Alright so before this Chapter Starts , I Just Wanna Say , Y'all All are Gonna be Pissed Off And I'm Sorry Of This Triggers Anything for anyone. Iknow We Came Along way With all Of our Characters And Some Of Y'all Then Fell in love. But I'm Going to Apologize In Advance For What's About to Go Down. Alright. Enjoy the Chapter.

Kell-

I Got ready as Ashley Busted into my room Staring at me.

" The Fu--... " I cut myself off as I decided to be nice. "What is that you Want Ashley ?" I asked putting on my Fake Million dollar smile.

"Wipe that Fake ass Smile off your Face. I wanna talk to you , Minus The Arguing." She said to me.

"We talking now shawd. Whatchu Want ?"

"Look , Iknow Kayden Messed up , But Kell She's miserable without you. Are you gonna really let her go? After all the stuff y'all been Through ?" She said looking at me.

I pretended to think then I Nodded.

"Yup!"

"Bruh kell really ?"

" do I look like I'm playing ? Bro shorty tried to play me like I was one of the hoes she be fucking with. My heart ain't no Toy. She Even Went and got Pregnant! Do you think I wanna be with her after all that ?? Mane we coo But I'm done with her." I said lying.

"But your not though."

"How you gone tell me ?"

"Cause where you on yo way too ?"

"Wha-- Huh ??"

"Exactly. Kell Fuck the bull , Go Getcho Girl Back , And If Lucky There. Crack that Hoe , Cause she been giving my sister shit to take." Ashley said to me.

"What you talking bout Ashley ?" I asked her getting serious.

"Look , Lucky ain't shit... One night everyone was chilling at kaydens And Lucky pulled out a lil baggie Full of cocaine. Her and Kay went I'm the kitchen and sniffed like two lines of that shit." Ashley told me.

"And you aimt say shit bro ?!?!" I screamed at her.

She looked at me." Bitch I smacked the shit out of kaydens hand , She Got pissed at me and kicked me out the house. But I left with her child. And I've had her since." She told me.

"That's it... Its over for that bitch."

I got up and grabbed my keys and Ran out the room down the steps and out the door running to my car.

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As I reached Kaydens Apartment I heard footsteps paicing back and forth , I made a Face as knocked on the door slowly waiting for it to open. But instead I Heard Kaydens Voice. "It's opened" she said with a little giggle.

I took a deep breath and walked In To Be Met With A View I though I'd Never see.

I stood there speechless As She looked up at me And picked up the baggie. "Want Some ?" She offered With another giggle.

I began to walk over to Her getting ready to snatch the bag from the palm of her hands But she fell to the ground Causing me To scream. "Kayden!!!!" I kneeled down to her side feeling her pulse as it began to grow week.

"Fuck baby please don't die on me. I need you here with me. Please god please don't let anything happen to my baby." I began to pray as I screamed Grabbing my phone dialing 911.

I screamed in the phone as they answered Telling them What happened.

Not to long after the ambulance arrived I called her mother explaining what had occurred.

She cussed me out In Spanish before clicking the end button on me. I sighed and followed the paramedics downstairs , I then hopped in back watching as one began to work on her.

All I could do was watch and tear up... How could I be so fucking stupid ?! How could I just leave her her not thinking about how much it hurt her..

If this is the end , Then I'm Next.

"Hey step on it ! Were losing her back here !!!" One of the medics yelled...

I jumped up looking at him." Fuck do you mean your losing her ??? Man hell nahh , Save my fucking Girlfriend bro !"

I'm supposed to get married to this lady , these paramedics better fix It Right now.

"Look , Were doing all we can do." The second paramedic said.

"Man shutcho bob the builder lookin ass up , You saying y'all doing all you can do but yo fat ass was just sitting in the corner eating on cheese nips. Got me fucked up." I screamed at him. As he stared at me with a blank expression.

Soon we pulled up at the emergency room , and they were rushing Her inside with me following behind.

"Ma'am , you can't go back there." The nurse yelled at me.

"Man fuck that! Move !!" I screamed at her pushing her out my way.

"Security!!!!" She screamed as she fell on the ground.

1 scrawny Ass man came from behind the desk looking at us.

" is there a problem ?" He said.

I looked at him. "Hell yeah. You a scrawny ass little man thinking you finna do some shit." I said and walked to the nurse snatching her badge off her , scanning it throwing it back at her and walking through the door.

The little man tried grabbing me but he felled terribly bad as I snatched away from him. "Next time make sure yo mama feeds you." I told him before running off trying to find the room Kayden was in. I Was Looking For about 10 minutes Before someone tapped my shoulder.

"Kell." I heard Ashley's voice say.

I turned and looked at her to see her reddish cheeks and her glossy red puffy eyes.

"Where is she Ash... Where is my baby?! " I said with my voice cracking.

"Kell , she didn't make it ," Ashley told me as tear escaped her eyes. " they said they did all the could. And most of the drugs had Fully got into her system... They did all they could to save her kell." She continued.

Hearing Ashley say that broke my heart.. I didn't get to tell Kayden how I felt. I fucked up. This hurts sooo fucking bad. I feel like I let her down

"No , no no, Fuck!! Noooo!!! " I screamed as I broke down. Ashley ran over to me and began hugging me but I pushed her away as I continued with my crying.

"I let her down" I sniffled.

"No you didn't let her down kell. You kept the life in her going." Ash told me.

" I don't wanna hear that shit. I let her down.. I'm not dealing with this shit anymore... I'm done bruh. That's my baby... How ima live without her ?"

Ashley just sat there staring at me.

"Exactly , I'm About to go and Kill Lucky !" I screamed and stormed out. As I made my way to the waiting room I spotted everyone. My sister my parents. Kaydens parents. Her daughter. Kaydens cousin shay. Chris was there with Hennessey. And Jade was there too.

They all looked at me with saddened eyes.

"Kell." Jade said to me. I shook my head and began to cry again as Ashley came into the room.

"Where's Kayden !??" I heard a voice say.

My blood began to boil as I layer eyes on her. I balled my fist turning to see lucky there.

"Rakell ! Don't!!!" My mother shouted. But it was too late. I had already launched at her and was throwing punches left and right.

She was now on the ground and I was stomping on her face as people were trying to get me off of her.

"She's dead!! And its all because of fucking you !" I screamed as they finally got me off her.

She layed there bleeding out , as teats streamed down her face.

" I'm sorry." She mumbled before passing out I assumed.

"Fuck her" I screamed before leaving the hospital.

On my way out I thought about how I'd have to face the fact that I was gonna have to see her in a casket..

Nahh fuck that. I would never be able to see her like that.

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I began to walk in the house and up to my room as I sat near my desk. I grabbed a sheet of paper and began to write. : I'm not sure how to really start this off , but I'm sure you all know. I'm hurting. Kayden was the love of my life. Yes I'm aware of the issues we had , but I'd never actually leave her alone. My heart is broken , I'll never be able to have her again. I don't even wanna try to fall in love again.. I'm not going to her funeral because why would I wanna see her like that?.. By the time I'm finished with this letter , you'll get where I'm coming from.

I love all of you , but I can't live without her. Its to much to handle.. I'm not cut out for life if she not living it with me. Make sure y'all burry me next to her.. I'll see y'all in the next life time.

Rakell-

When I finished writing. I got the rope we use to play tug-a-war and wrapped it around my neck. I tied the other end to the top of stair case I made sure it was tight then I folded the letter putting it in my pocket.

I heard the car door slam , so I took a deep breath before climbing over the railing.

Once I was over the railing a tear slid down my face. My mother walked in at the moment I jumped and the last thing I remember was her screaming.

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This is the end guys. I know the plot twisted but Shit that's Just The Way my mindset is when I write. Let me know if y'all confused.😏.

Anyways , yeah . thanks For reading... I damn near cried writing this.