Narae's POV

Jimin and I stood in front of the closet which was filled with bed sheets, blankets and towels.

"Um so if theirs a room on the other side. How do I get through?" I questioned looking at Jimin.

"Ah well my hand goes through everything so maybe feel around and see if theirs something you turn or hold onto" Jimin said to me.

I ran my hand against the shelf and felt nothing poke out.

It felt like a normal flat shelf in a closet.

"Are you sure this is the way in?" I asked him.

He nodded.

I pushed against the middle shelf and I felt the whole shelf start to move.

I pressed on it harder and it edged a door open.

The door was what we always thought was the back of the wall and you had to push it open using the shelf.

A secret door in our closet? But why?

Once I fully opened it I grabbed a lantern by the door and lit a match which sat beside it which started to light up the room.

I walked inside it with Jimin.

It was a fully closed off room, their was no extra doors or windows.

Jimin held my hand as I walked more into the room.

I lit a few more lanterns around the room.

I smiled seeing an old fashioned wedding dress on a mannequin.

"This was Taehyungs wives wedding dress" I said to Jimin.

"Really!?" he said examining the dress.

It was a white off the shoulder lacy dress which had a white trail after it.

And I smiled as I looked at the one beside it.

"This was Jungkooks wives wedding dress"

A white mermaid dress which was covered in lacy details until it flared out in the mermaid shape.

"They must have been beautiful women" Jimin said looking at the dresses.

"Yea they were" I said with a smile.

"Why are the dresses here though?" Jimin asked me confused.

"When you disappeared Jungkook and Taehyung bought a house together to live in away from their family slightly. It isn't far from their homes though but it was a place of their own. However when they got older Taehyung moved out with his partner as he got into a more serious relationship first and once Jungkook moved out it was my relatives house, his children's house, however I don't know why their old belongings were hidden here" I said examining more of the room.

I picked up a picture.

"Woah Jimin you look so handsome" I said shocked while looking at the picture.

"What?" He asked walking over to me to look at the picture in my hands.

"Wow I do look good. I look very serious though" He said with a chuckle.

"I wonder why it's in here though" Jimin said and I felt confused.

I brought my lantern closer too it and saw some faint words through the picture.

I flipped it over and sure enough their was words on the back.

"I wish I told you that I fell in love with you before you disappeared. I just was in to much denial of the truth" I read out and looked at Jimin confused.

"Does it say a name?" He asked me while furrowing his eyebrows.

I shook my head.

"Hmm let me see it" Jimin said.

I showed him the words and lifted the lantern close to it so he could see it.

"This- this can't be real" Jimin then stuttered and I lifted the photo away from his face confused.

"What do you mean. It has to be. We didn't even know this room existed until right now" I said to Jimin.

"It can't be real though. That's Jungkooks handwriting Narae" Jimin said.

Jungkook!? My relative!? In love with Jimin!?

"Are- are you sure?" I asked him looking at the writing.

"I'm positive. I know that handwriting. I know it's his writing. It has to be. I used to study with him at times and Taehyung would be their too" Jimin said to me.

"So Jungkook had a crush on you?" I asked him.

"If he did. I didn't know" Jimin said.

He looked around the room completely shocked.

"Was Jungkook straight?" He asked me.

"To public yes. He never confirmed publicly to anyone else if he wasn't because that would have spread like crazy" I said.

"Maybe the other BTS members knew if he wasn't?" I said.

Something caught Jimins eye.

I watched a book fly out of the shelf and it opened as it floated out in front of Jimin.

"What's that?" I asked him.

"Jungkook's Diary. He never showed anyone it" Jimin said.

"I saw him writing in it a lot though, he always numbered and dated every page" Jimin said.

He sat on the old fashioned table and I sat down on it next to him.

Then he read out.

"15th October 2013" He started.

"Today the world went crazy as my hyung went missing. Everyone was searching for him. I don't understand how he could just go missing" Jimin carried on reading.

"3rd November 2013" Jimin read out.

"I miss Jimin so much. I wish I had been honest about the way I felt for him. I think it was because I hadn't known Jimin for long before I fell in love with him, or maybe it was the fact that he was always flirting with the prettiest of girls. I just couldn't admit to him that I fell in love with him... I mean who falls in love with someone who was like your brother. He may have not understood because we are young and his ambitions with girls were so high. I just regret not being honest to him. A few days before he disappeared he came over to me and gave me a hug because I looked sad. Honestly I was just confused after thinking about kissing Jimin a few nights ago. He claimed it was because I wasn't getting kissed by anyone but it meant so much more to me then he would have known. But anyways he came over to hug me because he noticed I was staring at him. Honestly that was a bit embarrassing that I couldn't keep my eyes off him" Jimin said pausing for a breath before continuing.

"He asked me what I was writing about in my diary, but of course I answered with 'nothing' But instead I was writing out a plan to tell Jimin the truth. But I just wish I had more time. I wanted to go round to his house and eat his favorite food, play some video games with him then sit him down and tell him the truth... but I backed out. Now he will never know... he will never know how badly I wanted him to just hold me... he used to be the only thing that made me feel safe because of his warm cuddly hugs but I won't be getting another one anytime soon or anytime again" Jimin said as a tear fell down his cheek.

"Jimin. I know you probably won't ever see this. However if you magically are a ghost or are watching over me from heaven, I want you to read this, I want you to know that I fell in love with you during high school and if you never come back... I want you to know you meant everything to me and I will miss you forever" Jimin said as more tears fell down his face.

He instantly turned once he read the last sentence and wrapped his arms around me and cried into my shoulder.

I wrapped my arms around him while rubbing his back with my hand.

"Shhh~ It's okay" I whispered in his ear while he cried.

He hugged me even tighter at that moment.

Jimin pulled out of the hug wiping his pink puffy eyes.

I grabbed the book then flipped through until I found the date I was looking for.

"October 13th 2028" I said and Jimin listened as I continued.

"Today was my wedding. I was very fortunate to find a lovely sweet girl who understood me, for she knew me so well and knew that I would never love her as much as I loved Jimin. But she was happy to live like that. She knew she wouldn't be the replacement in my heart but was happy to share memories with me in life, move on and focus on our happiness rather then past lovers we desired" I read.

I continued "Is it ironic we got married on Jimins birthday, maybe a bit, if only I could have been with him instead. But would he have understood or felt the same if I was bisexual? I will never know but I will continue to love Jimin and my partner no matter what moving forward"

"He married her on my birthday?" He said shocked.

I nodded putting his diary down.

"Yes. The media asked why and his response was something along the lines of 'I was hoping where ever Jimin is that he would be watching this happy special day for me. The support from my dare loving hyung is nice to think about on such a important day for me' or at least that what I think he said" I said to Jimin.

He smiled.

"I wish I was there... However I am extremely fortunate to be here because otherwise I wouldn't have met you" He said with a grin.

I smiled back feeling all warm and soft to Jimins response.

"Awww~" I chimed covering my blushing cheeks.

He leaned in and pecked my pink lips softly while staring deeply into my brown eyes.

⇥22nd Chapter (Paralyzing of Sight)