Rowan turned off the ignition and let out an unsteady breath. His whole body hummed at the proximity of his realized dream, at the prospect of having everything.

What if I'm too late? He wondered with his hands tightening on the steering wheel and eyes focused on the house in front of him.

When he walked away a month ago, Rowan knew that did something that would hurt both Dev and Lucy and if they didn't want to see his face that day, it would be entirely reasonable. But how could he explain just how apprehensive he was about that possibility? That he didn't think he deserved to have the heaven they offered him?

Initially Rowan had told himself that it was for the best, that it would make sense once the pain would subside. He had hoped that time and distance would dull the sharpness of his emotions and bring him back to normal, but that's not what happened.

He missed them every day.

He dreamt of them every night.

That was why he drove all the way to their house, spying them through the living room window as they had their dinner.

Hands fisting on his lap, he cursed and got out.

With a ball of anxiety in the pit of his stomach, Rowan walked to the place that changed his fate a few weeks back. The doorbell rang and Lucy's sweet voice could be heard saying coming.

Fuck, his cock twitched with the memory of her doing just that.

On him.

On her Daddy.

Dressed in Dev's white shirt, Lucy opened the door. His eyes widened and her lips parted at the sight of him.

'Rowan,' she whispered the name as if it were a secret prayer.

His mouth watered. Her legs were naked and he knew that there were no panties covering her sweet little pussy, that Dev was too adamant to slide inside her whenever the mood struck.

Rowan wanted that too. Wanted that kind of access to both of them.

Unable to take his eyes from her mouth, Rowan lowered his zipper and took himself out. Her eyes darkened as he gave himself a rough stroke.

'Lift your shirt,' he commanded roughly, watching her rub her thighs. 'Show me where you've been hungry for this.'

Her whimper made his pre-cum drip out.

She did as told, hands shaking and eyes smoky with desire. Her upper thighs were stained with his friend's cum, making her look even more appealing. He had the animalistic urge to lick her clean then pump her full of his seed.

'Fuck, baby. I've been saving all my cum for you,' he confessed, jacking himself faster.

Lucy's fingers trailed down to her sex and opened herself for him. She rubbed the demanding bud of her clit before going to sink her hands inside.

'Just for me?' she mewled, lifting her glistering fingers to his lips.

Rowan caught her wrist and sucked her fingers clean, moaning when he tasted both of them. Perfection.

'And your Daddy,' he said and wrapped her hand over his shaft, trembling at the contact.

'Daddy!' she called out, not looking away from Rowan or stopping rubbing him in a way that kept him on the very edge.

His heart skipped a beat when Dev appeared bare-chested and imposing behind Lucy, his gray sweatpants doing nothing to conceal his massive hard-on. 'He came back.'

There was hope there in her tone and it settled most of the anxiety he experienced before she opened the door. They still wanted him.

'For good?' Dev demanded, serious and unyielding.

He knew without a shadow of a doubt that: 'Yes, for good.'

All three shared a meaningful look.

'Put his cock back in his pants, sweetheart,' Dev commanded and brushed Lucy's hair on one shoulder before dropping a kiss on her pulse point. 'He needs to see what he's been missing before he earns the right to be touched.'

Sweat dripped on his back as Lucy did as told.

Fuck, he couldn't wait to earn back the right to be used by and to use both of them.