Izuku was depressed, it had been a week since his mother had died, no, murdered by his father who after committing the crime right in front of his eyes had them beaten and raped him izuku thought "wait does that make him a gaydophile? Who cares, at least kachans here, he can help!"

Bakugo: "bwahahahaha! What the fuck are up with those wings Deku!"

Izuku: "k-Kachan dont be so mean." (btw his wings have grown a bit since he saw his mother die)

Bakugo: "eeegh?! I'll say whatever the fuck I want! And right now I'm saying that your wings are tiny and pathetic! Just like you." Bakugo shouts

Then the bell saved izuku as class started bakugo glared at Deku angrily and shouted "let me make it clear for that pea size brain of yours your quirk is USLESS just like you now fuck off"

Izuku: I ran off and cried during class but nobody noticed actually I know that they noticed I saw sensei look at me, so why isn't she helping?

Izuku walked out of the school felling utterly depressed when he saw kachan and his two friends beating the shit out of a kid. Izuku wanted to ignore it but his legs moved on they're own and he ran in front of kachan and shouted "stop it kachan can't you see your hurting him?!" Bakugo looked at izuku and smiled menacingly "well well well if it isn't Deku the crappy quirk boy. What are you doing here you weak piece of shit?!" Izuku: "l-leave him alone kachan he's really hurt!" Bakugo looks at the kid "ok sure he can go." Izuku sighed with relief but the bakugo grabbed the back off his collar "But your staying right here!"

Then for the next hour bakugo and his friends mercilessly beat izuku and while this was happening izuku was thinking "why isn't anyone helping?! Why is sensei ignoring me?!" Then for izuku it suddenly all seemed to click

"Oh... I get it, it's because

After the merciless beating courtesy of bakugo izuku limped back to his apartment and opened the door. Then seemingly out of nowhere a glass bottle came flying and hit izuku square in the forehead.

"WHY ARE YOU LATE?!?!" Hisashi screamed into izukus face a he lay on the floor with a cut on his forehead and he slowly gained another feather. "THERES GOING TO BE EXTRA PUNISHMENT FOR YOU TONIGHT YOU USLESS PIECE OF SHIT YOUR THE ONE WHO LED ME TO KILL INKO AND YOU PUT A BURDEN ON HER , ITS ALL YOUR FAULT!!!" He screamed once again knowing that this would get to izukus head. What his father said made izuku whimper a bit because he knew what his father meant by "punishment." While hisashi screamed into izukus face izuku had voices in his head talking to him screaming "YOU BURDEN! , YOU DID THIS! , YOU DON'T DESERVE TO LIVE!" Among other things. Then his father picked him up by the leg and burned his belly with his fire. Izuku screamed, cried and begged but this only seemed to make his father like it more. Afterwards his father tied him to a bed a whispered in his ear "no screaming izuku." Before laughing and commencing the torture....

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Izuku woke up from another nightmare sweating and crying. It had been his usual nightmare with his mother screaming at him that he killed her and that it was his fault. Usually her voice goes away quickly but sometimes she doesn't stop unfortunately this was one of those times. Izuku started banging his head against the wall trying to shut her up but then he remembered his foolproof way to get her to stop. (He walked to the kitchen (quietly) and found his special knife that he only uses for his cuts. "Time to start" he thought

Shit too deep" izuku said as blood flowed down his arm "I guess that'll do for now" he thought

The voices came back but softer this time more gentle and soothing but also a lot more manipulative, they told me to end my life on my seventh birthday, 2 days from now. Izuku was skeptical at first but then they told him that it would be his present to everyone he ever burdened: his teacher, hisashi , kachan, and his mum. That convinced him and he agreed with the voices.

Bakugo: "hey Deku you piece of shit!"

Izuku:*tiredly* "what bakugo?"

Bakugo: "I see you finally got my name right but that's the only thing that you've got right if you don't want to be so useless maybe you should take a swan dive (friendly reminder that bakugo is 7) off the fucking roof!"

Izuku: "I've already planned that bakugo. And I've written my letter and you can find it if you want"

Bakugo: "good your finally doing something good you extra..."

Izuku was walking home and having some doubts about the suicide when a slime villain pops out from a sewage pipe. Izuku didn't put up a fight as the creature slowly hijacked his body when suddenly izuku heard I AM HERE!!

And gasped in disbelief as almight popped out of the sewage and blew the villain off him In one punch then he stuck the villain in a bottle. Izuku was happy for once in his life and decided to ask almight a question.

Izuku: "u-um allmight-san"

Allmight: *angrily* "what is it?"

Izuku: "um do you think I can become a hero?"

Allmight: "hahahahahahaha, you?! Of course not you look like your going to be blown away in a breeze let alone a punch honestly such a funny kid."

*allmight leaps away* leaving Izuku heartbroken and determined. To kill himself that is.

Izuku was on top of a building not super tall but tall enough. He took of his shoes and placed his letter on the ground and stepped towards the edge of the building. But then izuku heard someone say: Hey kid!