I don't want to break Sasuke or Itachi.

I can't choose even if i know who i love more. I'll just choose myself, if i don't choose either of them then they'll hate me instead of each other.

It's about 10 in the morning and i still need to get breakfast but i don't wanna leave my safe room, that also reminds me that i need to move.

I decide i'll have to face them eventually so i leave my room and go find the newspaper, and i start looking for apartments that are cheap and near school.

I soon learned that Itachi is on a errand and Sasuke is at school. I just realized that i haven't been to school for around 4 or 5 days.

I make myself breakfast and continue to search for apartments.

"What if i moved city, that would be easier right?" i whisper to myself.

I finish my breakfast and take the newspaper to my room to read through it more.

Then next thing i know, the newspaper isn't in my hands but above them.

"Naru why are looking in the housing section?" Shit, Itachi. He's home.

"That's none of your business" I continue walking towards my room but get stopped by Itachi holding my wrist.

"What's wrong Naru?" I don't want to ruin this, but I must.

"It's Naruto not Naru, and again it's none of your business" I see him visibly flinch, i hate this! I pull my hand out of his grip and quickly walk to my room and making sure to avoid him grabbing me again.

I make it to my room and shut the door and lock it. He still has the paper, damn.

A few minutes later of just thinking i get a text from Sasuke, oh what does he want?!?!

It read 'Can we talk please Naru?' i replied with 'It's Naruto and no' a few moments later he responds with a 'Why?' i just delete the text and ignore him.

I fall asleep finally, it took long enough, i feel horrible...how can i stop feeling like this without hurting someone..?