As I sit in my seat in church I can see Indigo through the blinds on the window playing with Diesel in the bar. She has no idea what an amazing woman she is, just a few weeks ago she was beaten with a fucking belt by a man ready to kill her and now she sits there giggling with the little boy. She would make an amazing Mom and wife, I just wish she could see that. I won't lie, it hurt when she said she didn't want to marry me, but I'm trying to understand it's because of her anxiety, not because of me, she's still mine.

I tear my gaze away from her to concentrate on what Killer is saying

"I had the Nevada chapter of The Coyotes reach out to me." His statement is met by groans at the mention of the MC.

"They are the original chapter and their president wanted to make sure we weren't looking to wipe out the whole bunch of assholes. Turns out they didn't like the way Bo was running shit over here. They won't retaliate as I've assured them we are not going after another of their chapters." Killer says looking around the room as the men nod.

"Finally we can settle down to business as usual and I should be back on my feet in no time." Killer smirks as he slaps the arm of his wheelchair. Church continues discussing usual business and I head out to the bar, but Indigo is no where to be found. I head up to our room but she isn't there either, I pull out my phone to call her and find a text from Cordelia telling me Indigo is at her place and not to worry. She's gone outside, she hasn't done that since I got her back.

"Killer you got a minute?" I ask as he wheels himself towards his office. He nods towards his office and I follow

"What's up Bullet?" He says as I take a seat

"I want to talk about Indigo's place. It was burned down but I want to rebuild it, for both of us." I say as I light a cigarette

"Well sure, I don't see there being any issues, I know it's club land but everyone likes Indigo and it'd be good for her to have her place back." He replies. We talk for a while and go over a few plans for the place before I head out to the bar. Cordelia winks as she walks passed me into Killers office with Diesel and I look up to see Indigo hugging Needles

"The fuck is going on?" I growl as I charge across the room to them.

"Hey hey she hugged me man." Needles says holding his hands up with Indigo still holding him. She lets go of him and turns to look at me with a beautiful smile, her whole face lit up. I love seeing her like this, but not hanging off one of my brothers

"Sorry, I just got excited because Needles says he can do my tattoo tomorrow." She beams as she steps away from Needles and towards me.

"Tomorrow it will be on my body that I'm yours." She says for only me to hear as she wraps her arms around my neck

"Well then maybe you can stop hanging off my brothers." I reply with a smirk and I see her cheeks redden.

"I'm gonna go help Cordelia make dinner for the guys." She says before heading off to the kitchen.

I lie on the bed watching Indigo pace back and forth at the foot of the bed, smoking a cigarette like she would die without it

"I can do this, I can totally do this, I want to, I need to...." she continues as she paces, I tried to talk to her, intervene, but I figured she just needs to work this out for herself and I'm here if she wants me

"Ok, lets go before I change my mind." She says suddenly stopping and stubbing out the cigarette in the ashtray she's holding. I stand from the bed and take her hand, almost dragging her from the building, not stopping until we are standing by my motorcycle. I hand her a helmet and I see her hands shaking as she tries to fasten it

"Hey Indigo, hope you aren't going without us" I look behind Indigo and see Socket and Cordelia coming out of the clubhouse

"You're coming too?" She says still trying to fasten her helmet

"Hell yes we are." Socket says as he approaches his bike. Indigo turns back to me and smiles, I finish fastening her helmet for her before helping her on my bike. I climb on in front of her and the engine roars to life. I roll the bike up to the gate as Socket rolls up on my left and Cordelia on my right

"Remember how much fun you had last time?" Cordelia asks looking to Indigo, I feel her nod against my shoulder as her arms stay wrapped tightly around me

"You ready?" I ask turning my head back

"Yes... no, just go." She says shakily and I smirk before pulling out of the gate onto the road. Cordelia and Socket stay at my sides as we ride to the tattoo shop, after a few minutes I felt Indigo's hold on me relax a little, Cordelia gave the thumbs up that she's ok but until we get there I won't know how she's taken the ride.

I pull up outside the shop and turn off my bike, Cordelia and Socket pull up beside me and I climb off my motorcycle

"We didn't crash." Indigo says smiling up at me, I laugh as I help her off the bike and she takes off her helmet. Our fingers lace together as we walk to the tattoo shop, a group of people approach us and Indigo quickly hides behind me as they pass

"I'm ok, keep going, just got nervous." She says from behind me as I keep walking. We make it to the shop and head inside. Needles guides her back to his room and I follow, she lays on the table as he sets up and I hold her hand

"You ready?" Needles asks and she nods smiling.

"It's official." Indigo beams looking in the mirror at the freshly finished tattoo on her stomach, our eyes meet in the mirror and I smile at just how happy she looks, I love seeing her like this.

"Just let me wrap you up and we're all done." Needles says as he finishes up. We walk out front to find Cordelia and Socket

"Come on then girl, let's see it." Cordelia says and Indigo giggles as she lifts up her shirt to show the tattoo under the clear wrap on her stomach. The clubs logo with "Property of Bullet" around it. She had a little something else too, but only I will know about that one, apart from Needles. Still not happy about him seeing her body to write 'Rowan' on her hip, but still, it's my name all over her.

"You ready to ride home?" I ask as we step outside and she nods, taking my hand again as we walk to my bike. Cordelia and Socket mount up while Indigo puts her helmet on, she looks up at me and then pulls me down to whisper in my ear "When we get home I think you should take a much closer look at my other tattoo."