Rayonna POV

"Riseeee and shineee pudding" Dé said snatching the covers off me

"Girll what are you doing?" I said in my sleepy voice

"Now you know what today is, get up fat mama"

Today was gonna be a pretty busy day. I find out the gender of my baby, then me and Dé gonna hit up the mall and go baby/house shopping.

I'm breaking my house lease and moving to a new place, I don't want Dé having to deal with me and the baby shenanigans and it's crying.

I haven't spoke with Shiesty in a long time, and I want to text him when I find out the gender, so I just might unblock him today.

"What you think the baby is?" Dé said picking out her clothes

"I really think it's a girl. My belly not hanging so I don't think it's a boy"

"I mean you only 5 1/2 months, it won't hang just yet"

"Yea true"

I then went back in my room and picked out my clothes. The public haven't seen my stomach yet, so I decided today was gonna be the day I come out as well.

——-Hospital——-

"I can't believe this" I said in disbelief. I wanted my damn GIRL

My doctor laughed.

"Shiesty would be happy asf right now" Dé said

He would tho. Soon as I told him I was pregnant, he was claiming a boy. I can't wait to tell him

The doctor wiped the gel off my belly, and then she printed out the baby pictures.

"Here you go Ms.Hilton. I'll see you now every 2 weeks to make sure your baby boy is doing alright"

I shook her hand then me and Dé headed out the office.

*In the Car*

"This lil boy finna be so damn spoiled" I said admiring the pictures

"On god. But on a real note I'm the god momma ain't it?"

"No, fuck you thought"

She slowed down the car unlocking my door

"I'm just playing damn girl" I said laughing

"Aw cause I thought a pregnant lady had said sum"

"Welp, here goes nothing. Bout to text him"

I went to the block list and took him off. Then I went to the messages and texted him

Me: I just wanted to let you know that I found out the gender today and we're having a boy💙Ik you always said you wanted a boy so I felt I should atleast tell you that....

I closed the messages and waited to get a response. I waited about 10 minutes then I finally got a text back

Shiesty🖤: I knew it 🤞🏽💙 wya?

Me: otw to the mall

Shiesty🖤: I'm tryna see you today so we can talk

Me: I should be back home around 7

Shiesty🖤: bet, ima slide

I hearted the message then I closed out. I'm glad I'm agreeing to have this talk with him cause whew chile, my mental health been kicking my ass

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"Ouuuuu look Dé this so cute" I said picking up a newborn outfit from gucci

"That's cute but then what if he can't fit it cause he too tiny"

"This the last one thooo....fuck it it's mines"

I placed the outfit in my arms and walked around some more. Dé bought her some stuff, then we left out

"I feel pretty today. Take my pics" I said handing Dé my phone

She did as I asked and gave the phone back

"Yessss I'm fye today, definitely getting posted"

"The hoes goin be maddd when you drop them flicks honey" Dé said laughing

"And I never cared, them bitches just goin be mad wit the stuck face behind they screen"

"Period"

We went to go sit down because my feet was starting to hurt

"Ite take mines now" Dé said handing me her phone

I took her flicks then handed it back

"Aw you one shot killing shit huh? These fyeeeee"

We both then uploaded our pics to the gram, and honestly I was nervous asf. But it's bout time I come out

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Nolimitrayski: Just me and baby shiesty (it's a boy 💙)

Ceobig30: Congrats sis!😍💙

Ceomonte: My lil cuz not a baby anymore🥺💙

Ceodez: Congratss🥳💙

Laflare1017: 💙🥳

Thereal_antwop: I KNEW ITT😂💙💙

Foogiano: Congrats Lil sis😁💙💙

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Theylovedé: My favorite season💙❄️

Ceobig30: Mines tooo☺️😍

Ceomonte: You pulled out the triple fat goose today huh

@ceomonte you playing too much😂

Nolimitrayski: My favorite girl😍🤞🏽

I'm getting hella text messages and dms saying congrats and I don't know who to respond to first, so I just let them all come in. Me and Dé finally got up to finish shopping.

——————-

"I can't believe we spent hours in there to barely come out wit shit" I said angrily

"Girl exactly. That's fucking time I can't get back. You probably was better off shopping online"

"Which is what I was tryna avoid. Weak ass mall"

I stuck my key in the house door and opened it.

My feet was swelled so bad and my legs was really hurting, I had to sit down on the couch like usual, and text these ppl back.

I went on Instagram and responded to some dms and post, then I scrolled down my timeline.

"Ohhhh" I said out loud

Shiesty took me off the block list, he liked my recent picture and reposted it on his story saying"😩😩💙💙😍😍"

I liked it then went back to my feed.

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Poohshiesty: You play wit me they kill you cause it's righteous😈 #shotsoutthevette

Ceobig30: Right hand mans😈

Foogiano: Big stepper!

Ceodez: No cap!

Laflare1017: 🤐❄️

I closed out of Instagram and went to me and Shiesty messages to text him

Me: I'm back home

Shiesty🖤: bet, I'm otw

I liked the message then I closed out. I went to my room to put my stuff up and layed on the bed and waited

——————-

"wake uppp girl wake uppp" I heard something say in my sleep

I slowly opened my eyes and I seen shiesty standing over me grinning

Really

"Dé let you in?"

"Yeah"

I sat up and scooted over so he can sit down next to me

"So what you wanted to talk about"

"Me and you mane."

"What about it?"

"I miss you" he said rubbing my stomach

"How come you didn't tell me this before tho? Like you waited till I texted you first about the baby"

"Cuhh ian even know what to say actually. I been thinking about you tho" he said rubbing his hands down his face

"Have you been ok? Living your best life still?" I asked him

"Shid everything been the same. Doing shows and traveling all I been on."

"Mhm nice to know. I been tryna be okay, but ik I'm still a lil depressed "

"What I tell you mane?"

"What did you to tell me?"

"I said don't hesitate to call me when you feeling sad. When you first started feeling like this, you should've unblocked and called me"

"Well I'm sorry but I just didn't wanna do that. Maybe it's a pride thing but I wasn't about to do that"

"Like Ik what I said or whatever cuhh but your health and the baby more important. Am I the reason for it?"

"Yeah, you are. I won't lie to you about that"

"Ok well that mean I need to fix what I did, but the question is, is you goin let me do that or you goin keep letting your "pride" get in the way?"

"Sure, I'll be fine with that"

"You sound unsure ion like that"

"What you mean Shiesty? I said I'll let you try to fix this"

"Like your responses real dry cuh you just agreeing and going wit the flow, whole time you probably don't even want me in your face fr"

"I meant what I said, I'll let you come around and we fix our relationship. I mean you said some hurtful stuff but I'm willing to move pass that and give this another try"

"Okay cool, so where do we start?"

"We can start by you coming to the rest of the doctors appointments. I'm breaking my lease to move in my own crib so me and the baby won't bother Dé, I guess you can help with that"

"How about we move in together like I first suggested"

I went quiet. I wasn't sure about that

"I don't know Shiesty"

"Cuhh this part of giving us another try. I rather be in the same crib as my baby then havin to keep coming to see him"

That's true. I want that family feeling anyway

I took a deep breath

"Fine.....I'm down"

"Ite cool" he said rubbing his hands together

It went silent. I looked away trying to get him not to see my eyes watering.

"So, can I have a hug?" He asked

It took me a minute to turn around. I couldn't hold myself together and I started bursting out crying. I put all my feelings from the last 5 months in that cry, that shit hurted

He grabbed me and held me tight to him. I hugged him back with all the strength in me. I never thought I could love and hate someone like this. It's like I was torn between being mad and sad

"Cuhh breathe" he said rubbing my back

I cried so hard I couldn't even catch my breathe. I slowly made myself calm down and breathe.

"You good?" He said looking at me

I took my last sniffles and I kissed him.

—————

"Whewww that was needed" I said flopping my head on the pillow

"Hell yeah, that mf still juicy"

"Boy you nasty" I said laughing

We got up and got ready to get in the shower

Before I got in, my phone ranged and it was Dé

I answered

"Hello?........Wait what, when?.......g nawll are you serious?.....omfg look when you done call me back and keep me updated"

I hung up the phone

"What happened?" He asked

"They broke in her shop, wrecked it, and stole everything"

"Damnnn fr?"

"Yes. She said she rolled back the cameras but she can't identify who the ppl was, she never seen them before"

"On god tell her if she get word or hear anything on who it might be lemme know, I'll slide"

"G Mfs bogus asl dirty asl aint having shit and never goin have shit. What if that shit was a inside job? she do got bitches in there who work for her and she once told me they be having they lil boyfriends coming up there to see them"

"Shid atp them hoe's gotta get popped too. And they broke ass boyfriends. Soon as she get the drop or some info tell her let me know"

"On god I am. Atp I'm down for all the fuckery cause mfs played, she don't even deserve that"

"Naw fr let me and 30 handle that shit, you pregnant ion even want you doin shit dangerous"

"Ik babe but that's my whole bestfriend. I watched her start this shit from the ground up, she put in hella work on that shop just for it to get ruined"

"I feel that. That's why I'm on all bullshit behind her cause Ik how that shit feel, to work my ass off for something and have it destroyed. The last nigga who thought it was okay to steal my whip, his ass ended up on a t shirt"

I screamed, cause he dead ass

"This shit is crazy, let's get our ass in the shower and talk about this when we get out"

We got up off the bed and headed towards the shower. My heart really hurts for my girl.

—-Later that night——

Me and Shiesty boo'd up watching True To The Game, when we hear a door close

"I think that's Dé" I said getting up, Shiesty followed

It was

"I'm so sorry bestfriend" I said holding out my arms to give her a hug. Her eyes was red and puffy, I can tell she had been crying all day

"This dirty ass city full of broke bitches and niggas, I cannot" she said crying

"So what's been happening so far, did you hear anything?"

" So I sent the video to a few Mfs and they said they don't know who that is or haven't seen them. 2 people I sent it to they said one of the niggas look like a dude name "big boogie" or sum shit"

"Hold on let me see the video" Shiesty asked

She showed him the video and his whole face expression changed

"Cuhh that is that nigga boogie"

"Wait you know him?" I asked

"Do I know him? I been tryna kill that nigga every since he got outta jail but he been ducking action"

"Wait so you 100% sure that's him?" Dé asked

"Sadé on my lil sister head Ik exactly how all my opps look from head to toe. That's him guaranteed wit that peanut ass head and fake ass chain he be wearing"

"His broke dirty ass, ewwww I'll spit on his ass" Dé said getting angry

"I'm finna call this nigga 30 let em know wassup. We actually can get that nigga tonight if he home"

"Yes, deal wit his ass" I said

Shiesty and Dé told 30 what happened and he was pissed. Soon as they told him it was boogie, he was on his way to our house wit they homies KD and Choppa wop.

I just know shit not goin end well, I just want Shiesty to be careful with whatever they plan on doing.