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"Miss ray come to the front of the class and read what your looking at on your phone." My math teacher mrs.gray told me.

"Who? It must be another ray in here?" I said looking around.

"No I'm talking to you." She said rolling her eyes. "Well miss bitch my name is not YOU." I said.

"I don't care what your name is you heard what I said." She told me and I continued to look on my phone.

Everybody else in here on their phone but she choose to fuck with me.

"Go to the office." She told me and I gladly got my stuff and went to the office.

"What do you need love?" The desk lady asked me. "Gray told me to come in here."

"Okay, have a sit." She said and I sat down calling my mama.

"Wassup?" My mama asked looking like she was in the bed.

"Sooo, I'm in gray class right? Right so I'm on my phone like everybody else was because she wasn't teaching and like always people get on they phone when we not doing anything. So she gone tell me "miss ray get up and read what I'm looking at on my phone" or some like that."

"So I'm like who because like lady why are you picking on me? But I said no blah blah blah and she sent me to the office." I explained.

"Okay mamas, just stay there and ima come get you." She said and I nodded hanging up.

"Jayda?" The desk lady called out. "Yes?" I asked standing up.

"The principal wanna speak with you." She said and I nodded making my way to her office.

I knocked and she said come in and I walked in and sat in the chair.

"What happened now?" She asked me. I explained what happen.

"She do be doing that and I heard she been messing with a lot of my students .. ima have to talk to her." She said and I nodded.

"Right." I said and she let me out of the office. As I walked out I seen my mama.

"Hey, get your teachers in check maam." My mama told the principal.

"Yess maam." The principal said walking off somewhere.

"Thank you ma because I really can't stand that lady." I said as we got inside the car.

"You welcome, you hungry." She asked me. "Yess maam." I said.

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I started crying as I looked down at three pregnancy test. First of all I'm only 16 years old.

What I'm doing with a baby? Ughhh ima dumbass.

"Hey jayda you kno-" Journey said coming into my room seeing the test.

"I know you fucking lying!" Journey said so surprised.

"Jour please don't tell mommy or daddy. I feel so dumb like .. should I get an abortion?" I asked her as she locked the door and sat next to Me.

"I'm not a rat jayda but no, why would you get an abortion?" She asked me looking at me dumb.

"Ion think I can take care of it." I said lowly. "Jayda don't be dumb." She told me.

"But if you tell mama im sure she'll understand. It's just ion think dad would like that. But if you do get an abortion that's you and kash choice. I'm not sayin don't get one because I don't want to because don't get me wrong it's YOUR body. People make mistakes jayda and if someone got a problem with it then cut them off. It's your life and can't nobody make you do a damn thing." Journey told me.

"Okay, thank you so much jour." I said hugging her and she hugged me back.

She left out of my room and I called kash. "Wassup baby?" He answered.

Me and kash been together since I was 13 years old. We started off as bestfriends.

My mama and everybody else love him. Of course we had ups and downs but what couple don't?

He cheated before and I cheated before .. yeah that's kinda sad but it's life.

"I gotta tell you something so can you come over?" I asked him.

"Yeah." He said and I hung up.

Anyways I was suppose to get on birth control next week but I see that's not happening anymore.

My mama & daddy do know that I lost my virginity.

My dad was disappointed when we first told him but he is over it now since he know kash.

I put the pregnancy test in my dresser and made my way to my ma & da room.

I knocked like always and ma said come in. "Hey, I just wanted to let y'all know that i invited kash over." I said.

"Okay, when he get here tell him it's food in the fridge." She said and I nodded.

See they fuck with him like he my brother. "Big brrlddd." I yelled going back into my room.

I need a bestfriend or something. I'm really the only one without friends.

I just don't fuckkkk with people like that .. I remember the time my mama thought I was gay😂.

She thought that because I didn't hang with bitches but that wasn't the case.

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"Heyyy baeee!" I yelled jumping on him. "Wassup." He said with his deep ass voice.

"Whatchu did today?" I asked him kissing him all over his face.

"Shit I went to see my mama dassit." He said taking his shoes off.

His mama had an car accident and went into a coma like 2 weeks ago.

He really did have/having a hard life and I been here for every step of the way.

"Aww is she doing good?" I asked as we both laid in the bed.

"I guess you can say that .. but I'm expecting it to be quick. I miss talking to her everyday." He said frowning.

"It's okay baby." I told him. "Mhm." He mumbled looking at his phone.

"Whatchu had to tell me?" He asked me and I got nervous.

I took a deep breath and got up & went to my dresser. Then I placed them in his hands.

"Bae you cap." He said laughing like I was lying. "Nahh." I told him.

"Bae stop playing cuh." He said still laughing. "Baby on god Ain lying." I said.

"Damn." He said smiling. "You told yo mama?" He asked me.

"No." I said looking away. "It's straight bae I gotchu just like uu got me. We in this together so don't think it's just you." He said and I kissed him.

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