah, I'm good" I said wit tears falling. I knew his heart was broke and it was unintentional. I hate feeling like a bogus person.

The chemistry we have just won't go away.....