How i so regret my actions.

How i so regret not accepting her in my life.

How i hate not giving us a chance.

How i hate not treating her right.

How i hate not being the reason for her smile but her destruction.

How i hate cheating on her.

How i hate not realizing my feelings for her earlier.

How i hate not realizing what an amazing soul she was.

How i hate not being able to hold her anymore.

How i hate seeing her lying on the hospital bed lifeless with a white sheet covering her beautiful face.

How i hate saying goodbye.

My Iman, she was the purest soul ever and it hurts me that i didn't accept my love for her before she died.

I've lost her, I've lost my iman forever.

She left me before i could say I LOVE YOU to her.

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Assalam Alaikum guys.

I know it's a really short chapter and so heartbreaking.

I cried so much writing this chapter 😭😭

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"Can you just shut up for a minute, stop with the fake tears and get the hell out." I growled at iman's so called aunt who happens to now suddenly be her mom.

I can't believe i was really heartless to that peaceful soul.

"Doctor, how's she doing?" I asked worriedly..

"We got the bullet out from her arm but she's still unconscious due to the extreme loss of blood so we'll need a transfusion and we don't have the O+ type blood in the blood bank at the moment, so can we check with any of her family members?,and as for the other patient we can't really say anything,his heart beat is steady and we already performed the surgery and also got the bullet out but he's still bleeding and we're trying our best to take care of it. So can i test the family members to see which blood matchs." The doctor explained..

Shit I'm A+

What do i do? None of my family has the same blood type as her.

"We're her parents doctor and my wife has the O type blood, please check her." I heard iman's stupid uncle's voice.

I really don't want to hear him now but i also don't want to endanger my wife's life so i'll just keep shut cause we need his so called wife's blood..

"Okay then, follow me ma'am." The doctor said. The fake crying bitch got up and wiped her fake tears and was about to follow the doctor when iman's uncle spoke again.

"Doctor, please try to save the other patient too."

Did he just stop the doctor to say something this stupid.

"We'll try our very best." The doctor muttered before leaving with iman's aunt.

I shifted my gaze from their retreating figure to iman's uncle who was now sitting down.

"Are you insane? I'm just trying to respect you cause you're older than me, you've given my wife so much pain and even now that she's lying unconscious all because of that twat, you still don't care about her, you're still asking them to save that twat, that Asif,i also pray he doesn't die cause i want to kill your so called son with my bare hands and let me tell you once your wife is done donating her blood,you both can leave cause my wife doesn't need you and do us a favor and never show up again or tell people she's your daughter cause she's not." I growled at him who just started at me,i guess taking all i said in cause after some seconds he finnaly spoke.

"I know I've been really bad to her a-" I cut him off before he went further with his incompetent bullshit.

Did he just say he's been bad to her?

From the things I've heard he's not bad to her.

"Did you just say that you've been bad to her? Cause you're worst, you've been horrible and you've been a monster to say the least and y-." My words got cut short when i felt a hand on my shoulder,i turned to see it was Dad.

"It's enough Azan." Dad said while squeezing my shoulder comfortingly.

"No dad let me speak some sense into this man, he's t-" dad cut me off again.

"I said enough Azan, if you're trying to lecture him then i suggest you lecture yourself first cause you're no different from him so just shut up cause this is a hospital and you're making too much noise." Dad scolded.

Dad is right.

I really should lecture my self before trying to lecture him.

I've never even treated her like a human being.

I know i don't deserve to say such things to him cause I've also been horrible to Iman and today just made me realize how much she means to me.

She's always mattered to me but my ego wouldn't accept it cause i was stuck lusting after Alishba and when mum said she wished she married her to Zayan instead,i was furious as i was already jelous of how fond she was of Zayan and that's when i realized that i have a space for her in my heart and i tried to conceal it cause it won't be good for both of us and then Alishba's pregnancy or should i say fake pregnancy came along and i was about to loose everything,my parents, siblings and my wife.

I hope she wakes up soon so i can ask her forgiveness and we can move on and start afresh and i swear i'll be the man she wants me to be.

After dad said that,i left from there and moved to where mum and my siblings were.

"Mum i think you all should go home, it's getting late." I said.

It's been almost two hours now and iman's aunt isn't out yet.

I hope everything is good with my wife.

"I won't leave, i'll stay here with Iman." Mum replied and i sighed.

"it's getting late mum and you won't feel comfortable here, i'll stay with Iman and you can come see her tomorrow and by then she's already woken up." I explained hoping she'll agree.

"Okay i'll leave when she wakes up, just let me stay here till she wakes up." Mum pleaded.

"Try to understand mum, Zayan call the driver so you all can go home." I demanded.

"We'll leave bhai but let's see beautiful first." -Zayan.

Again with the beautiful. Let's not get all jelous here Azan, Iman is still unconscious.

I remind my self but that still didn't stop me from glaring at Zayan..

"Did it work? Is she okay now?" My bickering died down as soon as i heard dad's voice.

We all quickly strolled to where dad and the doctor stood.

"She's okay and as a matter of fact she woke up some minutes ago and her mom is with her but she might be traumatized but I'm not sure yet doe her replies are curtly but she just needs a bit rest and she'll be back to her usual self.she shouldn't flex her arm too much." The doctor explained.

Thank goodness she's okay.

I'm glad she's fine now, we'll start afresh and I'll show her what love is, i'll always be by her side even if she gets irritated by it.

"Can we take her home then,if that's okay and we can hire a nurse to check on her daily if needed." I said.

"You can pay up the bills and fill the discharge papers at the reception and then you can take her home and make sure to come get the shedules for her checkups." The doctor said.

"Okay i'll do that right way,mum you all can go be with her till I'm done."

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"Do you need help to get upstairs? I can help you get to your room Incase you need help getting a shower." Alina confronted an awfully quite Iman.

"No, thanks." She replied coldly as she's re

I really don't like this cold Iman.

"No dear, doctor said you shouldn't move your arm too much so i'll help you take a shower and don't argue with me." Iman's so called aunt tried to act like she actually cared.

I don't know why dad allowed this greedy people to come with us,i mean after all they've done to my wife, they don't deserve to stay at our house.

I quickly replied on behalf of Iman before she could protest again.

"She doesn't need you and it'll be better if you stay away from her and i can very much take care of my wife, thank you."

I placed my hand on her lower back and i felt her body slightly shiver at my touch.

So i have an effect on her.

I grinned while placing my other hand supporting her left arm to help her and she didn't actually complain,i helped her upstairs and we went towards her room and once we were inside,she pulled away from me ever so quickly and nearly stumbled on her feet.

"I told you,i could come my self so why did you touch me?" She muttered angrily.

I can say that this is the most words she's uttered since she became concious.

"I'm sorry,i was just helping my wife." I said with a small smile playing at the corner of my lip.

She really looks cute being mad at me.

I just want to wrap my strong arms around her petite body,ohh only if that was easy, she probably hates me and my family now but i promise to gain her trust and make her work on us with me.

"Well she's not me and last time i checked, your wife is actually pregnant so go to her and leave me alone." Iman growled out.

Ouch that hurts,i deserve it doe cause i was worst but i'll surely make it right, i'll make her smile again.

I open my mouth to speak but stopped when i see Iman holding her head with her eyes shut,i quickly walked to her, moved her to her bed and helped her sit down.

I gazed at her with worry and concern, what was i doing? I was stressing her, she lost her temper and yelled and now she's in pain, it's all my fault. I shouldn't have touched her in the first place.

"Iman what's happening?"

"I feel like i'm going to pass out any second and i have a slight headache.... it's killing a little." She replied.

"I'll go get you some food so you can eat and then take your medicines okay? You'll feel better, just lie down a bit, i'll be back in a minute okay?" I said and she nodded,i helped her lie down before rushing out of the room.

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"We want to take our daughter back." Iman's uncle had the nerve to say.

Iman was already asleep after taking her medicines. I called the doctor and explained what happened and she asked a bit of questions and theb told me it was due to Iman not eating since she left the hospital and she said not to stress Iman and let her have enough rest.

"Your daughter is in the jail and you can by all pleasure go join her in the cell since she's definitely not getting out." I spat.

"Azan, Quite." Dad warned.

"You don't have a daughter here Imran." Mum said.

Yeah mum,tell him.

"Stop this hunza,wejust want to make up for all the years we've lost with her so please give me my daughter,i beg you." Iman's Aunt pleaded as she began her usual fake cry.

"You're being unreasonably hippocratic here, you've been absolutely horrible to iman, that girl has suffered too much and now when your precious children ditched you and you find out she's your real daughter, you now want her, well let me break it to you IMAN.IS.NEVER.COMING.TO YOU." -Mum.

"She's coming with us, just wait and watch, we're her family anyways but she'll never choose you who just used her for your company's benefits." -imran.

Wait this dude is sitting in my house and talking to my parents like shit.

"Don't talk to my mom like that,you pig.she's my wife and she'll stay with me and to iman and everyone out there,her parents are dead so stop trying to create problems or you'll regret it,i swear." I threatened.

"Can you all just stop this, besides Iman is old enough to make decisions for herself and i'm sure she wouldn't want to go with you people but still we'll ask her opinion when she's properly healed." Dad said.

Yea, she definitely won't go with them.

"Okay then we'll wait and she'll definitely choose us." The annoying uncle spoke again.

"We'll see about that, now we can retire to your respective rooms." Dad said as he stood up with a sigh.

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"Iman, let's go down for breakfast, please for today." I said to Iman who was lying on her bed with a book in her hand.

It's been a week and few days since Iman came back and she's been avoiding eating with the family and she just stays in her room and doesn't make conversations unless it's necessary.

To my greatest suprise, she actually noded her head in yes.

I tried to help her get up but she didn't let me touch her so i sadly backed away and she got up and walyk out of her room with me behind.

"Iman come sit with me." Alina said chirply as we reached the dining table.

Iman was silent for a few seconds before she replied.

"No, i'll sit here beside fatima,i'm seeing her after a week." Iman's cold voice boomed.

"But you can sit with me and then we'll all catch up later, what say." Alina asked smiling.

"Again no, i'll sit next to fatima." Iman said again and Alina sighed in defeat as Iman sat next to fatima and i sat next to Alina and placed my hand on her shoulder in a sooting way.

I can see that she's trying to fix her relationship with Iman,i mean everyone is trying to but she's just distant.

Two days ago when fatima came back to the house, Iman and she had been talking well not much but atleast she fake smiles to her and make little conversations.

After breakfast i grabbed my keys to leave for the office.

Yea dad forgived me and today is going to be my first day back in the office.

I'm greatful for my family's forgiveness and i hope Iman can forgive me too cause i really don't know what i'll do if she decides to leave me.

I made my way out only to be stopped by iman's voice.

Wait.......

She's actually talking to me?.

"I want to talk to you." I heard her meek but cold voice and suddenly my heart began thumping loudly.

"Uhh.... okay but how about when i come back?" I asked.

"No,i want to say it now." She frowned..

I sighed lowly and nodded for her to say it. I'm having a really bad feeling about this.

What does she want to talk so suddenly that can't wait?

"Iwantadivorce." Her hasty voice broke my thoughts and i didn't quite hear what she said.

"Can you please talk a bit slower." I said.

"I Want A Divorce..............

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