I made my wake back to christina's house , she was sitting on her porch shaking her head at me.

"Damn it Kayden. You wasn't suppose to kill her" she said to me.

"I wasn't gonna even kill her at first. But she was breathing in a way ian like. So it happened." I said shrugging.

"So what if Kell ask what we did to her ? Hm?" She asked.

I just looked at her. "IMA avoid the question , now what you gonna do? You gonna tell her that you ain't do shit." I said to her.

She just looked at me and shook her head. "Damn Kay. We ain't did no crazy shit like this since fucking high school man. We gotta leave that life alone Kaydená" she said to me.

"As long as hoes try my baby ian gone never leave that life alone" I told her.

She shook her head. "You better pray to god that kell don't find out what we use to do. Or what you did to keira." She said to me.

I just nodded. "I was protecting her. We'll be good." I said.

"Cmon so you can change we don't need you going back home looking a bloody mess. I'll burn these clothes for you" she said.

"Bitch yeen burning my shit. You better use Clorox."

She rolled her eyes and through some clothes and a towel at me shaking her head.

"Getcho ass in the shower and shut up." She said.

I got up and groaned walking in the bathroom starting the shower.

"Kell cmon ! You gotta let me clean the scratches" Hennessey said to me while tryna clean my face with a wet towel.

"No Heather get your ass back ! It fucking hurts" I screamed.

"Ughh, cmon Kayden asked me to make sure your scratches was all cleaned up" she said

"Girl ion give no fuck. Get your ass out my face ! I'll be cool" I said pushing her.

She almost fell into the wall. "Okay you know what, fuck it" she threw the towel at me and walked out the bathroom.

I groaned as I looked at myself in the mirror.

I looked fucked up. "Why the fuck didn't I just stab her in the damn neck with my car keys?" I said thinking aloud as I made my way to kaydens room.

I climbed in her bed and closed my eyes. I began to slowly fall asleep.

"Rockyyy !!" Kayden screamed calling my name.

"Yes baby?" I said to her.

"Shawna called me gay again !!" She said to me.

"She did what !?!" I said getting angry.

"She called me gay !! I'm not gay !!" Kayden said.

"Kaydená I don't care about you getting your girl friend! She not gonna do none. She gay too!!" Shawna said.

"Where not gay you dumb dumb !!" I said throwing a rock at her. She dodged it though.

"Y'all are gay!!" Shawna said again.

No we aren't.. I thought to myself.

"You don't even know what gay is dipshit!" My older cousin kash said coming to our defense.

"You can't curse at me!!" Shawna said to kash.

"Keep talking shit to my little cousin and I'll do more then curse at you!" Kash said to her.

Shawna made a face and began to pout. " you look like a boy anyways !" Shawna said to kash.

But it was true. We were only 10 Kashmir was 15 at the time and she always dressed like a boy. I asked her about it one day and she told me that me and her weren't like other girls. She said that when I got older I'd find out what she ment and that I'd too have a change in clothes. As days went by I thought about what she meant. Soon as I was older in my teenage years I was starting to change. I looked at girls more and my outfits started to get more boyish. I was what people called a tomboy. But soon I realized exactly what happened. I was a lesbian. I was a stud... I told my parents one day and they laughed at me.

"We knew this already Rakell" my mother said.

"Did you forget about your little girlfriend back in Chicago?" My dad said to me.

I looked at him confused for a moment... Kayden... I had almost forgot the girl that I had fell in love with.

I began to miss her more and more as my thoughts went through my head.

"Kayden!!!" I screamed as I sat up looking around the room confused

Hennessey rushed in the room looking at me. "What's wrong?!" She said.

"Where's Kayden!?!" I yelled looking at her.

"She's not back yet" she said looking at me.

"RAKELL !?!" I heard.

I hopped out of bed and nearly slipped trying get out of bed and run to the living room.

When I got in the living Kayden was standing there with some stud next to her.

"Damnnn, Fuck happened to yo face ?" She said to me. I just looked at her.

"Excuse me?" I said to her.

"I said what the FUCK wrong witcho face" she repeated.

I looked over at Kayden and she Face palmed herself.

"Jade. Do not start" Hennessey said to the mysterious girl.

"Shut the fuck up and take me home shit." Jade said.

"Why the fuck you so rude? " I asked her.

"Why the fuck you let somebody beat your ass?" She said.

"You know the fuck what bitch !" I said walking up on her.

"Woahhh baby wait don't do that" Kayden said pulling me away from her.

"Baby? Kayden I know you didn't just disrespect me like that" the girl jade said.

"Excuse me?" I said looking over kayden shoulder.

"Bitch you heard me! Kayden my fucking girlfriend" she said with a smirk.

I looked at Kayden and she rolled her eyes "that's not true." Kayden said.

"Man I thought yeen fuck with studs Kayden !! Why you with this bitch?" Jade said.

"Jay chill yo drunk ass out!" Hennessey said

"No heather ian drunk. Shut up" the girl said walking over to the couch.

I made a face as I pushed past Kayden and walked to the room. "Why the fuck she here?!" I yelled looking at Kayden as she walked in.

"She came over Chris house drunk and since henny her cousin I just brought her back here with me." She said.

"But she feeling you. Is she not ?" I asked her.

"Bae yes. But you know I'm yours." She told me.

"But we ain't official. So if I'm not here and this bitch pops up and tries some shit you gone be down?"

"Kell. Baby you know ian tryna see nobody but you. I'm still waiting for Kalley to get out the hospital so I can end it." She said to me.

"Lemme find out Kayden. I swear on my life Ima fuck you up. Then IMA fuck her up too!" I said to her.

"Damn baby I like when you get jealous" she said wrapping her arms arms around my waist kissing my neck.

I bit my lip and pushed her back. "Yeah ian getting jealous. I'm being honest" I said to her.

She smirked at me "what ever. I love you" she said.

I glared at her. "Don't lie to me Kayden" I said.

"Who said I was lying " she said.

I was about to say some when keira popped into my mind.

"Babe?" I called out.

"Yeah?" She said.

"What did you do to keira?" I asked her.

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Bloop I'm back at it. Or at least I'm trying lmao.

Whatchall think of jade?

What about Kells lil threat?

IMA update stubborn sooonnn💫