《Strange world》What we can bear
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One long block now
from hardware store
from produce stand
from restaurant that just changed hands
A hot and sunny afternoon just after three
Few people tread these back streets at this time —
though up ahead the main drive throngs
with sun-crazed slushee/soda/cocktail-craving folk
it's quiet here
though just a block away
A man comes round the corner
cellphone held up
kiss-close to his face
beautiful, he's saying, that's beautiful
because it's — yes-yes, it's integral
A throbby, knowing voice, practiced sincerity
a tailored fit for where he is,
this semi-gritty semi-artsy neighbourhood,
that kind of smooth-spoke semi-scripted tone
Have quickly moved aslant for distance,
as one does
as one ought
so only as I pass does it come clear —
this calmly smoothly schmoozing guy
grey locks held up in deft man-bun
striding on
is naked! absolutely naked
His narrow back
slanting, angled buttocks, slightly dented
long mobile thighs
recede from view
as his inflected words — awesome! you know it, dude! —
float back
Thin red blanket dangles
from his tanned non-phone hand
and he walks on,
talking, and listening
and talking again
Social distance two-step at the corner
distracted me
(it always does)
and so the frontal view remains unknown
a sacred mystery
Still, in this briefest sunlit glance, there is
more nude male flesh than I have seen in years
(five years, almost, hushed coldly cloistered widowed years)
This sidewalk nakedness — a public crime
a misdemeanour at the least
perhaps a sign of madness?
new kind of (residential) street defiance?
or showy statement art?
But . . . doesn't feel that way —
not any of those ways
the strange thing is
it seems un-strange, un-crazy, ordinary
He just looks natural
his bareness merely sensible,
responsive to the day, the sudden heat
No odder to my (naked) eye than unclothed dogs,
and shameless supine cats
and saucy strolling crows
Would like to turn around, perhaps
just see what happens next,
see where he goes
see what he does
see what he means
But though he seems, somehow, quite proper
me turning back to look would be
the opposite
and so . . . I don't
Odd vibe of bland normalcy holds oddly strong
So strong that very soon
the naked moment slips my busy pointless mind
engaged in multivalent misery
and only comes back later, hours later,
in the night
when I'm at home
when I'm myself, enclosed,
alone again
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