Jaxson hadn't noticed, for time was inexistent to him without Mattie to help it pass, but weeks had went by in darkened silence for the boy in black.

And as for Mattie, she weeped for the first few days of their break up, letting her tears that soaked into her pillow cool her warmed cheeks as she laid upon it to sleep afterward.

However as time passed, she began to learn to force the painful memories from her mind each time she thought of them. Her mother helped with that, but only by setting her up with some of her church friends sons.

They were all nothing like Jaxson, not even close.

Most of them wore khaki pants and had gelled hair that was always out of their faces, something that Mattie didn't mind, however each time she looked at them all she could think about was Jaxson's charcoal colored hair that was always falling down his forehead.

She had to force the remembrances of when she pushed it back with her hands before looking into his gorgeous eyes that she found herself daydreaming in very quickly. Those memories hurt her, especially as she looked into the eyes of the innocent boys that her mother set her up with.

Their eyes read sex after marriage and chaperoned dates, while Jaxson's eyes always read passion, lust, and not to mention love for the girl that showed him what it was in the first place.

"Mattison! Come to the porch, there's someone here to meet you." Mattie heard from the kitchen as she was cleaning some dishes in the sink.

She sighed, biting her lip in defeat, for she knew there was yet another church boy for her to meet.

She then set a semi-dirty plate down on the counter and made her way across the living room to the front door, seeing a dirty blond boy with freckles and, of course, khakis.

"This is Timothy." Her mother said, placing a hand on his shoulder as he smiled and held his hand out for her to shake.

"I'm Mattie." she replied, shaking his hand and giving off her usual fake smile that nobody seemed to notice.

"It's a pleasure to meet you." He nodded her way and squeezed her hand before letting go.

Mattie's mother smiled, and it widened at the sight of Jaxson behind them at his house checking his mail.

His eyes were darker than usual, holding the urge to come up and break the blond's hand for touching Mattie's.

His jaw was clenched, and Mattie's mother noticed that, gaining happiness knowing that the boy that took her daughters innocence was finally understanding that she would soon belong to somebody else.

He grabbed the envelopes from his mailbox with a lump bobbing in his throat, trying his best not to lose his temper by marching next door and grabbing Mattie's mother by the throat for giving him that smile.

The smile that had him furious, the smile that reminded him that it was her fault that Mattie was hand and hand with another guy.

He clenched his hands so that the envelopes he was holding were almost torn, and as soon as he saw Mattie turn her head, he began walking towards her.

She shook her head, complete and utter sadness deep in her eyes that he missed so much. He stopped in his tracks, and tore his eyes away from hers, for it was the only way he could walk away.

Mattie blinked away tears as he walked away into his house without another word. Her mother noticed, but ignored it.

"You can call me Tim." He told her, eyeing his own mother that stood by Mattie's. They then exchanged smiles, as if their children were visibly "perfect" for each other.

Mattie assumed that he rehearsed this. She mentally rolled her eyes, but physically smiled his way and nodded.

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Jaxson walked down the stairs slowly as a few light knocks from his door was heard. He knew who it was already, but chose to take his time anyhow.

He was shirtless so that what he was planning would happen quicker, and as he opened his front door, the look on the faces of the two girls let him know that it would in fact, start quickly and hopefully end the same way.

He wanted to rid his mind of Mattie; he wanted to rid the thoughts of her touch and her kiss by hopefully replacing it for good.

One of the girls were blonde and wore a mini skirt. He didn't pay attention to the details, considering he only wanting one thing. And the other had medium length black hair and too much eyeliner, along with extremely short shorts.

Both of their legs were long and skinny, while Mattie's were shorter and thicker. Flashes of Mattie's tights that showed off the curves of her legs and large backside passed his mind, and he shook his head to rid the thoughts of her before inviting the two girls in.

The two best friends were in his school and always gave him lustful stares from across the classroom in his third period. So he knew it would be simple to get them over at his place with just a text message, which was all it took.

"Hi Jaxson, how are you?" The blonde asked with a lip-bitten grin.

"Get on the couch." He replied and watched as the two girls smiled at each other before going to his L shaped furniture alongside Jaxson.

He wasted no time at all by sitting in the middle of them. The blonde was not shy at all, and Jaxson welcomed that. She grabbed his hand and placed it in between her legs.

She's not wearing panties, he thought, thanking her mentally.

He began rubbing his fingers across her clit as she spread her legs wider, throwing her head back as the other girl began taking his length out of his boxers before attempting to put it in her mouth entirely.

He wanted it to start quick, but he had no idea it'd be that quick. He loved easy girls, but only for one thing.

He moved his hips upward and downward, letting her mouth do most of the work as he began to finger the blonde faster and harder.

If it were Mattie, he would put his tongue against her clit as he fingered her. However this wasn't Mattie, so he didn't care of what she felt or thought.

With that in mind, he took his fingers out and turned to the dark haired girl, motioning for her to straddle him.

She smiled and said, "I'm on the pill," before slipping her shorts down and sitting on him while moving herself against his length, teasing him.

He didn't like teasing, at least not from these girls, he thought and wrapped his arms around her back before thrusting into her.

She moaned loudly and moved her hand out to play with the blondes clit as he had his way with her.

"Fuck me Jaxson, oh yes!" She practically yelled, causing him to thrust harder and faster as she became wetter by the second.

He closed his eyes and imagined it being Mattie, the way she would only moan in his ear and knot her small fingers in his hair. He quickly came to the thought, and then switched to a different position.

He needed more distractions.

He laid on his side and had the blonde lay in front of him, and just like that began to thrust into her. She wasn't nearly as tight as Mattie, he thought, but continued anyways.

The black haired girl began licking away at her friends clit, moving her hand around Jaxson's balls at the same time.

"Harder! Oh Harder!" She hollered as Jaxson sucked on one of her hard nipples, causing her to roll her eyes back and come against his cock.

And just seconds after he finished, his phone rang from the coffee table causing his eyes to peel open, for it was the ringtone he gave to Mattie: the Guns N' Roses song they danced to the first time she came over.

He quickly threw the girl off of him and answered it without thinking.

"Hello?" He said out of breath, still coming off of his high.

"Jaxson?" She replied, her voice removing the heavy feeling from his chest, except he could hear in her voice that she was crying.

"Who's that, jaxie?" The dark haired one with the big mouth asked, causing him to curse under his breath as Mattie asked who that was in the background.

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