I gaped you at him in disbelief, had I really said that out loud.

I did my best to seem believable but I could tell by the way he was clenching his jaw that I had failed.

I panicked, I didn't want him angry with me. It hurt my heart.

Alpha K leaned in closer to my ear as he whispered his words in the threatening tone. His grip on me tightening in a warning.

I had waited for his response but it never came, I guess he wanted me to continue.

The Gods could communicate with us, their underlings. It wasn't an uncommon thing, it could happen to anyone. In other words I wasn't special. Though I never truly believed it, it was mostly elders and old vampires who rambled on about prophecy's and bad omen and frankly most shifters choose to ignore them.

I half expected him to look at me like I was crazy but instead he pulled me up in a sitting position.

he seemed deep in thought as he stared at me. Almost as if he was having an internal battle. His hands raised up to both sides of my face before pulling me towards his.

I could feel his beast surfacing, compelling him to dominate me whilst showing me who I belong to. His aura was almost suffocating. I wanted to curl up in a ball and hide from him.

I placed my hands on top of his as I stared at him steadily. Reassuranceit's what he needed.

I didn't think he'd believe me, I held his gaze as we both just stared at each other quietly. My eyes drifted to his lips in a silent plea. I needed reassurance, he had a reputation that even I knew of, but had yet to make any real advances on me.

I leaned in closer only to get a low growl in response, my eyes drifted back up to his then back to his lips. Without thinking twice I leaned forward before smashing our lips together.

Pure bliss shot through my body as the intoxicating need to be closer took over. I retracted quickly when I my senses came back to me all at once.

I had swung my legs towards to the side of the bed in attempt to get off. Air rushes past me when my body slammed against the bed.

Alpha hovered over me menacingly growling at me, he looked truly crazed. Jaw clenched, veins protruding, both arms flexed and fist pushing into the bed on either side of my head.

His face grew closer to mine as my breathe hitched. I was intimidated, I couldn't hold his gaze any longer.

He yelled as shook me then used his fingers to push my chin up. I felt him tense when he seen my tearful eyes. I whimpered, I really wasn't thinking.

Something changed in his eyes before I felt the world freeze over as Alpha K engulfed my lips with his own, immediately I responded kissing him back. It was heated, rough and dominant. His hand pressed on my jaw opening my mouth. His tongue explored my mouth as if it was his own. I moaned in absolute satisfaction, the taste of him was magical. I could only assume that this is what drug addicts felt when they got their fix; on top of the world.

His hands roughly groped and squeezed on ever inch of me, I laid their like a obedient bitch in heat, basking in all the attention he was giving me.

My hands flattened against his chest exploring ever hard edge of his muscles. This only added fuel to fire burning between my legs, it was unbearable.

His lips moved towards my cheek and down my neck leaving wet kisses, my breath's were short as I panted from the lack of air.

His hand slid under my shirt, leaving behind a trail of fire from his finger tips. I felt like I was on cloud nine, all I would ever need was his touch. He was everything, I needed nothing more. In that moment I was so sure of it. I felt him bite and suck on my neck purposely teasing me, my hips bucked as I tried to create some friction, grinding my center against his own. My arms moved from his chest to around his shoulders in attempt to pull him closer.

He growled out at my eagerness as he pushed my hips deeper into the bed and farther from his pelvis. I yelped out as he teeth dragged across my neck. His grip on me become slightly painful as his claws lengthened.

He growled out as he pulled away. His body hovered over mine as he shut his eyes. I could see his veins bulging and muscles spazzing as he visibly shook. My hand came up pressed lightly against the wound. His teeth had scratched me, my eyes darted to his sharp teeth covered with my blood.

Alpha K let out a growl so loud that I was sure that it had drowned out the thunder. I was unsure what to do. I had no clue what he was going through, all I knew he was struggling.

I tried to calm him down as placed my hands on his arms.

He brought his face dangerously close to mine as his eyes bore into me. Our breathes were fanning each others face.

I stayed silent as he ran his thumb over my lips. I couldn't comprehend his words, I didn't understand it.

My hands grew sweaty, I was nervous and embarrassed now.

I was confused and still utterly horrified.

I let myself be pulled up into a sitting position, his hands held my face and tilted it upwards towards his. His face drew closer mine as he stared at my swollen lips.

I clasped my hands together, I was mortified.

His lips brushed over mine teasingly before he kissed me firmly, the urge to wrap myself around him was killing me. My eyes nearly rolled back as he bit my lip gently as he pulled away. I wanted to undress myself and beg him to do his worst to me.

His tongue ran over the gash on my neck which sent a cluster of blissful butterflies throughout my stomach. I felt the odd sensation of the wound healing.

He commanded as he got up and walked out of the bedroom. I sat there gaping and dumbfounded as I listened to his footsteps until I heard the front door slam behind him. I hadn't expected him to leave so suddenly.

I had plenty of unanswered questions, my fingers ran over the smooth skin that was jagged a few moments ago. His teeth had cut me, was he going to mark me?

I should fear him, but I don't. I feared the side of him that he couldn't control, the side of him that wanted to ruin me. It must be confusing for him. Half of his being would be pulled by the mate bond while the other rejects the thought of it.

I had laid their sniffing his sheets for comfort for hours until I finally drifted off into a restless slumber.

I moaned in delight as the smell of bacon flooded my nose. Happily I scrambled out of his bed before making my way to my room, I had showered and put on a simple fur cardigan and jeans with I nice pair a fuzzy socks. I undid the braids I has put in and let my hair cascade in soft curly waves.

I nearly jumped when I seen a female hovering over the stove.

I exclaimed before running and hugging her with all my might. I haven't been able to talk to her in so long.

Her arm patted me on my back as she gave me a little squeeze.

I giggled in excitement before making my way to the cupboard and taking out two cups for us. I poured us some orange juice before sitting down with her at the table.

I couldn't help the smile that was plastered on my face, Alpha K had made it seem like I wouldn't be seeing anyone for a while.

I took a bite of the bacon and moaned out in joy, I sliced into the pancake with ease before stuffing it in my mouth as well.

My eyes darted up to Valnush looked quite alarmed at my eagerness. I couldn't remember that last time someone else had cooked for me.

Valnush stated as she chewed neatly and quietly.

I must of shown how confused I was on my face because she rolled her eyes.

Dread filled my chest at the memory, I guess subconsciously I didn't want to remember that experience. I gave her a weak smile before nodding slightly. I didn't know what to say, nor did I want to talk about it.

His father would've murdered me on the spot if he had known the truth.

Valnush tone has raised a few octaves as she looked at me in disbelief.

I had thought back to when Alpha K had told me the story of his father's mate's death and his father's revenge on a Southern Alpha who had murdered her. Who very well could've been my biological father. I would need to talk to someone about this, someone who knew more about the wolf, Alpha K's father had tortured.

When we had initially met, he had seemed like a man of very few words. Just small short sentences.

My cheeks instantly warmed up at her crude question.

She yelled in hysteria, Xeon? That must be Beta X's real name.

I murmured as shoved a whole pancake into my mouth.

She carried on as she point her fork at me.

She was shocking me, had he really never shown anyone affection?

I jumped in the seat as the front door was kicked open. Alpha K had a large Tv tucked underneath his arm. My mouth gaped in surprise.

His eyebrows furrowed as he glanced at Valnush. He seemed displeased by her presence. Valnush hastily got up before making her way to the door, she smirked at me knowingly before closing the door behind her.

I exclaimed as walked towards the living room. I could tell it was one of those expensive smart Tv's.

His eyes shun slightly as glared at the box, slowly they drifted towards me.