Me, Wilbur, Ranboo, Tubbo, Tommy, and Jack were all at the beach, not to swim. Tommy wanted clips for his vlog. He was currently on a paddle board with Tubbo failing miserably at balancing. I couldn't help him since I was in white and...yeah...men...

"TOMMY YOU HAV-" I yell but get interrupted by WIlbur

"Shhh, let him figure it out I want him to fall" he chuckles and I stop talking wanting to see him fall

Jack starts to laugh and I laugh with him, his laugh is really contagious. I see tommy slip on the paddle board make me laugh harder

We were now in Wilburs room watching Hobo Johnson and I start singing along

"You know Hobo?" WIlbur questions and I nod not missing a word when he says the fast part

"She's a peach scone bob" I whisper and Wilbur nods approvingly

I was on edge, constantly checking my notifications to see if I got accepted. We were in the middle of high school Musical and I checked my phone.

! new Email!

I click on it as fast as I can and read the email

Thank you for applying for Brighton apartments! We are pleased to inform-

" I GOT IT" I yell causing everyone to jump

"Got what?" Wilbur snorts and I smile

"I got the apartment!" My smile grows and Wilbur furrows his eyebrows

"Why are you getting an apartment?" he asks

" Well I've been wanting to move out for a while now but the only way I could go to the meet up if if I moved out" I explain and Wilbur laughs

"What?" I look at him also laughing out of confusion

"I have an extra bedroom, you could've moved in with me" he laughs and my face drops

"Well i wouldn't want to be a bother so I would've declined anyway" I chuckle and he rolls his eyes

"You really need to get out of this 'i'm such a bother' mentality. You're never a bother or a burden. Decline the offer for the apartment and live with me" he stares blankly at me and I shake my head

"Really Will it's fi-"

"No Jordyn. You still need to be supervised, plus I doubt your mom will let you keep the car. Just live with me." he blinks and I sigh

"Wilbur, I hate you so much" I click the decline button and slump in the couch

"Yay new roomie!" he squeezes my shoulder and I snort rolling my eyes

"Lets go get your stuff" he stands up and grabs the keys. He walks out and I stare at him

"Oh right now okay" I get up and quickly follow him everyone trailing behind me

We drive to my house and park in the driveway, I walk up the steps and open the door

"Hey mo-" I cut myself off to see all of my shit falling down the steps

"Uh mom?" I look up to see her throwing down my tapestries

"Mom! What are you doing!" I race up the stairs maneuvering around my stuff

I meet my mom halfway in the hallway. She's holding my speakers and I carefully take it out of her hands

"Mom, what's wrong?" I ask and I see her face full of tears

"Why are you leaving us? Me! Why are you leaving me! After everything I've done for you!" she yells and taken back I blink at her

"Mom I would have to leave eventually. I'm ready now." I speak sincerely and more tears flow down her face

"I'm not!" She hugs me and cries on my shoulder. I tense up and pat her back

"It's okay mom. You have breezy" I whisper and she sniffs

"I wanna see this apartment" she huffs and I look to Wilbur who is packing up my stuff from the steps

"I uh" I clear my throat " i'm actually moving in, with a friend" I look to my feet and she sighs

"At least you aren't alone. Which friend?" she looks to the boys downstairs and Tommy waves

"Wilbur" I meet Tommys gaze, it turns into a soft look and he mouths 'are you okay?' I nod and look to my mom

"How old is Wilbur?" she asks and I look to my feet again

"24" I mumble I hear her take a sharp breath

"Lemme meet him" he ushers me to go and I sigh

"Will!" I call and he perks up looking up to me

I motion him to come upstairs and he complies

"Hi I'm William" he shakes my moms hand and she plasters on a smile like she didn't just have an episode 5 minuets ago

" Hi William, I'm Grace, nice to meet you." she shakes his hand and they talk

I walk past them and into my room. Everything is ripped off the walls and my room is trashed. I let out a frustrated huff and tie my hair up beginning to pick everything up and put in boxes

Tommy walks in and wordlessly helps me put everything into boxes

It's not my moms fault. She didn't mean to act like this. Shes just hurting that her oldest is leaving her. It's a hard thing for parents to go through.

Tears prick my eyes and I feel them drop onto the boxes as I pick up the other speaker. It was completely broken almost as if it was punched through. I examine it and almost fell to my knees. Tommy comes behind me and sighs

"Shit J I'm so sorry" he wraps me in a hug and break out into tears in his chest

Four months i saved up for those speakers. Those speakers were everything to me. Four months for nothing. I check the wires to see if the other one will work and see its completely stripped

"Fuck" I hiss dropping the wires from my hands I dont have the money to replace them and those wires are just as expensive as the speakers. I dry my face

"It's not her fault. Shes just upset" I mumble and continue to pack

Tommy wanted to protest but decided not too. We finish packing and put the boxes in the back of the van

I walk to my mom and give her a hug saying bye. She doesn't apologize or anything. She doesn't need too even though it would've felt nice.

I get in the back of the van and we drive to Wilbur's place bringing the boxes inside. I place them in my room and close the door. I fall onto the bed and cry.

Why did I leave?

Because I needed too.

Why do I continue to hurt my mom?

You're not hurting her shes hurting you.

What about Amber?

she'll get out eventually.

I was interrupted by a knock and see Tommy walk in. I sit up and he rushes over and hugs me.

"It's gonna be okay" he assures my and i sob into his chest

"You are not a bad person Jordyn. You had every right to leave"

I look up at him our faces inches away. "Thank you" I whisper and he smiles

"Of course" his warm breath sends shivers down my spine.

I look at all his features and he examines mine. My brain is screaming at me to kiss him.

JUST KISS HIM DAMMIT

Don't he doesn't even like you

DO IT

Why would he like you?

Tommy looks at my eyes trying to read my expression. His gaze softens and pulls me into a hug. I wrap my arms to the middle of his back and scrunch his shirt, as if I let go he'll just be a memory.

If only he knew the internal battle I just had with myself

A/N

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