I woke up and felt a weight on my arm, I look down and Indigo is asleep resting her head on my arm, I reach over with my free hand and stroke her hair. I love her, I know I do, so it kills me that I have to keep her away from me, but as I look over the bruises that I can see I know I can never let this happen to her again. If she's stays with me it will happen again, she'll only be hurt more and maybe even killed.

"Rowan, you're awake." She looks up at me smiling, her face is all battered and bruised, with a large cut on her cheek and a split lip. She pushes herself up and climbs onto the bed straddling my hips and I see the boot on her left leg

"My foot is broken, but I'll be ok." She says wrapping her arms around me, I place my hands on her hips as she brushes her lips against mine, she pulls me closer as our tongues meet, tasting each other as if we had been apart for months but I have to stop this. I pull back and move her hands from my hair

"Indigo, I can't do this." I say as she sits up on me, a motion not lost on my dick as it twitches underneath her

"What did I do wrong?" She asks

"Nothing, I care about you Indigo, look at you, you've been hurt because of me, because of my club. I can't be with you, it's not worth risking your life. You need to stay away from me Indigo." I say stroking her arm

"But... but I came back too. You keep me safe, I did it wrong. I need the key." She climbs off of me and I watch as a tear falls from her cheek landing on the bed

"Indigo, I'm sorry I care about you and I can't take seeing you hurt because of me." I say as she picks up her crutches

"Fuck you Bullet, the key will keep me safe not you." She says between sobs as she heads out the door

"What did you do dumbass?" Cordelia asks from the door

"She's better off away from me, she'll be fine." I say looking down at the bandage on my leg

"What is it with the men in this club? All sexy as hell but complete idiots." She says walking over to the monitor I'm hooked up to.

It's been two weeks since that day in the infirmary and Indigo hasn't come out of her place since then. They've upped the security on it and Circuit installed an intercom system with a panic button linked to Killers house and the clubhouse, she's safe but I still worry about her.

"Hey man I'm hiding out here with you, that baby shower is fucking crazy." Killer says stepping out of the clubhouse and into the garage

"Sarah and Izzy went all out, shame Indigo couldn't come but she sent a fucking huge diaper cake. I don't even know what the fuck we're going to do with a fucking diaper cake." Killer says lighting a cigarette

"Don't think you can hide out here Daddy, it's your baby too. The 'girly shit' is over and it's time to party, get all the guys in here so we can actually celebrate." Cordelia says coming out and wrapping her arms around him,

"Still sulking dumbass?" She asks looking over to me, I don't respond, just go back to working on the engine in front of me

"Well she's doing ok, Knuckles and I are looking out for her." She says before heading back inside with Killer. As usual what started as an innocent celebration has turned into a fucked up Broken Demons party. The old ladies said their good nights and headed to bed leaving the men to do as they please. Ice currently stands against the wall as a club whore sucks his dick. Knuckles has a girl bent over the pool table, fucking her in front of the whole club. This is the typical Saturday night for The Broken Demons. I sit slumped at the bar only a small amount of whiskey remains in the bottle I not long opened

"Hey there Bullet, you've been looking kinda lonely these past few weeks, want some company?" Cherry says wrapping her arm around me and pressing her fake breasts against me. I want to snap her arm for touching me, when there's only one person I want touching me, but I can't have her. I stand and give myself a minute to balance as the whiskey makes me sway, I take Cherry's hand and guide her up to my room, she steps in and turns the light on before shrugging off her leather jacket

"Lights off and no talking" I say firmly as I turn the lights off and step towards her. I pull her over to the couch, sit down and pull her down until she's straddling my hips. I know I shouldn't but all I can think of is when I almost lost myself completely in her. I pull her down to me and our lips crash together as I run my fingers through her hair, it's not as soft as I remember. I feel her hot core grinding against my jeans and she moans into my mouth, I pick her up and stand as she wraps her legs around my waist. I roughly throw her down onto the bed and climb on top of her, I kiss down her neck to her collarbone, she moans softly as her hands explore before they find my shirt and lift it over my head. I run my fingers down her sides and lift her dress over her head, throwing it to the floor, even though it's dark I look over her body, my Indigo, her soft pale skin

"Fuck me Bullet" Cherry says as she runs a fake nail down my chest shattering my fantasy. I know I'll never have Indigo under me or caress her soft skin. I grab cherry and flip her onto her stomach

"You want me to fuck you? I'll fuck you so hard you won't walk out of here." I growl as I stand off the bed. I remove my jeans and boxers, grab a condom and get back on the bed. I pull Cherry up so she's on her knees and without warning bury myself to the hilt inside her. She screams and tries to adjust but I don't give her time, my thrusts come hard and rough as I dig my fingers into her hips, slamming her back against me to meet each thrust

"Oh... Bullet.... fuck." She gasps as she buries her face in the pillow and grasps at the sheets, I feel her walls begin to tighten around me and then her orgasm hits her hard, all I can imagine is what Indigo would be like as I make her climax, picturing her soft lips moan my real name and her walls clenching around me as she rides her orgasm. That thought alone brings on my climax as I release into the condom and collapse on top of Cherry. I roll off of her and dispose of the condom

"Get out" I growl as she sits up from the bed. She doesn't say anything, I hear her feeling around for her clothes and then the door open and close. I grab the cigarettes off the nightstand and light one, I don't know if I'll ever be able to move on from my Indigo.