Everything became a blur to Jeon Jungkook. He slowly loosened his grip around Jimin's waist and dropped his hands onto the bed; unexpectedly sobbing to himself as Jimin held his head against his torso so desperately. “J-Jimin…” Jungkook cried and cupped his face right after. “How could you keep this from me?”

“I… I didn't want to scare you. Juyon has been working in this company once she reached high school. Her family pushed her into this life as well and that's how I met her. Along the way, I began to like her, grow excited to think of us as something until one day, she came to my office. Telling me she had sex with you weeks ago and now on her fourth week, she discovered she was pregnant with your child. I knew you sounded familiar because I saw you on the list the Tainted Bliss carried to kidnap, so I had to make sure no one got to you. I was between crossroads with you and her. I wanted you both… But I loved you more. Soon, when Suyong was born, Juyon went crazy. She tortured herself with drugs and even when she was still pregnant, I protected her and spent almost every day with her. Knowing that she had a baby. However, when Jeon Suyong was born, she left and relied on drugs for comfort. She couldn't come back to you ever because if she did, we'll have to kill her.” Jimin began to tell Jungkook everything as he stopped time to time to blink his falling tears from his eyes.

“Why… Why couldn't she tell me? I was the father, I would have supported her like you did! I-”

“Juyon was threatened to stay indoors for the rest of her pregnancy. She thought I trapped her in because I grew obsessed. She knew I wanted her so, she couldn't help but to panic at nights. Juyon was supposed to be a pet… But she never did. They wanted untouched and young people so she didn't fit the title. Of course, they didn't know you were no longer a virgin. Kim Juyon was released to do as she pleased.” The older claimed and didn't dare to let go of Jungkook as he told him everything. “She left me with Suyong and there, I nursed him, fed him, read to him, played with him, changed his diapers, and did the best I could until after a year, I had to take over my father's place. My Mother and Father… They left everything to me and I haven't talked to them since! My life was hell. Being left with a baby boy, a huge and illegal company, and my loneliness weighed in drastically.”

“Why… Why did you wait to tell me now?” Jungkook weeped and fixed his head to face Jimin's. “I'm a father? For all this time I've grown to hate Suyong's parents for neglecting him. My best friend left him… and I? I didn't even know he existed!” Jungkook began to cup his face and cry into his own hands. The sudden view left Jimin guilty of everything. “I missed out on his first giggle, his first smile, his first words, and his first step! Do you know what that does to me, Jimin? He's a part of me and he always have been! I knew he looked familiar… My own son, Jeon Suyong.” Jungkook contemplated as Jimin finally let go and paced back.

Jimin felt horrible for hiding this for so long. Juyon was right. There was no way he could avoid hurting Jungkook; love of course, hurts and Jimin imagined many things to avoid that. Whatever went in his head, he tried hard to be perfect to Jungkook but ended up hurting the one he loved. Just then, Jimin went to Jungkook's drawers and took his clothes out before grabbing a luggage nearby to fill it. Quickly and regretfully, Jimin folded Jungkook's clothes and set them into the luggage. Leaving Jungkook to slowly dry his tears and look up. Believing that Jimin was going to follow him outside this place to live together. On the other hand, that was until his eyes locked onto his own clothes Jimin seemed to pack for the boy.

“Jimin… Are you packing up...for us? Are we leaving tonight?” Jungkook asked so innocently as Jimin shook his head unexpectedly.

“No, I'm not leaving. You and Suyong are. I can't let you suffer anymore. I've hurt you too much and you just let it happen! That's not how love is supposed to be.” Jimin sputtered with tears falling down his face by the second. “I'm staying here until I die.”

“Jimin… It was Juyon who hid Suyong from me! It was this stupid company that forced her into silence! You didn't mean to hurt me…” Jungkook added and got down on his knees to take his clothes out of the luggage and by there, Jimin snatched both of the boy's wrists and looked him in the eyes as he gave him a tight grip. “Jimin-"

“The company told her to keep quiet, who else runs this stupid company?! I do! I THREATENED HER TO KEEP QUIET AND I KEPT HER TRAPPED! ALL BECAUSE I WANTED TO IMAGINE SHE WAS ALL MINE!” Jimin shouted in tears as Jungkook was breaking down inside to see Jimin like this. His mental illness was killing him and now, letting go of Jungkook was enough to finish him. “You should go before I leave you becoming a drug addict… All broken and crazy. I had to pay her to get her back on her feet and I bet it will happen to you. It almost did and I don't want you to reach that end of it all. I ruin everything I touch.” Jimin finished off that last word and it was enough to make Jungkook sob into his own hands and desperately try to remove his clothes from the luggage. Each time Jimin filled it, Jungkook emptied it.

Silence filled the room and that was when Jimin knew he had to at least do something to stop Jungkook from doing this to himself. Jungkook desperately clung onto Jimin and couldn't think of letting him go for the second time. He was in pain last time and now? He was dying without him. Jungkook and Jimin were madly in love with each other and as soon as Jimin decided this for his relationship, it was enough to make Jungkook desperately try to make it stop. He was the one that fed Jimin the idea of leaving with Suyong if he chose not to, and this was what Jimin sided with. Jimin was the gardener that cut the red rose from the earth's soil. Taking the only thing the rose has had before and that was it's freedom within the soil. Park Jimin deprived Jungkook from his own freedom by taking him everywhere he went; all in which, was far from the life Jungkook used to live before.

Jimin got up and stepped out of the room, leaving Jungkook to sit there and take out all the clothes from the luggage and set them back into the drawers. The boy seemed to hesitate just leaving with Suyong. Saying that and hoping Jimin would have a change of heart, but he was wrong. Jungkook wiped his tears and looked at the empty luggage. He didn't know how many people Park Jimin killed, sold, hurt… But he was sure that if he was to leave, that would be his only weakness for the rest of his life.

At the same moment, Jimin walked down the dark halls and soon reached a supply room where there was more syringes stocked into secured containers so the needles would be kept clean as always. Jimin didn't want to do this, but he had no choice. He couldn't lead Jungkook into a horrible life where he would stay trapped everyday. Jimin just couldn't do this to the love of his life, so now he understood why he let Jungkook go the first time and now, the second time. Of course, this time was the very last now. Jimin picked up a syringe and uncapped it. Staring at the needle until he felt a presence behind him. With the reflection of the glass, he noticed it was Min Yoongi himself.

“Go back to your post, Yoongi. There's nothing to see here.”

“Don't tell me you're going to hurt him again… What did he do? Try to escape?” Yoongi questioned and dropped his free arm over his own hip. “You aren't being fair to him.”

“You don't know what I'm doing. I'm letting him go, but since he doesn't want to, I have to force him out of my life. He… can't stay here and all it took was to finally take my pills to realize that. He'll be gone and he'll be living at my old penthouse with Jeon Suyong. He knows the truth and I can't hurt him anymore. This is the last time I'll hold him before I let him go forever.” Jimin stated and turned around to see Yoongi staring at him. “I knew you loved him, but neither of us could have him. I just loved him and ended up hurting myself at the end. You didn't.” Jimin stated and began to walk out of the supply room.

“J-Jimin! Let me do it… You've suffered enough.” Yoongi suggested but this was enough to make Jimin reject the offer.

“I did this to him, so I have to suffer the consequences of letting him go completely. No strings attached this time. I covered it up before and thought of ways to kidnap him back into my arms… Now, I won't have that. Now, I need to realize that this is what happens when I fall in love and let go.” With those words, Yoongi just felt his heart ache just knowing that he'll never see Jungkook or a smile on Jimin's face ever again. The man tagged along with Jimin and waited outside the door as Jimin finally stepped in.

Jimin walked into the dimmed room to see Jungkook still sitting in front of the empty luggage. Swiping through the many pictures they took together. Jungkook cheered himself up and as soon as he heard Jimin right behind him, he just wanted to kiss him and try to convince him. However, Jimin has already made up his mind.

“Jimin… We can have our own children too… Wouldn't it be funny if I'm the one that delivers our child from the woman who carries our baby?” Jungkook lightly chuckled. Hiding his tears as he hugged himself. “I would love to raise children with you… That's all I want in life. To live with you forever. Jimin, would you marry me? When the time's right?” Jungkook proposed. Not really making a huge get-up to do so. “Marry me…” Jungkook whispered in repeat.

Jimin then got down on his knees and hugged him from the back so closely, kissing the boy's neck carefully and making Jungkook's smile fade as he slowly started to tear up. Feeling Jimin's free hand hide behind the boy's back. Jungkook sensed something was wrong and closed his eyes. “Why aren't you saying yes…?”

The older continued his silence as he kissed Jungkook and traced his kisses up to the side of his lover's cheek. “I love you…” Jimin whispered and as he noticed the boy kept his eyes shut and tears ran down his face. Without any further ado, Jimin suddenly inserted the syringe into Jungkook's shoulder where his tattoo was. Jungkook opened his eyes widely and felt the substance entering his body. Leaving him to gasp and struggle while Jimin held him down tightly. Right after, Jimin pulled the needle out and the boy pointed his face upwards to look at Jimin once more; carrying him in his arms.

“J-JIMIN!” Jungkook gasped and felt his eyelids growing heavy. “Jimin… Please… don't… do this… t-to me.."

With a gentle kiss against his lips, Jungkook fought back the urge to sleep. Knowing if he closed his eyes, he would never see Jimin ever again. “Go to sleep, my love… It's been a long day. So, goodbye..” With those final words, Jimin kissed Jungkook's lips one last time, feeling the boy kiss him back until… His lips were kept still. Jungkook fell asleep due to the substance Jimin injected him with and that allowed Jimin to finally take advantage and let Jungkook go. “My Beloved...” Jimin whispered and kissed the boy's forehead, leaning in to feel his chest breathe and his heartbeat against his own for the last time he had him in his arms.