I left my best friend

I laughed at her

so that I could be popular

I left her

to deal with the world

by herself

I never really liked her

her stupid jokes

her fake smiles

so I walked away

from our friendship

I remember

long ago we used to think

that we'd always be there

for each other

no matter what

but that seems to have cracked

and broken

I left you

and now

I lay here on my bed

thinking

what could've happened

if we were still friends

when I left

something took over you

so you changed

into someone new

everyone liked you

and you liked everyone but me

you hated me

so you left me out of everything

everyday

I wish

we could go back to the old days

everyday

I wish

that I never left you behind

but now

you'll do anything you can

to bring me misery

and pain

you're not the person that you used to be

one day

you invited me to your house

I was glad

your friends were there

I thought that we could be friends again

but all you did was make fun of me

I said that I was sorry

for everything that I've done to you

but you won't let it go

I'm sorry

I'm sorry

but no apology

will ever make you happy

you've changed

you're not the sweet person

I used to know

you're someone else

and I will remember her forever

and if you can

tell her that I'm sorry