Their lips united under the heat as their skins clashed against each other. Jungkook felt loved with Jimin even if he was drunk. He trusted his lover and just knew that Jimin was the one for him from the start. Gentle and careful wet slaps echoed as Jungkook's sweet moans flourished. Their heartbeats were falling in sync and moans filled their own ears; this was how making love felt like to Jungkook and he could see it through the alcohol. Jungkook smiled to himself while he felt Jimin kiss his neck and whisper him many sweet nothings.

“I love you, Jeon Jungkook… Imagine us being together e-every day….” Jimin whispered and thrusted into the boy repeatedly. “O-Oh I love you… I can't stop myself from telling you that…” Jimin huffed as he kissed the boy's forehead once more. For that very moment, Jimin felt as if he was going to lose his Jungkook out of everything. He knew he wasn't a good guy and guys like him didn't deserve something as precious as loving or making love to Jeon Jungkook.

“AH~ Ah- D-Daddy… Daddy I love you…” Jungkook mewled and threw his head back as the sweat of his neck rolled down. He tightened the grip of his knees against Jimin's hips each time he thrusted in and left Jungkook moaning once he pressed the side of his head against the pillow underneath him. “F-Fuck… Oh fuck… Don't stop!~” Jungkook mewled and rose his hands to tug onto Jimin's hair. Guiding his fingertips along the locks of his lover's soft hair. “DADDY!” Moans from the younger like this, left Jimin raising his hand up to the headboard and thrusting into the boy as gentle and deep as he could. Only now, Jimin was beginning to feel as if he was going to cum.

“B-Baby… Oh baby… I love you…” Jimin repeated and rolled Jungkook's hair back before kissing his forehead so suddenly. “J-Jungkook… Jimin gasped and turned the boy over once more to have the younger over his lap while the dominant sat up to keep Jungkook wrapped against his body. Jimin pressed his head back against his headboard as Jungkook hugged him tightly. Their sweaty skins rubbed against each other until Jimin finally jolted his hips upwards and ejaculated deep into the younger boy's hole. In Jimin's arms, Jungkook panted sweetly over Jimin's shoulder while Jimin did the same to his. “Ah-Ah… Ah….” Jimin breathed heavily. kissing Jungkook over his neck and hugging him tightly. “Tell me… You'll never stop loving me…” Jimin added as Jungkook smirked and let out a breathless giggle.

“Daddy… You left me a mess~” Jungkook chuckled as he then felt Jimin cup his face so suddenly.

“Of course, I forgot you were drunk…” Jimin added. Looking down so he could pull his hips back and then pull out of his Jungkook's hole. “Let's… take a shower and I'll give you some tea, okay?” Jimin told the boy as Jungkook kept giggling and hugging Jimin again. “Oh Darling, how much of those drinks did you take? You're so weak when it comes to alcohol.”

“Five hundred thousand!” Jungkook laughed and felt Jimin kiss his cheek once more. “Jimin… You seem so sad! Smi- oh god… I'm going to throw up…” Jungkook added and pressed his forehead against Jimin's shoulder instantly. “Y-You moved me too much!”

“Oh Jungkook, my beautiful and silly, baby boy.” Jimin cooed as he then parted the veil to his right and got out of the bed to take his own clothes along with Jungkook's as well. “Let's take this time to take a shower my love, then we can watch something while I give you tea.” Those promises calmed Jungkook down, but it didn't calm the man down. The voices in his head surfaced once more and asked him the same questions, was it all enough to make Jungkook stay? Jimin was finally breaking himself down inside and no amount of pills would make that go away. No matter how much money the strict man had, losing Jungkook was something he couldn't afford to lose and no amount of money could replace the love of his life at that.

Jimin picked out his lover's clothes and had matching robes for themselves to shower with. As they walked into the bathroom right after, Jimin helped Jungkook in and hugged him from the back as the water from the shower fell against their skin so carefully. The rain poured from the outside and the water from the shower head did the same, making Jungkook laugh as he was still feeling tipsy as before. Even through sex, Jungkook couldn't wipe that smile off his face even if he was having Jimin pound into him slowly and passionately.

Jungkook couldn't process anything that went on tonight, but Jimin could. He felt guilt trip him over at every step, but when he fell over it, his face was blank. Jimin tortured himself and his disorder slowed him down many times when it came to the voices triggering his terrifying episodes. Jimin almost wanted to get off his medications, but knowing that Jungkook would be by his side every day; he couldn't bring himself to neglect his medicine. Jimin did this out of love.

After the shower they spent longer than usual, Jimin changed the covers and had Jungkook resting against the new red sheets already. Jungkook sat in his black sleeping robe, loose, silk, red, pajama bottoms and matching with his white T-shirt tented over the many hickeys he had decorated over his pale torso like a clean slate. Jimin soon joined the man in bed as he brought the boy a cup of herb tea and turned on a heater with peach-scented-oil so Jungkook's hangover wouldn't give him a major headache for the following morning. Jimin of course, only wore a white sleeping robe over his black underwear for the night. Showing off his tattoo so shamelessly.

“Here… Drink this.” Jimin parted the veil and handed Jungkook a cup of tea in a blue, porcelain mug.

“Jimin… I feel so tired…” Jungkook whispered and sat up to meet with Jimin's hands holding the herbal tea out to him. “M-Make the pain go away…”

“Darling, don't focus on it or else, it will hurt even more.” Jimin spoke carefully as Jungkook accepted the cup and drank out of it. “You took so much vodka, you'll have pain in the morning.”

“It hurts.” Jungkook pouted and pressed his head back after drinking out of the mug. “If I drink more, I'll throw up!”

“Ah, take gentle sips, okay?” Jimin told the boy and placed the mug over the nightstand after. “Would you like to watch something?”

“No… I just want to sleep in your arms…” Jungkook whispered. The boy then shuffled in closer to undo Jimin's sleeping robe and take it off him completely. Followed after that, the man watched in a blank emotion as Jungkook took his own robe off and finally leaned in to sleep over his lover's chest like a pillow. “Thank you…”

“For what?”

“For taking care of me when I'm drunk, for loving me, when I had none of it to give to you… And for keeping me safe… Ah, I feel so safe in your arms, Jimin!” Jungkook spoke softly. Leaving Jimin to comb his fingers through Jungkook's hair.

“Shut up, your drunk…” Jimin teased and gave out a gentle chuckle before feeling Jungkook’s finger guide through his own tattoo. “Go to sleep, my love…”

“I'm trying to… Hey, Jimin? Do you think I'll die with this headache? I-I feel like throwing up…”

“It's normal. You can let it out if you need to, but I want you to sleep on time. You have college online and we had to skip a little bit of your tutoring…” Jimin explained and held Jungkook's fingers into his own hands. “I've distracted you too much, My love… Do you still want to be a doctor?”

“I want… I want to be a pirate.” Whispered Jungkook and let out another, weak, giggle. “Jimin… Jimin, I want to have a baby… To raise with you…”

“What about Suyong? We'll raise him.”

“No...no… I want a baby of my blood and yo-yours..” Jungkook answered in the best way possible. “Suyong… Isn't from any of us! So, we can still have Suyong as our adopted son… And then… We have our own child! Have someone who gives birth to the baby with our genes and DNA.” Jungkook continued as Jimin smiled once more to his soulmate before leaning in to kiss him.

“Anything to make you stay…” Jimin concluded as Jungkook giggled in absolute excitement. Even if he was drunk, he was still blinded by love. That night, the two fell asleep with the scent of peaches filling the room once they hugged each other close. However, Jimin could never sleep. Feeling that Jungkook would wake up any second and ask about the night before or maybe, remember everything that went down at the club aside from the many drinks he took.

By the following morning, the grey clouds still paraded over the skies. Rain still fell down as if it was a bad day. Jimin was still asleep through the thunderstorm, but Jungkook soon woke up to feel Jimin's grip around his body. Jimin hugged his Jeon Jungkook from the back and refused to let him go. There, he gently slid his hands down as Jungkook woke up to feeling an uneasy pressure over his head. “Agh…” Jungkook groaned softly as he looked down and noticed Jimin still hugged him close. The boy smiled at the thought and turned over to hug his Jimin against his body. “Jimin~” Jungkook whispered and rose his hands up Jimin's torso before having an idea. The man then climbed over his dominant and by there, he sat over Jimin's hips; admiring the view above as Jimin was still asleep.

“My perfect Jimin…” Jungkook whispered and reached over to his phone before taking a quick picture of Jimin fast asleep. However, as Jungkook took the picture, he titled his head and continued to eye the ‘NEVERMIND' tattoo over the side of his torso. Something called to him and of course, he didn't feel right at that moment. Just as the boy set his phone down, he looked at the tattoo and began to question about what might have happened last night. Jungkook stood there, memories seemed like a blur as he tried to desperately grasp something to remember… But all he caught was the image of Kim Juyon walking into the room before he was stopped by Kim Taehyung. The only words he remembered after the encounter, were:

“Only pets are allowed back here. Do you own any of them? Or are you interested in buying?”

“Tattoo number… Now…”

“Then, ‘Nevermind’ is your master's tat-”

“A beautiful and blind fool that became too naive…”

“Tell me… You'll never stop loving me…”

Jungkook sat over Jimin and slowly got off as he then sat right by the man, plugging things in until he began to see Jimin smiling at him and just last night, they kissed and made love even if Jungkook was horny and drunk. However, Jungkook didn't have a problem with that… the boy now realized the real reason as to why Jimin was so kept in and secretive. Jungkook couldn't see the whole picture of last night, but those memories that flashed to him, gave Jungkook a taste of how the real oceans swayed at high tide.

Jungkook then lifted his white T-shirt sleeve and looked at his tattoo before looking over at Jimin's tattoo over his own exposed chest. “N-No wonder…. No wonder they look alike…” Jungkook suddenly began to weep silently. “I-I can't stay here… It's not safe.” Jungkook finally told himself as every little piece of him, desperately clung onto Jimin and wanted to stay… But, this was the hard part of it all; it was going to kill Jungkook to leave his lover after so much they've been through, yet, staying was going to kill him eventually. Either way, Jungkook realized that he wasn't going to live mentally. However, this was the choice Jungkook had to take. No matter how much he loved Park Jimin, everything he said… From every ‘I love you’ to promises, nothing was going to hurt more than leaving Jimin now.