I woke up a little disoriented. Then I remembered that I was back in Lucas' house.

I look up and found Lucas still sleeping.

I quietly disentangled myself from Lucas, and moved to get out of bed, when Lucas sneaked his arms around me and pulled me back.

I squealed in surprise.

"Where do you think you're going?" He asked.

"Bathroom?" I said but it sounded more like a question.

"Hmm," he said as he nuzzled my neck.

I squeaked. "Lucas!"

He laughed. "Be quick and come back," he said.

"I want to check on the twins," she said.

"They're still sleeping. See," he said and pointed towards the monitor on his bedside table.

"Oh... Then I want to... Wait... don't you have to go to work?" I asked.

He chuckled. "Are you trying to get rid of me?"

"What? No. Of course not. I just..." I trailed off.

"You're a terrible liar, Olivia," he said with teasing tone. "Are you afraid of me?"

I frowned. "Don't be ridiculous. Why would I be afraid of you?"

He shrugged. "You tell me."

"I'm not afraid of you," I said with a tilt of chin.

"Yeah? So if I do this -" he said as he hovered over me, "- you won't get scared?"

"Wha... What are you doing?" I stammered out.

"You didn't answer my question, Livie."

"O... Of course not!"

"And if I do this?" He asked as he moved his face closer to me, until he was only an inch away from me.

I shook my head.

"Well then, I guess I just have to do this," he said and before I could ask what he meant, he closed the gap between us and captured my lips in a searing kiss.

He pulled back.

"Don't think about the past. It's just us, Livie. Just the two of us," he said.

That's when I realized how stupid and wrong it was to agree not to bring up the past. Not talking about it doesn't make it go away. In fact, it's worse. It's like a dark cloud looming over us.

Who are we kidding?

There was no forgetting the past.

What we are doing is simply denying the past.

I started to move away from him, but he stopped me with one word.

"Stay."

I looked back at him and looked into his eyes and found the same vulnerability, I was feeling.

"Stay with me," he whispered huskily, as he touched my cheek.

His words melted me. I was appalled at how weak I become when it comes to Lucas.

"Eísai tóso ómorfos. You are so beautiful," he said.

I gasped and soaked in his words. "Who taught you how to say that?" I asked.

"I don't reveal my sources, sweetheart," he said.

I ignored the voice inside of me telling me to push him away, and raised my lips to his mouth and kissed him.

I swallowed his gasp of surprise.

I kissed him lightly, dropping kisses on his firm mouth.

Then he parted his lips for me to deepen the kiss.

I slid my tongue lightly over his bottom lip before slipping it inside his mouth, deepening our kiss.

He groaned and wrapped his hand around my neck, pulling me closer, completely taking over our kiss.

He sucked my tongue into his mouth, then nipped at my bottom lip.

He covered my body with his and placed his knee between my legs as he devoured me.

I felt his hard erection against me, and groaned.

He gripped the bottom of my shirt and pulled it up. He moved down and dropped kisses on my stomach, and blew his warm breath against my skin, and my belly button, causing me to shiver in response.

My nipple hardened.

Then he pulled the shirt over my head and tossed it carelessly on the floor.

I was completely exposed.

His eyes roamed over me... His gaze landing on my naked breasts.

He cupped one mound and dipped his head, and captured my hardened nipple into his mouth.

A shot of need cursed through me.

I writhed underneath him.

He sucked harder in response, causing me to gasp loudly, and shot up on the bed.

Lucas held onto me, and pushed me back gently on the bed.

I wrapped my hands around his head... Threaded my fingers through his hair, and pulled him closer to me, as I arch my back, wanting more.

He gave it to me, and sucked even harder.

He sucked my nipple so hard, it was almost painful.

Hi bit my nipple and pulled. Then he released it with a loud popping sound.

I made a sound of protest at the loss of his mouth on me. But the protest died on my mouth as his mouth latched onto my other hardened nipple.

He gave it the same attention, while his other hand kneaded my other breast.

He sucked, nipped, and bit my nipple hard, causing me to cry out.

Then he want back to sucking.

"Harder. Oh god, Lucas..." I moaned.

He gave me what I wanted and sucked harder and harder.

"Enough!" I hissed.

He lifted his gaze to me.

I shivered at the look in his eyes.

"I need you, Livie. I want to make love to you... I need to make love to you. Please say yes. Please tell me you want this as much as I do," he pleaded. "But if you're not ready, I'll wait. I..."

Before I can question my sanity, I raised my finger to his lips and silenced him.

"Shh... I want this too. I want you so much. Just us, remember?" I want this, consequences be dammed.

No past, just us. I want to erase what happened with this. I want to forget... I want us. I want to feel Lucas... Only Lucas, and no one else...

Tears pricked my eyes as the horrible memories threatened to surface...

I push them away and pulled Lucas towards me and kissed him.

I need this...

I need this to erase that painful night...

Thank god! I don't think I would have survived if she asked me to stop.

I gathered her in my arms, deepening our kiss.

I pulled back and gazed into her eyes.

I stroked over her, wanting to reacquaint myself with Livie, all over again.

I removed my pyjama bottoms, along with my boxer in one move. I tossed them carelessly into the ground.

I then moved to remove Livie's underwear.

I coaxed her to lift her hips up, and worked her underwear down her legs.

I trailed kissed up her things.

I hovered over her and placed tender kisses across her belly. The belly I missed, as it rounded with pregnancy.

"I'm so sorry, I missed it," I said.

I look up at her and found her frown in confusion. Then a second later, her face relaxed in understanding.

"Me too," she whispered.

I smiled and continued to trail kisses up her body, until I reached her mouth.

I kissed her hard on the mouth.

I dropped kisses across her jaw. I nipped at her ear. Then moved down to nuzzle her neck.

I found that spot she likes so much, and kissed it, suckling her skin lightly.

She moaned and tilted her head back further, to give me a better access.

"I love how you respond to me," I said in a hoarse voice.

"I love what you do to me," she responded in the same hoarse voice.

I pulled away and moved down to her body.

"Spread your legs for me sweetheart," I said.

She didn't move at first. She seemed unsure.

I coaxed her legs open. "Open, sweetheart," I said again.

I felt her relax her thighs and opened slightly.

I chuckled. I pushed apart her legs wider, and saw the glistening proof of her arousal.

I looked back at her and found her mirroring my own need, want, and desire.

I crawled between her things.

I stared hungrily at her sex.

I lowered my self, and pushed her legs farther apart.

I heard her sharp intake of breath, as she felt my breath against her mound.

I dipped my head lower and kissed her sex.

I blew on her mound, causing her to wriggle and writhed.

I grabbed her hips to hold her in place.

I went back to kissing her sex, right above her nub.

I wrapped my lips around the nub and sucked it into my mouth.

She tried to move away from me, by my hold on her hips stopped her.

"Oh god, Lucas..."

I parted her folds and licked her.

She moaned and writhed.

I kept my eyes on her the whole time.

She moved her hand around my head and pulled me closer.

I groaned, causing vibrations on her sex, making her spasm with need.

Her eyes closed as her head rolled back.

Her hands moving down to the sheet, as she grasped it tightly into her hands.

"Let go, sweetheart. Come for me," I coaxed. And right on cue, she came with a loud shriek, as she called out my name.

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Chapter 16 is coming up... Stay tuned.