His home was dark, just like she expected it to be from looking at the dark wood that it was made of before entering.

It had a porch with no rocking chairs like you would expect from a big porch like Jaxson's. It had no small table with glasses of sweet tea and lemonade upon it, just dust and creaky wood.

The inside of his home was beautiful. There was black curtains covering each and every window, blocking out the sun like it was an enemy of his.

Night time soothed him. It was quiet, the world was quiet, and his mind was quiet. It was like a rest break from day time, for there was no more anxiety or anything to worry about. Just the moonlight and silence of the night.

Mattie admired his household steadily and slowly, making sure to capture every detail.

She noticed the way the bookshelf was filled with books with no covers and the room had no dining table or television.

Just a L shaped couch with a large brown furry rug on the floor in front of it. It looked soft to Mattie, she even went forward to place her fingertips upon it as Jaxson watched with a half smile.

They had earlier snuck out the doors at their school, the same doors that the kids who hated pep-rallies went through when there was one. To Mattie it was scary, and her mothers words to stay away from Jaxson replayed through her mind like an annoying song that refused to be forgotten.

However, she chose to ignore her mothers words and follow Jaxson. Perhaps it was because of the feeling of excitement she got when her hand touched his, perhaps it was because her once boring life, was slowly but surely building up to something more. To something better.

"You like music?" Mattie asked after stepping away from the rug and skimming her finger across Jaxson's radio that sat on his book shelf in between a few dusty storybooks about topics that Jaxson had forgotten.

"Some." He replied, walking closer to Mattie to see that she was pressing the power button before music began to play automatically.

Jaxson froze on spot at the familiar sound, it was a slow piano song. The same slow piano song that he remembered from his past.

"Let's change the song, Mattie." He choked on his words and swallowed the forming lump in his throat before pressing the eject button and taking the CD out from it.

He then slid a CD holder out from in between two thick black books and retrieved a new one. Mattie watched as he put it in the radio, and turned her attention to him as a soft voice sounded through the speakers.

"It's uh, Guns N' Roses." Jaxson said, forgetting where he had gotten the CD in the first place, but liking it anyhow.

"What's the song called?" Mattie asked, smiling as she listened to the slow sound.

"It's called Patience, I think." He replied, keeping his eyes on her hips and the way they swayed to the song.

Mattie noticed his staring with a smile, and walked closer to him afterwards before grabbing his large hands and placing them on her hips.

Jaxson raised a brow.

"Can you dance?" She asked him, and he simply laughed in reply.

"God no." His laugh was deep but nervous, and he tried to cover it up with a bite to his lip, an act that Mattie never believed.

"I can show you."

She stood on her tip-toes to reach his height and wrapped her arms around his neck, feeling his fast pulse against her skin.

"Really, I don't dance." He hesitated and looked down to see Mattie still on her tip-toes. He wrapped his strong arm around her back and lifted her up slightly until her shoes were on top of his. They were then face to face, and he watched as her cheeks filled with color.

"What is this, twilight?" Mattie asked with a shy smile, hugging his neck tighter.

"What's twilight?"

"Never mind." She rolled her eyes and smiled, letting the music fill her body once more as she kissed his lips lightly.

"Just move left and right and keep hold on my hips, you have to do it to the beat of the music though or else it defeats the purpose." Mattie whispered as if someone were listening, and Jaxson did as he was told, listening to the music as well as the soft beats of Mattie's heart against his chest.

"You're dancing." She said after a few moments of swaying, admiring Jaxson's dimpled smile that was for her and only her.

He looked into her green eyes and for one moment, felt the need to tell her that he loved her.

He itched to tell her, he ached to tell her, but held his breath and neglected to do so from being at a total loss for words.

He could feel her small hands on the back of his neck and her breasts against his chest, and just then felt the other need of his.

Jaxson moved his hips slightly, and watched as Mattie sucked in a sharp breath from feeling the hardness from under his jeans against her. She loved the feeling of him.

Wether it was his large hands holding her hips or his length deep inside of her. She loved every second with Jaxson, and that was what was so exciting.

The slow song ended as Jaxson did so, and then the next one began. It was a faster beat, a song that had Mattie off of Jaxson's feet and directly in front of him.

She then danced. She pulled her ponytail holder out and ran her fingers through her hair, and just danced.

Her hips swayed and her hands went through her hair over and over, and Jaxson watched with parted lips and a racing heartbeat at the sight in front of him.

"Mattie," he breathed, trailing his eyes up and down her curvy body.

She ignored him and continued her actions, only causing Jaxson's craving for her to grow.

"Mattie I need you." He licked his lips after saying, and watched as she stopped dancing and walked up to Jaxson before unbuckling his belt and getting on her knees.

She felt brave, finally brave to do something so, dirty.

It was like a weight off of her shoulders to feel like she could not be the shy girl any longer. At least, not with Jaxson.

"Fuck." she heard him say, listening to his deep and fast breaths as she took off his belt and brought his jeans down to his ankles with his underwear along with it.

His length was just like she remembered. Long and hard, just like how he fucked her. Just like how she liked him to fuck her.

Mattie remembered Jaxson telling her where to touch and what to do and not to do with her mouth. She remembered every last detail.

She stroked him first, slowly whilst looking up at him. He had his eyes squeezed shut, a sight Mattie liked to see.

She pumped him fasted in her fist, and even licked his tip once to tease him. It was such a foreign feeling at the moment for her, but she wanted to impress him. To be better than his past girls, or at least attempt to be.

"God, don't stop." She heard him say, and just like that, took half of his length past her full lips.

She felt him twitch inside of her mouth, something that felt disgusting, but oddly hot at the same time, because it was her doing it to him. It was her making him feel that good.

Jaxson's hand went into her hair, not pulling, but just moving her head lightly forward and backward.

"I love fucking your mouth." She listened to the filthy words he said, and it only turned her on more and more by the second.

Mattie moved her tongue on the side of his length as he moved in and out of her mouth, only to feel him remove himself from it afterwards.

"But I love fucking you more." He said, undressing her piece by piece until her clothes were scattered around the floor and she was only left in blue panties that she wished were lace now that Jaxson was looking at them.

But he didn't care as he lightly pushed her onto his couch and kneeled down in front of her before holding her legs open with his large hands and placing them over his shoulders.

His fingertips moved the panties aside, and to her surprise he made a stripe downward with his tongue that went from her clit down to her opening.

Her hips bucked off of the cushion, only to be pushed down again by Jaxson.

She looked down to him as he did it once more, and then twice, and then to the point where he was fucking her with his tongue whilst rubbing her clit with his thumb, just how he knew she liked it.

He could tell by the way she was breathing. If she took fast breaths, she loved it. And it was always fast when he did just what he was doing.

He knew she was close, for girls that were just earlier virgins got close so easily to Jaxson. And he loved that he could make Mattie feel that pleasure.

He stopped his actions before standing up and stroking his tip against her as fast as he could.

"Jaxson," she moaned, craving more by the second.

"Tell me how much you want it." He whispered, feeling beads of sweat form upon his forehead.

Her face was pink and her eyes were closed, just the sight he wanted to see.

"I want you so bad Jaxson, please-" her words came to a halt as he stroked himself against her clit faster before pushing it in slowly.

He watched her face closely, watching as she bit her lip and looked into his eyes, needy and restless for her climax.

He admired each and every detail about her, especially at that very moment when he moved in and out of her so fast that she was screaming his name and dragging her nails down his chest.

"Come for me, baby." He repeated over and over to Mattie whilst rubbing his finger tips so fast over her clit and thrusting his hips all at the same time.

And just like that, they both came at once.

He admired all of her, and so did she to him as she felt his slightly sweaty and tired body lay on top of her own.

It was great, completely and utterly perfection to Mattie as she listened to the now soft music in the background with her hand in Jaxson's dark hair.

All until reality caught up with her, and she realized at that very moment, that they had forgotten the condom.

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(A/N)

Extra long chapter! Hope it makes up for the long wait- ;)

Sorry for possible typo's or mistakes, it's almost 4am so I'll edit when I wake up :)