"Kayden, stop playing gimmie my shit back" I yelled as I chased Kayden around her living room.

"No nigga!..." She said continuing to go through my phone "I'm still tryna find out who this Keira girl is." She finished reading the messages.

"It dont matterrrr ! " I whined reaching for my phone.

"Uh, yes it do bitch ! " she said smirking "she had you sitting there blushing so let's see why" she continued as I finally gave up.

"Ughh! Look fine. Keira is a girl I recently started talking to" I said rolling my eyes looking down.

"Hmm interesting.." She said lowering her voice a Lil.

I looked up at her smirking a Lil as she slid my phone back in my hand.

"You found everything you was looking for detective?" I asked her.

She looked at me and rolled her eyes. "Oh fuck you" she said causing me to laugh.

"Oh your ready to take daddy's strap?" I said teasing her. She grew read and looked down.

She soon looked back up and mugged me. "No the fuck. You have me fucked up. Ion take strap I gives it, fuck you talm bout." She said chuckling a Lil.

"Whatever Kay Kay, you know you want it" I said flirtingly

"Kell, dont get punched in your fucking mouth. I then told you bout these gay ass statements you be making towards me. Ion do studs so just drop it." She said mugging me.

"Shut yo butt hurt ass up. I was just joking. You can never take a joke always getting pissed off for no fucking reason" I said getting agitated by the second.

She scrunched up her nose and stood up looking around " nigga? Who the fuck you talking to?!" She asked walking towards me.

I got up too cause Kayden crazy ass wasn't finna beat my ass while I was sitting down, I was taking my chances by even getting smart back with her.

But I was sick of Kayden smart ass mouth. She wasn't gone keep talking to me like she was crazy and think I was gone continue to let her bitch me.

Nope. Sorry.

"The only muh-fucker in here talking shit for no reason. Who else?" I asked her nonchalantly.

She walked up bumping me "Rakell ion know what the fuck got into you but your ass better watch how the fuck you talk to me. Ion care how close we use to be or how close we then got. I'll go back to treating your ass like a bitch on the fucking street. Fucking remember that shit !" She said shoving me walking in the kitchen.

I know the fuck she didn't just push me? Hell nah , see this what I be talm bout when it comes to Kayden ass.

I caught my balance and followed her into the kitchen grabbing the strap of her sports bra pushing her into the refrigerator placing one of my hands against the fridge above her head blocking her from moving.

"Ion know what the fuck been going through your head lately? But I then had enough of your Lil high yellow ass putting your hands on me and talking to me like your ass is crazy." I said staring directly in her eyes.

"Rakell, if you dont get your big ass out my way, I'ma punch you in your shit" she yelped at me.

She tried moving but I pressed myself against her locking her in place.

"Apologize first" I tested.

"Like hell I will" she said trying to move more. I could tell she was starting to get nervous.

Interesting...

"What you getting nervous for Kay?" I asked in a teasingly manner.

"Nobodies getting nervous asshole. Fucking move" she said trying to push me back with force but I wasn't moving.

"I'll move when you apologize for going off and shoving me"

"Well too bad, ian apologizing for shit!"

"Oh really?"

"Yep!" She said popping the "p".

Oh she wanna play? Ight let's play.

I bent down moving my mouth towards her ear.

"Ra-k-kell! W-what are you doing!?!" She stutterd as I begain to whisper I'm her ear.

"Apologize," I said once more before I took her earlobe in my mouth gently nibbling on it.

She lowley whimpered "fine! Okay! Okay! Look I'm sorry!!" She said in high pitched feminine voice.

I smirked letting her go."oh I know you are" I said glaring at her.

She just stood there in the same spot speechless as I walked back I'm the living room leaving her there.

When realizstion hit her she began to blush uncontrollably and locked herself in her room.

"Not into studs my ass" I mumbled lowly as I pulled out my ringing phone. I looked down at caller ID to see Macy's name pop up.

Her and Ashley talked about the situation with the abortion and shit and they both decided that it was a good idea since they weren't really ready to be parents. They're both back in speaking terms and hanging out again but mace still pissed that I beat her ass with that belt.

I was actually really surprised to see that she was even calling me.

"Wassup?" I said as I answered the phone.

"Mom said to bring your ass home she got to talk to you about some" mace said in the phone dryly.

"Okay? Why she ain't call me instead?" I asked.

"Dont know dont care" she said and hung up on me.

Look like ima be beating her ass again I thought to myself as I stood up.

"Aye Kayden?" I yelled. Waiting for a response.

She opened her door and came out her room.

"Wassup?" She asked nervously.

"I gotta bounce. Mama need to talk to me. So look I'll see you at the club later?" I said licking my lips.

She staired at me and nodded.

"Mm okay.. See you later.. And bring keira I'll bring kalley" she said making scoff lowly at kalleys name.

"Alright..." I said lowly walking to the door with her trailing right behind me.

"Okay, see you later" she said as I walked outside the door.

"See you later baby girl" I smirked before walking away.

"Fucking Rakell!!" I heard her yell after me as I walked down the hall laughing.

"Fucking Rakell!!" I yelled after her as she walked down the hall laughing like shit was funny.

She keeps trying to dominate me. And Ion like the shit not one bit!

I had to lock myself in my room and think. Like what happened in the kitchen? That was unexpected as fuck. I dead ass didn't expect her to try to eat my damn ear off my face... And the shit turned me on big time..

I'm not finna deal.. This shits weird I need to have a serious ass talk with someone about this cause yeah ... No. I dont like studs they dont attract me. I'm not attracted to her.

"You keep saying that but your getting wet at the thought of her" my inner voice told me.

"I am no--," I stopped mid sentence and slipped my hand inside my polo boxers feeling a whole fountain. I moaned lowley at the touch I gave myself as I slid my hands out my boxers.

"Fucking great... She makes me wet" I mumbled lowly.

"Told yaaaa.." My inner self said with a Lil snicker.

"Shut the fuck up!" I snapped.

"Uh, Who you talking to? And what the fuck is that on your fingers?" A voice said scaring the fuck outta me.

I jumped and looked up to see Rakell standing there.

"Huh?" I asked her she just pointed to my fingers making a face at me.

I looked over at my hand and wiped it against my shorts.

"Ohh, I had some stuck in my teeth so ya." I said lying.

"Mhm, ya okay". She said sitting on the couch next to me.

I just looked at her "I thought you was going home. Why you back?" I asked her.

"My mom called me when I made it to the parking lot and told me she told mace to tell me that she was gone need me home in a few hours not now, so I just came back up" she told me.

"Ohh ight " I said pulling my short up a Lil. I was starting to get really hit.

"Kay. Is you okay?" She asked looking at me.

I looked up nodding. "I'm fine I said bringing my attention back to the TV.

She looked at me and nodded as she looked back down at her phone beginning to type away.

I sat up and walked towards the kitchen. I couldn't take it no more. Just being in her presence had me hot and bothered. I walked to the fridge and got a cold bottle of water out, twisting the top off in a fast anxious matter.

I then pressed the bottle to my lips beganing to calm down a Lil as the icey cold water went down my throat. I sat the bottle down next to me sighing lowly.

"Whats going on with my damn body" I thought aloud.

"I dont know but your fat ass needs to stop eating everything" kell said walking in the kitchen rummaging through my cabinets. I laughed lowly at her remark.

"You ate all my food, there's a reason I'm almost out'' I retorted back at her.

She glared at me. "Bull shit. You outta food cause you and Ashley big head ass always eating" she said looking over at me as her phone chirped causing her to look down and chuckle with a slight blush.

I dont know why. But it sorta made me jealous. I wanted to just punch who ever it was texting her in the fucking neck. I just tried to ignore it as I spoke up.

"Not true at all" I said

Rakell just kept looking down at her phone typing away not even acknowledging the fact that I had even spoke to her.

"Rakellllllllll!!" I whined looking at her as she looked up from her phone.

"Wassup kay?" She said flashing me that million dollar smile making me weak in the legs.

"Never mind I'll be back I gotta make a call." I said as I rushed over to my room closing and locking the door.

I then slowly made my way to my phone as I picked it up scrolling through my contacts for a number. As I clicked it and put it too my ear. It rang 3 times before I heard her loud obnoxious voice on the other end.

"Long time no talk little cause, wassup?" My cousin shay said into the phone.

"Hi bitch wassup?" I asked rudely.

"As if you give a flying fuck" she said dryly.

"Your right I don't" I replied nonchalantly.

"Ahh what the fuck is it that you could possibly want Kaydenà? Your interrupting my very important nap." I heard her say.

"Well shaylani you bitch. I need fucking advice.." I mumbled lowly.

She gasped into the phone and I could tell she was smirking.

"What? The high and mighty kaydenà needs advice. From widdle oh me?.. And bitch stop fucking using my government. I legit just merked a bitch for grabbing me on my way home. The feds highkey out there looking for me" she said.

Knowing Shay she wasn't lying. She dont like to be touched. And she stubborn as hell so once her mind is made up it ain't no turning back. She then got fucked over by so many people its became to the point where she's cold hearted as fuck. So once she allows you in. You best not fuck up or that's the end of your life. Literally.

Shay really knows how to make a person feel worthless as fuck about them selves. Shes pure fucking evil if you ask me. But that's my big cousin so you know me her and her best friend anatica really close. Besides. Shaylani gives amazing advice so ima seek to her for help about the way I've been feeling towards kell lately.

I was interrupted from my thoughts as I heard her speak.

"Bitch !? Can you please click over so we can face time? I wanna look at your ugly ass face while you explain to me about what's going on" shay said rudely

I looked down at my phone to that she was trying to face time so I clicked over and there this heffer was. Sitting her light skin ass in my face with a smirk on her face.

"Now tell daddy shay what the problem is." She said all cockily.

I rolled my eyes at her as and began to speak. "Anyways! Shay... Lately I've been feeling a certain way about this girl.. But she's another stud and I know I'm not stud for stud. But she just makes me so weak in the legs when she's around and then earlier. I was a whole water fall down there... Just by thinking about her..." I said looking at shay who had a sly smirk against her face.

"Kaydená Are u sure your against stud for stud relationships? Or are you just scared of what people will think of you if you and this girl..start talking?"

"I've never even been with another stud" I admitted to her.

"Then how you know you don't like being with one if you never even been with one ?" She asked me making that bitch your confusing me face.

"I mean ion, know I've seen stud for stud relationships while I be out clubbing and shit. And then NY best friend is stud for stud so I see the relations pretty often. But I've always been attracted to femmes" I said scratching my neck.

"Well bitch to me it sounds like your ass is attracted to a stud" she said nonchalantly.

"No shit" I told her.

"Swallow your fucking pride and dont think about what others think. As long as your happy that's all that matters" she said to me.

"I know" I mumbled lowly.

"But who's this stud?, I wanna meet her" shay said which shocked me shay don't like people.. She's really antisocial.

"Her names Rakell.." I said looking at her strangely.

Shay busted out laughing. "I knew it was her. Nigga you need to really stop sucking to hard on your lollipop cause believe it or not rakells your future wife. I knew that when I snitched on y'all ass at daycare when y'all was kissing in the closet." She said.

"Bruh you was there when that happened?!" I asked shocked

"Yup. I was the one who told mrs.Green on y'all. I sent her back there and then made out with that bitch angelica while y'all was getting in trouble" she said smirking.

I rolled my eyes laughing. "So classic shaylani, just classic." I finished.

"Yeah, but on some real shit. Kayden put your pride aside and fuck with Kell again. Y'all was MY childhood goals. Watching how kell stood up for you when Mrs Green kept tryna snatch you away. It was cute. Kinda warmed my heart.... Sykeeee ! It ain't warm shit but nah for real Kayden. Stop playing and fuck with Rakell again. Clothes shouldn't matter cause under all that shit. She's still a female. And y'all still lesbian as fuck. So enjoy" shay said finishing.

I nodded "so I take it your stud for stud?" I asked her.

She scrunched her nose and made the most disgusted look ever. "Helll the fuck nahh! Aint nobody strapping me down ! Bitch I'm dying fucking pure. A virgin I will be! Shit I'm gone make my way into heaven, god I may have not followed yo rules when you said a females should be with a male but shit when you said no sex before marriage. Ian getting married so I'm making my way up pure. Fuck all that other shit" she ranted causing me to laugh hard.

"How you gone just give me advice about stud for stud relationships if you against it?" I asked after my laughter calmed down some.

"No bitch. I said I'm not stud for stud. But I support." She continued.

"Ohhh. So how you know you ain't stud for stud if you dont try?" I said repeating what she said earlier.

"Because I've been with two before ya dumb broad. Ian like the shit at all." She told me mugging me.

"Well 3's the lucky charm" I said with a smirk.

"Yeah okay bitch. Shut up and go work on shit with Rakell before a bitch scoops her up. And break up with that dumb hoe Kelley or what ever the fuck her name is"shay said.

I laughed cause I knew shay knew kalleys name. She just strongly dislikes her.

"I'll think about it " I told her laughing. She rolled her eyes

"Well I'm glad I could help. But I'm really tired now so bye nigga. Invite me to the wedding" she said.

"Ight bitch." I said.

"Bye hoe." She said hanging up.

I stood up and walked towards my room door. I heard laughing in my living room. The hell?

I walked out the room to see kell and some stud all cuddled up together on my couch laughing.

Kell looked up at me and smiled "aye best friend this my new keira " she said pointing to the stud on the couch next to her.

My heart shattered in fucking pieces ... Just as I was about to spill my emotions. She tells me that she has a girlfriend.

I just looked at the and forced a smiled on my "oh shit bro, so you the famous keira?" I asked pretending to care.

"That would be me. But just call key" keira said.

"Ight tiara" I said being funny.

She just gave me a look and kell made a face at me.

"Ahh anyways. Rakell we still have kareoke tonight at the Lil bar so. I'm finna go get ready and I suggest you two to do the same" I said walking into my room slamming my door with a shitty ass attitude. Not even 4 minutes later there was a knock on my door.

I went over and answered to be met with Rakell.

"Best friend you cool?" She asked me.

I Gave her a fake smile. "Ya I'm fine. Just had a rough ass call" I said lying.

"Hm look. Im finna drop key off at home and then ima make my way to the crib to see what was up with mama. I'll see you at the club alright?" She said eyeing me.

I nodded. "Alright..". She then pulled me in her arms and whispered in my ear. "Dont be jealous your still my number one." After she pulled away she kissed my nose and bit her bottom lip stairing at me as she walked out my room backwards.

I blushed lightly as she winked and turned around.

God what the fuck is wrong with me I thought to myself as I made my way into the bathroom to shower. I was horny once a fucking gain.. Mann where the hell did my dominance go?..

Its like every time she's around i just so lost at words..

Kayden walked away from me and key going back into her room. She slammed the door shut causing keira to jump a Lil.

"Uh, did I say something wrong?" Keira asked me.

"No. She's just having a bad day. I think it had some to do with the person she was on the phone with earlier" I said getting up. "I'll he back I'm going to check on her" i continued as she nodded I walked to the back and knocked on Kayden room door.

She answered and I saw the sadden look in her eyes. She seemed so sad.

"Best friend you cool?" I asked her

She nodded and gave me a fake ass smile " ya.. I'm fine.. Just had a rough ass call" she said lying once again.

When she came back from the call she seemed confident about something. Then all of a sudden when I told her me and Keira were together her facial expression changed from confident to hurt.

"Hmm look, I'm finna drop key off then make my way to the crib to see what was up with mom. I'll see you at the club alright?".

She nodded slowly giving me that saddened smile again "alright.." She said.

I looked at her and pulled her in my arms whispering in her ear "dont be jealous, your still my number one." I felt her melt in my arms.

I pulled away to notice she was blushing a Lil. I bit down on my bottom lip as I walked out her room.

She stood there in utter shock as I sent her a wink and turned around smiling leaving towards the living room

Keira stood and smiled at me. "She alright?" She asked me.

"Yeah she fine. She just had a bad conversation with someone." I said lying. I knew that it made her jealous that me and key was together.

But I want her to realize that she wants me as much as I wan't her.