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I sighed as I sat in my car in front of the house. I wasn't ready to go in after all the stuff I done caused.

But it had to get done either way it go so I got out and went inside since I had a key.

" mama!" I yelled walking fully in seeing Jayda on the couch with Kai.

I really miss my nephew. Even tho I was gone for only 3 days.

" she not here." Jayda said looking at me then back at her phone. " well, can we talk?" I asked.

" nahh, ain on that type time right ni." She said and I nodded. That's understandable.

"Ok, can you at least call me when your ready to talk?" I asked. " yeah." She said and I smiled.

I went into the kitchen and sat on the chairs.

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Mama where you at?

Otw home. Why?

I'm at home.

I'm ready to talk if you are.

Yeah, I'm ready.

I'm down the street.

I felt so bad and I just wanted to hug Kai and Jayda. I miss them a lot.

" Journey!" I heard a door shut and my mama yell. " yes!?" I yelled back.

" come up to my room!" She yelled and I got up and walked up there.

I knocked on the door even tho she said to come up here. I'm just used to knocking before coming in.

" cmon." She said and I came in watching her take her shoes and stuff off.

" mama I'm sorry." I said hugging her tight and crying.

I didn't know how else to do it so I just came out like this. I couldn't hold it in anymore Yk.

" I'm so sorry mama." I said then I told her everything I told Bri.

" I'm here for you. I just really didn't want you to leave me. Your young and what if I loss you? I wouldn't know how to deal with that jour. y'all are my babies and I never saw you act like this." She said letting out her tears.

" I'm sorry mama and it won't ever happen again I promise. I'll never leave your side mama. I got y'all just how y'all got me. I just was going through something and I'm so sorry." I said hugging her tight.

" it's okay baby. Just make things right with your sister." She said. " she don't wanna talk to me right now." I told her.

" she's going through something too you know? Her and Kyrie going through something." She told me and I felt bad.

I been acting so selfish and couldn't even see that my sister is hurt too.

" dang. Ima ask to watch Kai for her so she can get me time. Me time really helps." I said chuckling.

" deadass tho. I had to take so many me times when I had y'all. I had to make your daddy watch y'all for a while. Or my mama would watch y'all."

" I'm dead. I know daddy had a hard time watching us." I said laughing.

" girl, he even dropped Jayda one time but she was ok." She said and I shook my head.

" he dropped my sister?" I asked shocked. " yes and I didn't talk to him for like 5 days after that. I couldn't believe he dropped my baby." She said mugging.

" I'm talm bout was ignoring everything he said I was pissed." She said and I laughed.

" that's crazy. But ima go ask Jayda to watch Kai." I said and she nodded.

I walked downstairs to see Jayda and Kai in the same spots.

" hey." I spoke as she watched tv then slowly looked at me then back at the tv.

" I know you don't wanna talk to me but mama told me you and Kyrie going through something and I was thinking I could watch Kai and you have some me time because me time works foreal." I explained talking a little fast.

" it's fuck me and my baby remember? Keep it that way. I don't need no me time or for you to watch my baby tf." She said mugging me.

" Jayda I promise I'm sorry for everything I did or said, I really didn't mean it." I said looking at her.

" ima ho and thot remember Journey? I don't care what you sorry about I'm not changing my mind so get the fuck out my face." She said.

" please. After getting raped it changed me Jayda. I felt like I didn't have anyone and I don't want you to feel that way because it's no joke. I don't want you to feel lonely." I cried.

" and I know what I said I didn't mean it. Just forgive me." I said basically begging her. Something I don't do but I want my sister back.

This ain't no regular sister bond this my twin, my world, my best friend.

" I said no Journey damn, what you don't understand the n or the o?" She asked.

" okay." I said going to my car getting my things out then taking it up to my room.

I'm really sad now because she don't wanna forgive me but whatever.

I got two things to do and that's apologize to my father and get my modeling career on track.

I can't keep begging her to do something she don't wanna do. It's gone get better sooner or later.

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" you should take pictures today." Bri told me as we all was at Carson house.

" I did when I was at this little thing for my cousin." I said. " I wanna see em." She said.

" okay hollon." I said going over to kj to get my phone.

" lemme see this right fast." I said grabbing it softly out of his hands.

" fa what?" He asked mugging me and I mugged him right tf back. " it's my phone." I said going back to Bri.

" he got me fucked up." I said seeing her and Jamal laughing.

" anyways look." I said showing her the pictures. " ouu them cute boo." She smiled.

" you gone post em?" She said leaning her head on Carson shoulder.

"I'm finna do that now." I said going to Instagram.

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" aww look at yo boyfriend kj." Bri said talking about him under my picture.

" girllll." I dragged laughing. " a Nigga hungry." Jamal said frowning.

" and you know Carson ain't got shit to eat." Kj said shaking his head.

" I'm talm bout nigga ain't een got bread for a sandwich." Jamal said and I started laughing.

" y'all can get off my man dick please and thank you." Bri said mugging them.

" nocap." Carson said mugging them with his girl. " y'all wanna know some shit?" Jamal asked us.

"No." We all said at the same time because we know when Jamal say some it's gon be dumb.

" nahh, this some shit y'all need to hear. I was thinking like I really do miss them babies I was in the hospital with." He said and we all busted out laughing.

" nigga what?" Carson asked him looking at him dumb.

" I miss the babies I was ina hospital with nigga. Like them mf's never changed up on me." He said thinking about it.

" this man here." I shook my head and laughed. " y'all say Ice wall oh cum fast." He said.

" ice wall oh cum." We said and I didn't understand the joke but kj and Carson did.

" ain gay Nigga." Carson said mugging Jamal as Jamal laughed hard eshit.

" that shit ain't funny." Kj said giving him a middle finger then moving over to sit next to me.

" I don't get the joke." I frowned. " fix yo face." He said looking at me.

" you said I swallow cum dummy." Jamal said and Bri said oh loud ass hell.

" get out my damn ear with that shit." He told her serious and I started laughing.

" hello?" Jamal said answering his phone. " what ma?" He frowned.

" bro, you always want some. A Nigga tired and hungry right ni, how bout you fix me some to eat since you always want some." He said and I laughed.

" no? What you mean no?" He asked walking outside.

" this Nigga & his mama got some real beef." Carson said shaking his head.

" nocap." Kj said as I rubbed his hair. " why you love touching me?" He asked.

" because it's always touch kaylen hair day tf." I said and he busted out laughing.

" bro, what wrong with you?" He asked and I shrugged my shoulders.

"Bae, tomorrow isn't promise I need some head tonight." Bri told Carson and we all started laughing.

" I know that's right." I said reaching over to dap her up. " no, that ain't right." Kj said mugging me.

" if you wanna eat eat just say that." I said mugging him and he started laughing.

" I wanna eat eat." He said and I smirked at him. "Of course not." I said smiling and he laughed.

" I was playing anyways, that's what my side bitch for." He smiled back at me.

I straight faced him waiting for him to say he just playing.

" ok." I said mugging him because he got me so messed up.

" nahh I'm playing." He said smiling while I continued to mug.

" chill." He said hugging me and I gave in and hugged him back.

" okay purr." Bri said and I looked back seeing her recording us.

" uht uht please don't post that. My side Nigga will beat my ass." I said and she busted out laughing.

" di girl said her side Nigga." Carson said laughing. " ion okay with kids." Kj said pushing me off the couch.

" now why would you do such a thing?" Jamal said as he walked back inside the house.

" Nawl don't tell him nun." I said getting up then started fighting him.

" chill." Kj said holding my hands down. " you pushed me first." I said.

" dawg, y'all toxic already. Put ha on a leash asum." Jamal said and I mugged him as Bri and Carson laughed.

" get off me sir." I said nicely and he let me up but I hit him in lip one time.

" ight, I got some fa that ass." He said and I smirked then he started laughing.

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