Rayonna POV

——-Hospital———

"So Ms. Hilton, it seem as if you passed out maybe through dehydration, are you making sure you drink enough water?"

"Yeah I think. I drink a lot of Gatorade more than water"

"Well you gotta cut down on the gatorade and drink more water. Also make sure you are not stressing yourself, the smallest thing of stress can affect the baby's health"

"I'm not"

Besides the water part, I'm going to do the best I can and not let Shiesty stress me.

I been in the hospital since yesterday night, and Shiesty was here wit me but he had to make some moves.

"Let me text him" I said to myself

Me: Shiesty!

Shiesty🖤: Yeah

Me: We need a break

Shiesty🖤: What?

Me: We need a break....I need a break from you

Shiesty🖤: fuck u mean🤨

Me: I just need some time away from you and focus on my health. It seem like everytime I look up it's some new shit wit you and some other girl

Shiesty🖤: On god I'll give you yo lil "break" but Istg if you think you goin do you that shit dead cuh

Me: I can care less about "doing me". I'm focusing on my baby, another nigga is least of my worries

Shiesty🖤: Ite cuh. You got it

Me: You not goin say you love me? You always say it

He didn't respond back but looked at my text. So you know meeeee

Me: G fuck you Istg this why I need a break from you now yo ass weird asl

Me: Matter fact this break might as well be permanent cause I promise you I'm not goin deal with it

Shiesty🖤: Ok

I got so mad and almost threw my phone. I hate when he start doing that nonchalant shit, it pisses me right off.

I decided to kickback and watch some spongebob until the doctor gave me my forms so I can leave

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*In The Car*

"Girl why tf he playing wit you like I won't smack his ass" Dé said while driving

"Idk but his ass been tweaking like he won't go on the child support list when this baby come"

De started laughing

"Bitchhhh don't even do that, you goin hurt that man feelings"

"I never cared"

As we're otw back to the crib, Shiesty song "Main Slime" came on the radio. I couldn't help but to think about him.

"Do Shiesty know his shit on the radio?"

"I'm pretty sure he does. I miss him now"

"Girll- get out my car rn" she said slowing down

"Cmon stop playingggg" I said laughing

"You know I be ready to throw a bitch out on the curb"

"I'm serious tho I really miss him. I'm finna text him"

I pulled out my phone and I went to our messages

Me: Shiesty🥺

Shiesty🖤: ?

Me: I miss you.... I'm sorry for snapping on you

Shiesty🖤: I miss u too... and it's cool

Me: It's not. That was mean what I said, I didn't really mean that

Shiesty🖤: Ik you good cuh😂

Me: Okay💙

Shiesty🖤: I love you witcho crazy ass🙄

Me: I love you more

He hearted the message then we were finally back at the crib. I hopped out the car and walked to the door sticking my key in

"Honeyyyy I'm homeeee" I screamed out loud

"What you yelling for aint nobody in here" Dè said laughing closing the door behind her

I plopped my ass on the couch and got on Instagram and scrolled through

76,546 Likes

Foogiano: It's scary, it's frightening 🥶

Ceodez: Fresh ass nigga

Ceobig30: Yano for Mayorrr

Poohshiesty:😈

Odr.roboy: Ya diggg

82,432 Likes

Ceobig30: Nigga goin die bout these VVs👹

Poohshiesty: No Cap!

Moneybaggyo: Hurd You!

Nolimitrayski: Brother from another🔥

Theylovedé: Fine asss🥺💙

52,674 Likes

Thereal_Antwop: Kill everybody, me and Pooh got the same mind we twins!🖤

Nolimitrayski; He high asl😂‼️

@Nolimitrayski fr tho😂

Foogiano: 🤞🏽

Ceomonte😈

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Ceomonte: Come back to the gram and you niggas still pussy🤦🏾

Ceodez: Nigga where you been? Lmao

Poohshiesty: Take that red off cuhh

Ceobig30: 🔥

Mulatto:😅😋

After seeing everybody post they pics, I couldn't help but go through some of mines. Honestly, I'm goin miss having a banging body. 9 months of being fat is tooooo long

90,867 Likes

Nolimitrayski: Ass been fat, it's bout to be even fatter😩 (IYKYK) #Throwback

Theylovedé: Yesss you still goin be fye😋

Poohshiesty: I'm still hitting that either way😂

@Poohshiesty no you not! You can't

Ceodez: When you goin drop a flick cuhh🙄

Random: Thats all you got to offer is ass🤣

@Random Nah, but I got a glock 19 to offer. Hot shit come outta it 😉

I then closed outta Instagram and went to the kitchen area

"Woahhh" I said out loud

I couldn't believe what I was seeing. We didn't have no fucking food. Type shit is this

"Aye bucko, go to the store"

"For what?" Dé answered from her room

"We ain't got no food. You slacking"

"Girl it's your time to grocery shop"

"I can't, my legs hurt from being pregnant"

"Mmcht goof ass, danggg aint nobody tell you buss it open for that nigga"

"Welpp shit happens"

She then came out her room and stood in the living room area

"What all we need?"

"Shid everything" I said not paying attention to her

"That's a damn shame" she said walking out the door

"Love youuuu"

I then went in me and Shiesty messages and I texted him

Me: Lontrelll?

I waited a good 5 minutes and he didn't text back

Me: Hello, do you not see me texting you?

Still no text back

Me: Text me back wtf is you doing🤨

Me: Yo ugly ass better not be cheating on me g

I gave it a rest and closed my phone. Then I couldn't help but to look and see if he read my messages, and the bitch did

Me: So you not goin say shit? I'm tryna check on you and make sure you straight tf. Don't worry bout it tho cause once I put 2 and 2 together, I got something 4 that ass , since you wanna be out doing you

I closed out the messages and then locked my phone. Then soon, he texted back

Shiesty🖤: Cuhh shutcho goofy emotional ass up aint nobody even cheating on you. I'm on the block handling business you in the way

Me: Ok you could've just said that and it would've been over. You just looked at my shit like a clown

Shiesty🖤: Ok

Me: That's all you gotta say? Bye g

Shiesty🖤: Fuck you want me to say cuh

Me: It's cool

I blocked his number because once again, he pissed me off. I thought that would be the end of it, when I check my phone and get a dm. It's his crusty ass

Poohshiesty: ON MY LIL SISTER YOU GOT ME FUCKED UP RAYONNA. YO ASS PLAYED THIS TIME. SINCE YOU WANNA BLOCK ME U CAN GOIN HEAD AND BLOCK ME OUT YO LIFE IM NOT FINNA DEAL WIT YO SHIT CUHH. EVERY SINCE YOU BEEN PREGNANT I BEEN TAKING HELLA SHIT FROM YOU IM DONE WIT THIS SHIT

No tf this nigga not breaking up wit me. This cinnamon stick built ass lil boy just dumped me. I'm not goin for that cause one thing about me, I do the dumping

Me: BOY FUCK YOU IDC.

Ian even have shit to say fr. I knew he was dead ass cause the man called me by my real name then typed in caps.

My eyes started to water the more I realized he was serious. He really just hurt my feelings.

Me: WAIIT IM SORRY, I DIDNT MEAN TO PISS YOU OFF BAE😩I DONT WANT YOU OUT MY LIFE I WAS JUST MAD

He didn't even bother reading my dm. I closed out of Instagram and buried my face in my hands. Then I checked the dm again to see if he saw it, I tried to type again and I couldn't because he blocked me.

FUCKKKKKK WHAT IS WRONG WIT ME

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Y'all Istg as I'm writing this chapter, all I can picture Rayonna face lookin like when she apologize is this😭⬇️

"I'm sorry stink pls forgive me"☠️☠️☠️