Jayda's POV 💜•

Milan was meeting up with Amaya's dad today, so she kicked all of us out. "I'll see you later." I told Dave. I held Xela's hand and walked to my house. Dave followed behind me. "Where you going?" I looked at him crazy. "To your house duhh. We are supposed to have movie night." We made it to my house. "Umm.. I thought we was meeting you there. I have to make sure Jayden has all of his stuff for the week and our dad is coming and thats too much drama." I thought about him meeting our dad. He just smiled. "It'll make more sense if we all drove together Jayda." I rolled my eyes. "Whatever, just dont talk about the mess of toys."

I opened the door and saw Jayden dancing like he was in a music video with no shirt on. The music was loud as hell. "Oh my fucking gosh." I unplugged my speaker. He turned around scared as hell. "Yea you aint hear us come in because the music is too damn loud dumbass." I smacked his head. "And why did you go in my room and take my speaker." I picked it up and went in my room. "Hey Dave." I heard him say when I came back in the living room.

"Jayden go pack, you're going to Dad's for a week." I heard him groan. "Whyy? I dont like him and I dont like being there." He pouted. "Well, thats the rules so that you can live with me permanently. You need to visit him. You know if I could change that I would. And this is the last time because you're turning 18." I sat next to him. "Yeah I know." Xela dragged Dave to her room, most likely to play tea party. "Go pack, we'll be in Miami this weekend." I tried to make him feel better.

He got up and went to pack. I went in Xela's room and saw Xela sitting in Dave's lap and he was reading her a book. She was falling asleep. "Hey." I went in the room. "Hey, you can just lay her on the bed." He laid her down. "I see that she really likes you." I turned her white noise machine on and her humidifier. We walked out and I closed her door. Dave got a text and he started acting weird. "Damn, Jayda I needa go, but I'll be back at around 5 or 6 to pick yall up." I nodded. "Ok, I'll walk you out." We went to the door. "Bye, mamas." He kissed me. "Bye babe." He walked away.

I closed and locked the door and went in Jayden's room. "Jayda do I really have to go?" I sighed and sat next to him on his bed. "You usually like going over there, what's different this time?" He ran his hand over his face. "Last time I went over there he smoked weed and drank Hennessy all day so I stayed in my room. I was bored as hell and you were most likely asleep, so I just went to sleep." He stopped and balled up his fists. I rubbed his back. "Did he hit you or something?" He was scaring me.

"Yea, but he only hit me in places were it wouldnt be noticeable. I was embarrassed that that old ass nigga beat my ass, so I didnt tell you. I lied and said I was sore from practice." I pulled him into a hug. "You can stay here. I am going to call his parole officer and snitch. Aint nobody allowed to fuck with my brother but me." I made him laugh. "Girl, sit yo little ass down." He pushed me. "Whatever, be rude. Well me and Xela were supposed to watch movies at Dave's house tonight. You wanna come?"

He shook his head. "I needa finish these essays before tomorrow." I nodded. "Alright well ima be in either my room or Xela's. I love you bubs." I kissed his forehead. "I love you too Jay." I walked out his room.

I went in Xela's room and packed her a bag. I stayed quiet because she was still napping. She'll probably be up in like 30-45 minutes. I took her bag into my room and I packed my own bag. I grabbed my PINK duffle bag from the top of my closet and grabbed an outfit for work tomorrow. I picked out a white pencil skirt because it makes my ass look big. I paired that with a black turtleneck.

I grabbed a black bra and matching panties and put it in my bed. I picked out my new Victoria's Secret matching pajama set. It was nothing too revealing, just shorts and a tank top.

I folded everything neatly so it would wrinkle and put it in my bag. I grabbed a pair of nude heels and put them on top of my bag. I put my hygiene things and my makeup in my bag.

Xela woke up from her nap and came in my room. I was laying in my bed and she came in and laid down with me. "Hi baby. How was your nap?" She cuddled into my chest. She just hummed, probably still half sleep. I turned on my tv and went to Disney+. I turned on Mulan, its her favorite movie as of now. It'll probably change in about 2 days. I laid there while she watched the movie.

5:00 rolled around and I texted Dave.

me: hey what time are you coming to pick us up? delivered

I waited about 30 minutes and no response. "Mommy awe go with Davey?" Xela asked me. "Yes baby. He's gonna pick us up." She smiled and went back to watching the movie.

Soon enough 7:00 came and Xela was complaining about being hungry. "Mommy can we eat now?" She rolled around on my bed faking a tantrum. "Yea, go get your crocs and we can go." She ran to her room.

I slid my crocs on and went to Jayden's room. "You wanna go with us to Chipotle?" He shook his head. "Nah, can you bring me a bowl back though?" "Just text me your order." I walked to Xela's room. She stood there with her shoes kn the wrong feet and her jacket on inside out. I couldn't help but laugh at her. "Let mommy help you baby." I fixed her jacket, then her shoes. "There you go baby." She posed. "Thank you mommy." "Lets go eat girl." I grabbed my wallet and keys out my room and we went to the car.

I put her in her carseat and made sure she was secure then I got in the front and buckled myself in. I drove off to Chipotle.

While I was driving my mind was racing. Is he ok? Maybe he just didn't see my text. Is he ignoring me on purpose? Did I do something wrong?

I quickly snapped out of it because we made it to Chipotle. There was a small line because it was Monday night. Xela stood next to me playing with the strings on my jacket. It was finally our time to order and the guy that was making our food looked fine as hell. "Hello beautiful, how can I help you guys today?" He smiled at me and his teeth was yellow as hell. Yeah never mind. I told him my order and he did it and I paid. "Have a good night." "You too." He handed me my receipt and I looked at it while we walked away. He put his damn number on it. I threw it away before we left the place and looked back at him. Chile please.

We got in the car and I put the food in the passenger seat. "Mommy can you play music pease?" I played the Princess and the Frog playlist and she sung to it. I swear this little girl can sing a whole song but not speak in a full sentence.

We made it home fairly quickly because there was nobody on the road. We made it in the house and Xela immediately went to the table. I gave her her food and she started eating. "Jayden come get your food." He came in the kitchen grabbed his food and went back to his room. "Thank you Jay." He said before he left. "You welcome bubs." I took my bowl out the bag and sat next to Xela.

"Xela you know you have to go to school tomorrow right?" She nodded. "I know mommy." I laughed at her expression. This little girl is a character. We enjoyed our food and cleaned up behind ourselves. I wiped down the whole table, while she wiped her area with a baby wipe. "Mommy I go potty." She tapped me. I put her down and she waddled to the bathroom. I threw away the wipes and went in there with her. "Did you make it?" She nodded. "But I go poo." She pushed poop out. Good thing she went on the actual toilet and not the training one that I have to clean out every time. Her training seat was still on the big toilet from earlier so she chose the big toilet.

It was already 8:00, time for Xela's bath and sleep time. I got her pajamas ready while she still pooped. "Mommy wipe please!" She yelled to me. "Im coming Xela." I took her off the toilet and wiped her ass. she flushed the toilet and was about to pull up her pants. "Leave it off you finna get in the bath anyway." She took off her pants and stood there waiting for me.

I ran her bath water and put some toys in there. She took a long nap today, so for her to sleep I used Melatonin bubble bath to knock her out. I put her in the tub and let her play for a little. Her hair supplies were sitting on the counter, so I took this time to clean it off and organize it a little bit. "Mommy you wash?" She picked up her washcloth. I grabbed it out her hand.

I squirted Johnson's nighttime bath soap on it and rubbed it in. I thoroughly cleaned her body, then rinsed her off. She didnt need her hair washed yet, so I left it. "Ok, Xela's all clean. Xela's all clean." I sung like I do after all her baths and she danced along. I took her out, wrapped her in her towel and drained the tub. I picked her up and went into her room. I sat on her bed and she stood in front of me.

I dried her off and lotioned her body. I used Aveeno baby moisturizer, it works wonders on her dry areas. I put her nighttime diaper on and she wanted to wear a onesie tonight so I put it on her. "All done!" She jumped up. "Ok, you can play for a little bit, but when mommy comes back its time for bed ok?"

I took her dirty clothes hamper and put it in the washer machine. I went back in the bathroom and picked up those dirty clothes. I put them in the washer with the other clothes and went to sit on the couch for a little bit.

I went on social media while I let Xela play. I was scrolling through Instagram for about 20 minutes when I saw TheShadeRoom posted. It was a video of Dave at a club with Bernice Burgos all up on him. Then it was a picture of them together kissing. I felt my face get hot and a single tear dropped down my face. I quickly wiped it and went to put Xela to bed.

I made sure my face was dry before going in her room. "Time for bed mama." I saw her watching Peppa Pig already laying in her bed. "Xela why didn't you clean up your toys?" I put all her toys in her chest. I turned on her humidifier and sound machine, then turned off her light and tv. I closed the door, but left it cracked a little. "Goodnight baby. I love you." I kissed her forehead. "Goodnight mommy. I wuv you too" I smiled and went into my room.

I took off my clothes and put on a oversized t shirt that went almost to my knees. I put my bonnet on, turned off my light and turned on the tv. I put my phone on the charger, then tried to fall asleep.

I couldn't stop thinking about Dave. We just started trying to build a relationship and here he is the same day kissing on some girl in public. Welp cant make a husband outta hoe.

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